blair hemlocke

bisexual demigirl. 18+ bodily 22 (03). any pronouns. darcy graves fictive. icon by casmicoo.

[nightoftheundead]

I wish I were a girl again, half savage and hardy, and free.

BLAIR or CHARON — bisexual demigirl, the living dead, a wandering ghost.

18-20 ageslider, bodily 22. headmate in a traumagenic system of thirteen.

i like dark and grimey shit, horror, lovecraft, cats. also attending college. i'm a darcy graves (deadlock) fictive, so you can call me darcy graves too. partially rufo and emile from limbus company.

read below for more.

BYF — i might be a bit dry at first, but i always respond as soon as i see your message. i coke rant and drop whatever im thinking. i subject you guys to my vents.

DNI — no dni, just be a decent person. for endogenic and willogenic systems, we can talk if it's absolutely necessary, but otherwise don't interact.

LOOKING FOR— friends, mostly. sourcemates would be cool too, but it doesnt have to be. platonic, romantic, doesn't matter to me.

HOW TO CONTACT — DM me here, i dont bite. that hard. i also have discord.

OTHER — in terms of alters, we have two alters who have very small bits of victor and doorman, but are extremely separated from their deadlock source + they hardly front. currently nonvocal. our host has two polyamorous queerplatonic partners, if that somehow bothers you. currently going through a system discovery so if i say something out of line or whatever, feel free to educate me. might possibly have bpd. we study in the medical field. best way to start talking to me: let's trade our favorite songs.

[hashavogali]

I think I'm having too much fun on this website. Oops.

[billypunkgoat]

@hashavogali BEEN PLAYIN WITH THIS DAMN ART SITE AND I TRIED IT? I THINK THE FIRST ONE SUCKS DONKEY NUTS, BUT THE SECOND'S OKAY.

[nightoftheundead]

ronin and velvette my teddy bears

[nightoftheundead]

actually, our host jiu doesnt even come out as often, i feel. and his profile is disgustingly pink. its my turn on the steam profile.

[nightoftheundead]

throwing matches as victor and graves in street brawl made me feel better. self mourning cancelled.

[vicepresidentgay]

do not underestimate how many times i can listen to a song in a row

[nightoftheundead]

feel like shit again i hate this

i hate this feeling, when im left alone by my family i feel like a stupid little girl again. i want to be a girl that gets doted on . i dont know what its like to bond with family, i dont know how to give or get. i feel so small with not much company. everyone is busy and i get it. i feel like im dead, like im a ghost. like im invisible. i feel like a little girl who has to rely on imaginary friends im so sick i hate it my head hurts

[nightoftheundead]

feeling #ignored #dismissed #alone. come to me my tombstone

[nightoftheundead]

oh great, everyone left me at home

[nightoftheundead]

whenever i type in my own name jiu yells Blabla in the far off distance like oh my fucking god blow me. blabla is a dumb nickname

[nightoftheundead]

thinking about making minizines. hm. our host jiu got into them to make for one of his ex-qprs but ex-qpr dismissed it and didnt care so jiu never made one again. but i wanna make one. maybe for myself and things i like. or memories. or of my sourcemates. dunno

[nightoftheundead]

wish i had ex oblivione somewhere physical

[geopsych]

24th of June along Pine Creek a few years ago

[nightoftheundead]

anyways. skipped class (again) today because when i woke up i felt soooo weird. we don't really get high, but when we did in the past. our host says its like having sand all over or whatever. this morning i felt similar, like theres a million hands on me. so fucking weird.

[nightoftheundead]

more people need to start posting their massive fat ugly cats 🙄

[kindheartedhog]

August 2025