nikki-jayne

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[aloneaasf]

i am such a burden to everyone at this point i don’t know where to turn.

i’m not enough for anyone. i can’t do anything right.

i hate myself.

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I have no self worth or self esteem at all.

In my mind, I am as close to nothing as I can be. Either that or just an annoying, worthless piece of shit.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

i just need everything to stop

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m never the girl the guy wants. Fuck it ruins me to see me be tossed aside like garbage or used like garbage 😔

[versautejugend]

I’m so fucking tired of trying because no matter how hard I try it’s never good enough.

[wishing-for-deathx]

There I was again, falling, falling so hard and not even realizing it. And there you were, realizing that you didn’t want me. Oh how it hurts to be back on the floor struggling to breathe. That sinking feeling in my chest, bloodshot eyes, the panic attacks, the self hatred. The never ending reminder of just not being good enough for anyone. How did I let myself believe it would be any different this time ?

I’m not made to be loved.

[bottle-of-tears]

[ohnoidontexist]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

So sick of making the same mistakes over and over and over again.

I really can't ever do anything right.

[sa-dnesss]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[ihat3ev3rything]

Sometimes I wish I could just make myself dissappear.

[espacesstuff-deactivated2025031]

Sometimes you have to step away to see the whole picture

.

[emotionalwords]

the problem with me is me.

[mournfulroses]

Yannis Ritsos, trans. by Kimon Friar, from a poem featured in "Erotica: Love Poems,"

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes you need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice and respond. And if they don’t then you’ll know where you stand.”

— Unknown