Me: Donāt think about it, donāt think about it
Brain: donāt think about the fact that when Cassian and Nesta make love for the first time, Nesta holds onto Cassianās hand and interlaces their fingers taking us back to ACOWAR where Cassian slid Nestaās hand into his own.
Donāt think about the fact that Nesta has never felt at home anywhere, but when Cassian and her joined together that night, she said that Cassian slid home.
-Donāt think about the fact that Nesta said it had always been music between their souls and music was Nestaās escape from everything awful in the world, donāt think about the fact that she thinks Cassian is the good in the world and that his voice was her favorite melody,
-Donāt think about how no one has got through Nestaās walls beside Cassianās
-Donāt think about how both their tears mixed together because they both were emotionally vulnerable with each other,
-Donāt think about how Nesta said that she was Cassianās and he was hers when they were making love because they had never truly loved anyone that deeply until each other and had never found a sense of home.
-Donāt think about how they agreed there was no one else for them except each other despite all their obstacles to be together,
-Donāt think about how their mating bond didnāt need words, a mating ceremony, or food to snap into place.
-donāt think about how Nesta and Cassian both couldnāt bear the thought of the other dying,
-Donāt think about how both their hands were trembling when they took each otherās clothes off because they had never laid themselves so bare with each other,
-Donāt think about how Cassian thought them climaxing together was important because he wanted to make their love making as special as possible.
Just donāt think about it or youāll start crying like I am, chapter 58 is perfect.
