𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰

TW🌙 5'3" 28yo - sw:160 cw: 110 gw: 100 130🔓125🔓120🔓 115🔓110🔓 105 🔒 100 🔒 Active 6/26

[night-dreaming-thin]

Why is it when I’m actively trying to lose weight I don’t, but when I’m not trying to, I lose 25lbs in a year?

[opossum-handz]

[userparamore]

– and you would always start my cigarette

[ryebreadgf]

How do you process grief?

by running from it until it finds me in the middle of a sunny street on a beautiful day

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Donte Collins

[saddi3grl]

[zombifiede]

Dare I say me

[astriloquum]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

[night-dreaming-thin]

I wanna fucking kms

[depressedanorexic07]

[night-dreaming-thin]

My 24 hr fast is almost up and I am not even hungry ✨

[night-dreaming-thin]

[night-dreaming-thin]

Restricting is starting to get a bit easier now that food tastes like numbers and disappointment again.

[night-dreaming-thin]

This relapse is so hard. Why is it that this time it’s so much harder to restrict? I used to easily eat only 500 calories a day and now it’s close to triple that…

I gotta get my intake down.

Help.

[night-dreaming-thin]

Had a drs appointment today and saw my weight and I am disgusted with myself…

[night-dreaming-thin]

I was at goodwill yesterday and saw a scale so I obviously weighed myself.

Turns out the scale was way off and said I was lighter than I actually am 😭

[dayumsunthesebitchiswantsum]

I want to be skinny but also I want to get more muscular

if I get any skinnier I will nit be able to lift weights anymore

;-;

[night-dreaming-thin]

I’ve been puking all day and now I keep getting chest pain