Hey okay so itās 11pm and I gotta get up at 6 but whatās a night without a good ol rant amirite ?? Cool awesome well since Iām takin a break from Twitter Iām here on this other hell hole to just talk about my shitty feelings !! Iāve been feeling like actual garbage lately, like Iāve been just so so sad over absolutely nothing! Itās so fucking stupid what triggers it and itās like wow Taylor yes thatās something thatās actually not happening but your brain keeps going hey stupid look everyoneās abandoning you isnāt that great? Youāre gonna be alone! Surrounded by people who were too nice to say they didnāt want to hangout with you or be friends with you anymore isnāt it just awesome ?? Like even though Iām 100% aware that that isnāt gonna happen I still start crying over the most stupid shit and just keep thinking everyoneās gonna turn on me and leave and so yea thatās tonightās rant over with goodnight















