[nickotein]

Who’s here in the NorThern Virginia/DC area that wants to smoke and chill. Here for just another couple days

[caribcreed]

Post COVID-19 E-commerce store reopening 04/20/2021 @ 12:00am EST. Stay tuned in... #CaribCreed #FourTwenty

[nickotein]

#ingenuity

[nickotein]

“Knife pierces the skin

Blood trickles down

God pulling me up

Gravity brings me back down

Tug of war breaks out

The winner gets my soul

What they don’t understand

Is it was lost a long time ago

Used to love and laugh

Now im just angry and mean

Long before I found her

I thought I knew everything

She opened up my eyes

To a world that didn’t exist

Real monsters, really in closets

Ready to scare the little kids

Dragons hiding in the caves

But they never do get caught

Pet the beast just one time

At least that’s what I thought

If the flames his breath supplied

Wasn’t enough to destroy me

There would be no questions

When it bites me with his teeth

Razor sharp and serrated

Tearing through flesh till it hits bone

It drains the blood away

Until the last drop finally falls

The monster doesn’t eat me

It only lives to watch me bleed

What it doesn’t understand

Is when im dead, im finally free”

-Jason Wade, from Real Monsters

[pa-ola123]

🙏

[slartbarfast]

Domestic Abuse signal

[waddayalookinatman]

Something worth reposting

[sometimes-it-rains-2-0-deactiva]

Reblogging to get this info out there! I did not know about this!

[a-gurls-freedom]

DITTO...I had no clue as well!!!

This video gave me massive chills.

To All My Followers...please reblog and post!

Make this go viral!!

[tryanythingonce1369]

Pay attention please

[dickbachman]

Never heard of this before... To my female friends ( and I guess males for that matter), you should share... Worth letting everyone be informed.

[addictedtopinupncorsets-deactiv]

I never knew

[autumnform]

It may save someone x

[nickotein]

Wen can I come over

Now?

[nickotein]

Watch "What Does A Deaf Gynaecologists Do ? 🤣🤣" on YouTube

https://youtube.com/shorts/Ps1Mx8GH-2s

[extrasad]

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

[martinawrites]

this need to be on everyone’s blog

[sleepybambi]

this makes me think..

[janoskipornhub-deactivated20150]

God bless whoever wrote this.

[ioanaslovesongs]

im crying

[phanscuddles]

I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.

[sent-imental]

please please PLEASE reblog this

[pklhh-deactivated20180222]

Never forget that there’s a lot of people loves you

[hopelxss]

!!!!!!!

[justsomeotherboy-deactivated202]

No matter who you are please take the time to read this ALL.

[stay-alive-just-for-tonight-dea]

I wish all people were this inspirational. 

[twackedqueen-deactivated2016111]

I’m in tears and I’m not even suicidal

[nickotein]

Damn. That seems accurate af

[nickotein]

The Leaning Tower of Metha.

Yes, you see that correctly. That IS 310 grams. It’s ok, dont be embarrassed. I chubbed up, too when I first saw it.

Dee Eff Dubya representing for the #Tweaker Nation

[veinsoficee]

Oh my god

[loardheroin]

God 💀💨

[psychedelicsource]

Hmu for better quality ice crystals. 💯 secured and discreet drops.

SC:@plugkingpin

Kik:bossconnect

[nickotein]

Dude don’t be using my photos to advertise your shit. That’s weak af. Stand strong on your own work. Rookie move

[youlovetoseeit]

a warning

[elierlick]

Ending the stigma of drug use will save lives.

[betweenparallels]

“Never Use Alone” is a number you can call when you have no choice but to use when you’re alone.

If you call [phone], an operator will answer your call, and ask for your first name, location and whether you have any allergies, or medical conditions. After you’ve given us this information you can go ahead and inject your substance. After you’ve ingested the substance, we will continue communicating with you. If you do not respond after 30-45 seconds, we will notify emergency services of a possible overdose at the location you’ve given us.

We will never shame you, judge you, or preach at you to quit. If you are ready to quit though, we have treatment resources for every state in the US. Regardless if you have insurance, or not. We will do our best to connect you with the help you need. please call. We are on standby.

—-

This seems like a solid and real thing, I did my best to vet them and found their FB: https://www.facebook.com/Neverusealone/

They also seem to help with getting Narcan.

[official-lucifers-child]

holy shit this can actually save Real Lives like dudes this isn’t a joke and isn’t to be passed off

[surrealnothing]

Wow.💖

[nickotein]

Probably one of the most important posts I’ve seen, ever.

[nickotein]

Houston area, what it do? Got some 🔥 🍦 and some down time. DM if you’re tryna “take it back to the old skool wit an old fool that’s so cool. If you wanna get down, I’ma show you the way. Whomp! There it is!”

[nickotein]

Pennsylvania and Ohio tweakers

Anyone rollin one from Erie, PA to Dublin, OH or want to? I’ve got some fire to warm up this chilly night. HMU if you’re down

#tweaker nation #spun #meth

[nickotein]

Is it me...

Or does Tumblr completely suck ass now?

[nickotein]

I'm FREEEEE!!!!

Finally outta jail! That was a long 4 months away from my favorite, beautiful people! I missed everyone!

[nickotein]

This was my first time smoking anything on foil. I'd say it went ok. I've also not been able to duplicate the success of this attempt. Se la vie!

[ladiamond18]

Hey Tweaker Nation,

I need some advice. How do I get back at a Narcissistic, lying to my face, user, cheater, no remorse motherfucker. Who I can’t say no too. I’m fuckin addicted. Example: knowing I just made(he thinks I made) $80.00. He calls and says go get 60.00 and I’ll pay you with a visa gift card. He never has cash. Only a credit card which he says he can’t draw cash from. Then come by and pick me up. Yea, he doesn’t have a car either. When I get there he says he has to go with his mom to pick up a lawn mower. Then he’ll Lyft to my house. I said you won’t show up. He says yes I will we were just waiting for you before we left. Then he says let me have some before you leave. I gave him some. An hour later I texted him how much longer. He tells me to calm down his mother is visiting with her friend. Anyway 5 hours later he texts won’t answer my calls. Asking for my Paypal. I sent him a request for money. Texted him back and said If you don’t show up. I’m tired of getting used by you. Have someone else be your drug runner, Taxi, your bank. As it is I’m struggling to pay my rent and bills. I’ve been out of work for three weeks. He lives with his mother. I told him I knew it the minute he said he’d get a Lyft to my place he wasn’t coming. Then I blocked him from everything I can think of. The previous night. We argued, the whole time. He threatens just take me home. Of course at first I beg him to please spend time with me. Then I get pissed off and want to pull over and make him get out. He says you’re not dropping me here. I have no way home. And try and see if you can get me out. I’m so mad I can’t even drive safety. I let him drive. And he’s going to his friends house to smoke pot. I just put gas in my car. I told him give me money for gas. He said No. I told him don’t call me for a ride home. Have one of you fuck girls come pick you up. And who calls me all nice and sweet him that motherfucker. Damn, I must like the abuse. Stupid me I go pick him up. He says he doesn’t play that tit for tat power struggle game. Cause he’ll win every time. I say to myself not with someone better at it than you are. Oh yeah on Saturday afternoon. I was texting my girlfriend giving her the play by play from Friday night. I had also been texting with him. And Oops, I was texting him what I wanted to text to her. He gets pissed off that I’m telling our business. And how I’m lying. I told him it’s all on my text. I don’t delete anything. Want me to show you. I have no reason to lie. So now he’s really blocked me and I probably won’t hear from him for at least three weeks. Boy, being involved with a true narcissistic is fucking crazy.

So I was wondering how do I get him back if at all. You know give him a taste of his own medicine. People like him a narcissistic jerk needs to pay. He owes me I’m being nice here about 300.00. He knows my money situation. Trying to find a way to pay rent. And he can’t even give me 100.0 of it. And never will. I’m not a vindictive person. I don’t hold on to anger. I let it go and go on with my life.. Then sometimes I just want to punch him right in the throat!!! . I do believe in Karma I just don’t want to wait for it.?

[nickotein]

Call me. Durty werq is my specialty. Fellow SoCal transplant at your service

[ladiamond18]

URGENT!!!

Both my suppliers are out of town. I need someone good in the Mid Cities area. I’m poor so I only want 40.00

[nickotein]

Hmu. Fellow SoCal transplant here to help