SnickerDoodle

An extremely autistic he/they artist that ADORES In Stars and Time :D

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Introduction!!

Hello there!! My name's Nick, I'm an artist, trying to be a writer and animator, and I'm here to provide In Stars and Time fanart!! Rarely, I'll also be posting either about my persona or my ocs, because yes, I have those!! If anything it'll STILL go back to ISAT, so you have some basis on their character. !! IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER !! I'm an autistic person with diagnosed anxiety, so please, if I say something rude, I am not doing it on purpose, tell me about it, and if I'm oblivious about stuff and seem like I'm an idiot, please just explain it to me, I've probably already assumed what it is, but I want to make absolutely sure that what I'm thinking is right. Thank you for your understanding!! INTERESTS!! GAME TIME - In Stars and Time (I know, a huge shocker) - Undertale/Deltarune, mostly Deltarune - Hollow Knight - Rift of the Necrodancer, specifically custom charts - Stardew Valley - REPO SHOW TIME - Arcane, specifically Season 1 - The Owl House - Infinity Train - To Be Hero X - Gachiakuta - Secrets of the Silent Witch MOVIE TIME - Guillermo del Toro's Pinocchio - Encanto - Puss in Boots: The Last Wish - Into/Across the Spiderverse, mostly about the animation DISLIKES!! - Literally any type of bigotry - Generative AI - Ragebaiters - People always trying to make things about themselves - The "I've done this for longer so I'm better than you" type of person - People giving advice on artistic things out of nowhere - "Omg its just a joke" after saying something that sounds like you were being serious I think that's all the important stuff!! Thank you for reading, and please enjoy your stay in timeloop depression fanart station!!!

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Hiii :'> Sorrryyy, my hyperfix has been gone for uh, a while as you mightve noticed. I think Im slowly creeping back into it, but we'll have to see. As an apology I hope you can accept this crow sif I forgot to share, okay byeeee Ill see you again eventuallyyyyy ( it always comes back ) (( Im forever imprisoned by this fucking idiot )) ((( I dont mind though )))

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haven't been feeling the best so have a silly doodle comic with my oc Chroma <3 shes a god of a sort, constantly changes outfits hairstyles and haircolor, is very jolly and probably also use emoticons in speech, so close enough??? I barely draw her and I thought this was kinda funny

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Special Guests!!

So like, I know some people might know Revita but I doubt literally anyone knows about Divine Doubt. They're not really included in the Sif Fit series because as much as I love them both, one is unfinished and the other is a roguelite game with barely any dialogue, so it's hard to properly talk about the main characters of these games. Bbbuuut that's why they're special guests!! They're still characters that got me interested in their respective stories, so Ill say a few things about them!! !! Mentions of Suicide and Religious Trauma(?) !! I'll start with Revita since it's gonna be shorter. The main character doesn't even have a name and they don't talk at all, so it's hard to really talk about them as a person? The only thing we know about them is that they're experiencing the 5 stages of grief in a... Unique way, let's say. I haven't properly finished the game, so I don't know which one it is, but they have either committed suicide and they're trying to accept they have an afterlife, or someone dear to them committed suicide and they're dealing with it by shooting down the 5 stages of grief LMAO. I still think they're very cute and I really like the game so yeah!! Divine Doubt.... Oh my beloved <3 This demo was probably the second game after Deltarune that made me be fixated enough about it that I had to show all of my friends and couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks ( this was a year before I discovered ISAT ). I replayed it recently, and even though I can now see how rough it is, I still think it has that indie charm I really like. Callum, the main character, was and still is very interesting to me. He's a stubborn and introverted angel trying to become human and I love him a lot. Due to the religion in that universe, people have only viewed him as "the child of the Goddess" and nothing else, at least from what I know. They don't care about him as a person, in fact they mostly care about how much he can provide them. Both angels and demons are a thing, and obviously there's BIG biases about both of them. Even though Callum is placed in one of those boxes himself, he still has biases towards demons and outright hates them due to how much it's been drilled into his skull as "a blessed angel". Because he's moved into a big city where demons are pretty common, he's now having to adjust and push aside his mentality and mindset to be able to earn his humanity, since not only is he going to be living with one, but also being helped by one to be able to reach that goal. It's really interesting!! I can't wait until the full game is out!!

Thanks for reading!! <3

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Day 5: Ralsei Fit!

Okay so this is probably my least favorite one but that's fineeee, you'll be nice, right?? :(( Anyway uh, update on the small isat comic, starting to feel a bit pressured for no reason, so JUST IN CASE, don't expect much, please- Thank you :') That's all really I'm just anxious !! DELTARUNE SPOILERS IN TEXT !! I LOVE THE FLUFFY BOY!!! I genuinely don't know where to start with him?? I love that the reason he has no idea how to speak and why he's being so polite and making sure that everyone has been considered is because he's genuinely never talked to anyone before. Usually with these characters, they either have extreme anxiety, so they tend to overexplain themselves when they make a snarky remark as a joke/never talk back even in a joking way, or are just happy go lucky because that's just who they are. I think Ralsei is the former, plus the isolation, but I'm not quite sure about the happy go lucky. He appears that way with Susie and Kris sure, but I'm not sure if that's genuine, or because he wants them to be as happy as possible before whatever inevitable fate they all have. For my taste, I'd like to think it's them hiding behind a smiling mask because I LOVE myself some angst. I don't have anything against happy go lucky characters, they're just not my cup of tea, so for the time being I'll just assume Ralsei is purely trying to keep Susie and Kris happy. With that in mind he's been doing a pretty good job! Before Chapter 4, that is. The only time before that where he's shown he might know more than he leads on is Chapter 2, after defeating Queen, when Berdly almost made A FUCKING TITAN, so yknow valid concerns there. Other than that he's been such a goofball,,, I don't know how to move on to this part of my essay, but I really really like the fact he has identity issues and feels so bad for it. He's not supposed to feel anything, he's just there for the Lightners. That's his purpose and what will always be his purpose. He shouldn't have feelings, he shouldn't feel like an empty husk, he should feel nothing. Yet, he does. And he's very conflicted by it. I love the moment where Susie tells him to shut the fuck up and stop telling them that he's not real, and that he should definitely try to find out what he likes doing in his own free time. I think that's very sweet. I cannot wait until he shows us what other stuff he likes, and him accepting the fact that no, he's NOT there just for the Prophesy, that he's his own person, Darkner or not. Eeauueaugh he's such a little baby.....

Once again, the following things I say are my opinion!! Please dont kil me <3 I think Siffrin and Ralsei would see eye to eye with 2 things: Feeling useless outside of "their purpose", and feeling awful about not knowing who they are. It'd be very cute if they also became Feelings Buddies TM, especially since both of them have such a different perspective on the same issue. Ironically, both would feel bad talking about it for the same reason as well, but still differently? They would both feel like they'd burden each other, but Siffrin would have the additional thought of "I'm talking to a child about this right now", and Ralsei would have the additional thought of "This shouldn't matter in the end anyway", which I think is funny in contrast. One is from embarrassment, the other is from nihilism. Fair and balanced. Anyway Ralsei would also remind Siffrin of Mirabelle, so once again they'd be pretty protective over him. It's still a child in their eyes, and they're the adult. No it's not their adoptive child this time, but a guardian nonetheless.

Thanks for reading!! <3

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So I somehow managed to pop my right glass off of my glasses while cleaning them, so I told my friends about it and one of them told me to put on an eyepatch to be like Sif... Yeah

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Day 4: Kris Fit!

Alright gang now we're finally at the drawings I have in the back. To the surprise of literally no one, IT'S DELTARUNE TIME BABY!! LET"S GO!! Hoo boy this is gonna be something alright. Small disclaimer, this might take a bit. As in I have so many favorite characters from this god damn game it's insane. Are any of them Siffrin level favorites?? Nope, absolutely not, but they're definitely the closest from any other characters in media, so here we go!!

!! DELTARUNE SPOILERS IN TEXT !! Silent protagonist trope being annoying as hell FINALLY BROKEN by being made into something juicy. When I first played Deltarune, I wasn't sure what my feelings were about any of the characters, but especially Kris. I see now that I was mistaken for not giving Toby time to fucking COOK. Kris, even though they barely say anything in words, is a phenomenal character. They don't need to have any dialogue to show how much they hate you. Other characters' dialogues about their reactions are more than enough. But even without those moments, endings of Chapter 1-2 and the entire beginning sequence of Chapter 4 make it clear as day that we have wronged them. They resent us. They want us gone. Through interactions with other characters, we see their personality shine bright, even if those moments don't last very long. We have taken away almost their entire autonomy, and it hurts. And boy don't get me started with the fucking Weird Route. They already hated us before even doing anything actually life altering, this just takes it to a whole new level. They feel disgusted, they're angry, they wish they could just rip you away permanently. Weird Route in Chapter 4 broke me. They could've killed themselves, right then and there, and I think they were willing to. They were that desperate to have you gone. You're just a parasite they can't get rid of. It's gross. Kris, as a character by themselves, is the definition of show don't tell and I LOVE it. Now, this is the first time I actually have to write about Siffrin's relationship with a character outside of their own game. From now on, this is my opinion. Please don't kill me man I just want to see my favorite characters interact. Thank youuu <3 Honestly I think both of them would like each other. In a way, I can see Sif seeing Kris as a younger them?? They're a chaotic little shithead that loves pulling small pranks on people, rarely says anything, kinda lazy and is generally reserved. Even though they'd sometimes make Sif cringe a little bit since, yknow, Kris is still a teen at the end of the day, they'd really care about them. Kris would probably also look up to Sif as "the adult I wanna be", at least with how Sif would act around them. Well, except for the puns, of course. That'd remind them too much of their mom, they'd find that weird. For the rest? Adoptive family once again babbyyyyy <3 I swear I'll try not to give Sif like 100 children okay I'm gonna try my best,,,

Thanks for reading!! <3

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Day 3: Loop Fit (?)

Pls forgive me I keep forgetting I do in fact post shit online now </3 So like, I decided I also wanted to draw Sif with Loop's "fit" bc they're also one of my favorite characters but, you guessed it, I didn't have a drawing of them before yesterday,,, I swear next posts are actually gonna be from my small draw pile and hopefully that'll give me some time to continue my stupid comic :') If procrastination isn't being a little prick obviously Me forgetting stuff aside.... !! ISAT SPOILERS IN TEXT !! Hoo boy, what the hell do I even say about Loop. If I haven't made it clear already with my account literally being me posting mostly Siffrin drawings, they're my favorite character by a LONGSHOT from literally any media I have ever consumed. No that's not an exaggeration. And Loop is just them but more. Loop is a more theatrical, more stubborn and more traumatized version of Siffrin, which is definitely why I love them so much. The fact they still try to hide themselves at first from the one person that can and would understand them, because they don't want to burden someone else with their issues, even if that person is literally themselves just sells the idea that it's just another Siffrin. They try to be comical, try to get on Siffrin's nerves because of their self hatred, but they still try to help them despite everything being stolen from them. They very clearly care for this other version of themselves, whether they like it or not. They're still of help, still keeping their composure for the most part, and get serious when need be. My favorite part about them was definitely seeing how much of a dick they are to Siffrin, especially after learning who they truly are. It was and still is heartbreaking, but that makes every single conversation with Siffrin hit so much harder, and it's awesome. I don't think I need to say it again, but I will anyway. Since they're from the same game, we already know Sif's relationship with Loop. If we're talking Act 6 and post game, they're very, VERY grateful towards Loop. As weird as it is for them to be another version of themselves, they're still so happy Loop was there when they needed them most. Without them, they would've been stuck, still. Without them, they wouldn't have found a way out. Without them, they'd give up. Siffrin forgets a lot of things. Loop is never gonna be one of them. They'll always have a special place in their heart, and they'll be patiently waiting to see them again soon. Anyway before Act 6 they absolutely hate their guts LMAO, I wouldn't put it past them if they've thought of slapping the ever loving SHIT out of them, especially in Act 5. Their bickering throughout the entire game, be it about silly stuff or about serious stuff, definitely makes it clear that even if Loop is helping them they do NOT like them. But they can't really hate them either? They're just extremely annoying. They have their ups and downs, bbuut they still both rely on each other to some degree, no matter how much they both hate each others' guts.

Thanks for reading!! <3

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Day 2: Bonnie Fit!

Hi lmao I forgot what drawing was for a bit. Remember when I said I had backups? Yeah that one did NOT include Bonnie and I didn't want to jump to the next game before finishing my favorite ISAT characters, sssooo I made one today!! I also randomly decided to shade it. Just dont expect the quality to be the same for each one LOL my lazy ass could never. ANYWAY!! !! ISAT SPOILERS IN TEXT !! Bonnie is such a delightful little SHITHEAD. I adore the way they're written. In my head they're like, 11 years old, so the way they speak and ask questions is really fitting in my opinion. I've had times when I thought to myself "this doesn't quite sound like a child", but those are very few. I really really love how in their tiny little brain, them pushing Siffrin away by being cold and mean to them means Siffrin wont care about them anymore, and I love how Siffrin immediately proves that wrong when the time is right. The only reason he wasn't there for Bonnie much was literally because of how much he cared for them. He thought that they needed space so he gave them that space, its so cute. The questions and reactions Bonnie gives are also just top tier, they're always so excited and just... So THERE, and I love that, but that doesn't mean they don't have their moments of vulnerability. Them managing their emotions when the party was talking about literally dying in front of them is so mature on their part, but they're also not perfect on that either. They have a NASTY breakdown in their sidequest and their Act 5 friendquest, making them feel more like a kid again. Eauuughh they're so well written... I'd honestly say I like them more than Odile. I think it's obvious with the huge wall of text LOL Just like I said with Odile, since Bonnie and Sif are literally part of the same game, we already know their relationship. Sif loves Bonnie, even if they can be very VERY annoying at times. Its still a kid, you can't fully hate a kid yknow. It's very apparent just how much they care about them, both as a person and for their well being, it's adorable!! Even though they're AWFUL with children, I still consider Sif Bonnie's step parent whether they like it or not :D You can't change your fate Siffrin....

Thanks for reading!!! <3

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Day 1: Odile!

I think it'd be dumb to NOT start with my favorite game and characters of all time, so today is Odile!! SPOILERS FOR ISAT IN TEXT !!! I love Odile's "I dont give a fuck" dialogues in the House when shes in a hurry, theyre so funny. I love how she presents herself - Calm and collected, distant, but so caring and warm when she wants to be. She reminds me of my best friend, so I cant NOT start with her. If youre reading this, hiiii dipshittt <3 ANYWAY, her friend quest didnt move me much, but I do love the fact that her and Sif have burdens they dont want to show to anyone else. Her being the "mysterious researcher" is a direct reference to Sif also being the "mysterious traveler" and makes their bond even stronger. They understand each other to a pretty weird emotional degree in that. Both of them try to help themselves out instead of asking for external help, and it made the friend quest SO much better for me. Its probably my least favorite quest in the game, but them sharing that weakness of not wanting to ask anyone for help and helping themselves definitely made up for it. Obviously, since they literally interact with each other since they come from the same game, Siffrin loves Odile. Sif loves their entire family, and Odile is no exception. I dont think I have much more to say - Them being able to stay silent next to each other privately says enough I think. Its such a nice level of comfort and trust in one another.

Thats it for today!! Thank you for your time!!

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Outfits and Rambles :D

Hello!!! Ive been heavily debating on if I should come back because Ive been procrastinating so hard on my next comic, but then I realized I really dont need to finish it anytime soon. Its not big or anything, I just couldnt for the life of me draw a scene. ANYWAY, what Ill be doing for the foreseeable future iiisss....

....Draw Sif with my favorite characters' outfits!! Why?? Im bored!! And I dont care what I post!! I just wanna draw draw DRAW SIFFRIN, so IM GONNA DRAW SIFFRIN :D I dont know with how many characters Im going to do this, bbuuutt I already have a few drawings in the back that Ive been saving for when I eventually post. OH ALSO Ill be talking about why I like those characters and if I think Sif would like them, because I feel like being autistic ehehehe The comic I mentioned earlier will be posted at some point, and I think the dialogue is close enough to the characters, so hopefully I snap out of it and post it!! It wont be perfect but who cares, right??? Thank you for your time if you read all of this!! I know I can yap a lot on my posts, so thank you for reading!! See you tomorrow!!!

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Break ( I think )

Hiii this is mostly for the few people that follow me, Ill be taking a break for a bit. Im not used to drawing daily, and making comics is something I havent done in AGES, and it takes a lot of energy. Ssssoo Ill be coming back once Im not burnt out!! Thankfully, since I really really want to draw Siffrin again, the break will probably be short!! Thats all, byeee!!

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Happy (Late) Valentine's!!

Hiiii I missed a day because I do in fact have a partner I wanted to spend time with, so here's a quick doodle of these two gay fucks for Valentine's!! I wanted to draw a small comic for it but I couldn't get my hand to work with me sssoooo,,, Enjoy the comic-less babiesss <3

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Doodle dayyy

Dont feel too lively today, so short description day. Didn't really have any ideas, panicked, made a kittyfrin and then the other 2 random Iffins. I like the Iffins, the kitty is a bit weird. Oh well! Better luck tomorrow I hope,,,

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Late Night Habits

Angst tiiimeee!! :D Ur welcome btw heart emoji I'm not too proud of this, I do think I could do things better, bbbuuutt that's alright with me. Doesn't have to be perfect, just has to convey what I want it to convey. I had to stitch things up and rewrite a few bits, but I'm ( mostly ) happy with how it's come out!! I hope you are too!! This comic was inspired by something I do when I go to sleep!! Since I was a kid, I've had these little stars on my ceiling, you know the ones, and whenever I can't sleep I always reach out to them while talking to thin air. After playing ISAT and seeing how much the stars mean to Siffrin, this has given a new meaning to that little habit of mine. I'm happy about it!!

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Thank you!!!

I know its a bit too early to pull this off but I don't really care, thank you to everyone who's show even a bit of appreciation to an autistic little shithead drawing Siffrin!! Doesn't matter if you've engaged with my posts purely because it's a media you like, or because you really like my art, thank you anyway!! ISAT is a very, very special game to me, and seeing other people liking it too is AWESOME!! To whoever reads these little descriptions, a little more special thanks to you!! Because it shows you care about what I have to say about my pieces!!! So thank you!! It really means a lot to me, and don't think I haven't seen your silly hashtags, I see everything, and it makes me so so SO happy!! Aaand at last, for those who care, I'm gonna try to keep up a schedule - Something silly, something serious, repeat. Today's silly ( and appreciation ) day, so tomorrow I'm gonna have a comic ready!! Hopefully!! I'm not good at making comics, god am I not, but I won't get better unless I try!! So I'm trying!! Okay that's all thank you byeeeeeee

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Self Care (?)

At least they're trying?? I'm so mad that I forgot that the mirror, well, mirrors stuff, so now their eye is on the wrong side. Oh weelllll it's finneee you don't miiindd riiighttt...