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this is my online diary! its public because its the only way I can prevent myself from spewing stupid shit out onto my blogs with actual followers, which would Suck

Im in my early 20s and talk about sex fairly frequently I think im too lazy to scroll back through my posts to check

I complain about things that are petty and inconsequential in ways that may come off as overdramatic here cause its my diary and all my actual Good points go elsewhere. I also talk about things that are technically serious but I don't feel i have a well-developed opinion on

I aggressively censor using numbers and symbols to avoid showing up in any major tags. If u have an issue w one of my posts appearing in a search I am willing to change it as long as you give me the problem word/s

I also put lots of stuff i like here because it feels easier to navigate than my main blogs and also some of it i just dont want to show other people

You can interact if you like

#piiiiinned so people know what im about #my little trash garbage spam dump #full of TMI and other special insufferable things #i genuinely wonder how this blog makes me come off to people out of context sometimes #if i shared your fanart or something at some point and you think im a freak ermmm. sorry !#im kind of intentionally annoying around here i promise

I never considered before now that there could be a world map version of bad recolor OCs

#the fact that the country pasted over ireland is also so clearly the evil one??? 😭😭#i genuinely think even middle school me wouldve been appalled at this level of worldbuilding #edit: apparently Hyb*rn literally just translates directly into ireland. what the fuck is this authors deal 😭😭

I dont even like s@d0m@s0ch1sm in 99.9999999% of contexts this particular ship just hacked my brain for some reason

#i get icked out by it SO fast esp if its extreme n theyre actually ripping at each other #i think it helps viewing them as a whole different species of eldr!tch thing #in my brain its like No its fine they can just do that its enrichment to them #they will get extremely stressed and start molting feathers if theyre not allowed to do this. fact

Im about 50% sure I submitted the name for the tampons box in Paralives and completely forgot about it until now

#this sounds like a joke but im dead serious i think that might have been me #i Really wish they sent a confirmation to my email or something 😭#if its not the tampons then i genuinely have no clue what item i picked or what i named it

every alfrd faceclaim ive seen so far is someone w a fairly wide/square jaw and I just simply Cannot see it

#his face seems to be a little bit long and narrow in the old art style even #i rly like their different face shapes #gives them a little something-something #so i thinm im just fixating on that detail like Way more than anyone else is 😭#ive seen some great faceclaims for everyone Except him and Matt honestly

usually fanfic jusg plays out in my brain as vague actors Performing Actions while pretending to be the characters which is fine but lately ive been picturing sex scenes btwn [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] in the early seasons art style and getting so hard i get lightheaded

#hits myself on the head with a mallet #i wish i wasnt mediocre as fuck at drawing or I'd attempt a fake screenshot #😭😭😭 i just neeeeeed to see them together more ithink FUCKKKKKKKK im starving !!

> Google if a certain brand ships to my state out of curiosity

> AI result I wasnt even trying to trigger namedrops my city unprompted

#HUH ?

hws-phili

Thank god America taught us basketball!

Cock fighting has been like the Philippines' national past time during colonial times. Iswtg, the amount of times European explorers describe the Filipino man's love of cockfighting. Ugh! One even said the men love their cocks more than their wives. They always have their cocks in hand, heck, they even take it to church!

Around 1910's, America introduced basketball to the Philippines as a women's sport. It didn't get popular with the ladies, but basketball has since become the Philippines favorite sport.

#damn i never see these two together in a positive context this is an automatic rb #lmao i was also not aware that we picked basketball up frm the US 😭#my cul de sac was flanked on each end with a basketball court lmao we used to go to both so often

vkcenjoyer

he looks like a fun guy 2 be around....

#YESSSSS I RLY LIKE THIS ONE #thats litch rally tito . or maybe i just grew up w some young ass uncles

nicespam1

when people are talking about the girldad vs boymom dichotomy im always nodding along until they throw in the "... and that's why people romanticize purity proposals" point and then I have to be like Oh this was like a monkeys with typewriters thing and you actually dont know what youre talking about at all

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like if anything I've noticed a resurgence in the enjoyment of toxic behaviors like the shovel talk/gun cleaning thing bc of the girldad trope. Idk what this fixation is on purity proposals 😭 it is simply just not a thing people like! Where are you getting this!

#just because its something irl dads w daughters do doesnt make it part of the trope #people would fucking Hate a character who did this #itd ruin the fantasy immediately

when people are talking about the girldad vs boymom dichotomy im always nodding along until they throw in the "... and that's why people romanticize purity proposals" point and then I have to be like Oh this was like a monkeys with typewriters thing and you actually dont know what youre talking about at all

#this probably sounds mean and oddly specific but its like ridiculously common #what the fuck is the obsession with purity proposals 😭😭 NOBODY LIKES THAT SHIT ??#theyre ALWAYS brought up even though this is simply Not part of the common understanding of a girl dad #boymoms and girldads are not concepts that perfectly map to each other just genderbent #youre weakening your own point by failing to understand the draw of girldad characters #they rly arent hard to understand and there is plenty you can discuss irt misogyny just from the trope alone

I wonder if there's any way to just literally rebuild fandom culture from the ground-up bc i really do not think it's sustainable as a mainstream thing

#this probably sounds stupid but you know what i mean #a lot of fandom events are just kind of like. Themed Slop Markets now and fanbases grow too large too quickly to be enjoyable for long #i wish the internet in general was Weird again but like. where do we go from here

back in the 0sosan fandom I never really gave a damn about the million different platonic character dynamic names but only in H3t@l1@ do i now see the value in them

#and they have NONE !!! this shit sucks !!#they even did it for the fucking m1n3craft guys but not these characters??? 😭😭😭😭😭💔

I wish I could think of a decent platonic alternative to Too Little Too Late bc some of the lyrics taken out of context r very 🇬🇧 and 🇺🇲 to me

#normally i dont rly care about re interpreting a romantic song to Not be romantic #but the wedding jealousy thing is a little Too blatant it just feels weird #maybe like a more outwardly depressing version of Slipping Through My Fingers . augh

have you ever re-read a fanfic so often it feels like your beautiful Wife

#if this shit ever gets deleted im gonna KILL MYSELF

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I think if you have this mindset that ypu want to be able to control what your fandom does you really should not be shooting to be a public creator of anything

nicespam1

and I dont mean this in the sense that all creators should like their fandoms or they should never have boundaries ofc. But its just like I stumble across so many people who have it in their heads that they can impose this or that rule about how their fanbase will engage in their work and everyone is gonna hold hands and self-police and like, that is just never going to happen, ever

On some level you need to be prepared for the possibility that people will do whatever they want to your creation, even things you find uncomfortable or morally repugnant. You are willingly putting it out into the world for anyone to see and re-interpret (and like.. especially if you want a big fandom? How on Earth do you think that's going to work?) and these are just the expected consequences of that. It is unavoidable. You can't have your cake and eat it too. Either you get comfortable with just blocking and ignoring subsets of fans or do not become a public figure

#like even if your form of 'acceptance'#is just hating the fuck out of your own fandom and insulting them and never interacting #thats more reasonable to me than trying to shoulder your way in and dictate how the fanbase is going to work #like. brother. there is not a chance in this world you are ever stopping a fanbase from shipping characters #this just strikes me as such a fundemental misunderstanding of how popularity and just people in general function #fanbases can't even agree with each other on basic canonical facts #but you think everyone's just gonna magically band together to prevent hurting your feelings?#they tried to crucify t*by f*x of all people for less lmao #like yes you can share your discomfort with xyz behavior as a creator i think thats very normal #and for the most part it does help shape how the fandom behaves at the surface level #if thats your only goal then Fine but something tells me these people expect Everyone to just fall in line which like. lmao #big fandoms do not function this way. the deeper end of them is always a big frightening mess of people who do not care what you think #regardless of if you created the thing they like or not

I think if you have this mindset that ypu want to be able to control what your fandom does you really should not be shooting to be a public creator of anything

#i dont know why this is such a common idea #i get wanting your creation to flourish but it doesnt have to have a big public fanbase to do that #you dont have to aim for one

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