hey freddie.
its the 24th again. i dread this day and the heaviness that comes along with it.
im really missing you right now. im trying to stay positive, because i know its what you woudlve wanted.
you wouldve wanted me to let the show go on.
but today is difficult. today i think of those words in a different way. today those words make me feel a sadness i have never felt before.
i wish you were here right now. maybe this day wouldnt be so hard.
i love you freddie. thanks for making my life better.














