what really makes me want to fling myself into the sun over this is because it makes SENSE that sidney would be the self-sacrificing idiot because that has been his CHARACTER ARC THIS SEASON
like, charlotte helped him see that family matters more than anything, and that he should think about the happiness of those he cares about more than his own!! and part of that is making sure that his brother doesn’t lose everything, and so of COURSE he would feel like he has to do this because he LOVES his family and he feels like he doesn’t deserve to be happy if his family loses everything
but he also loves CHARLOTTE and now he’s hurt HER and now i’m emo g o d


















