Sometimes I question if you smile about my messages the same way you do when other girls message you.
Do I still give you butterflies when you see me
Do I still take your breath away
Do you still love me as much as you did when you first fell in love with me.
Sometimes I'm scared your going to find someone better. Yes I was able to give you a child but you can always get someone else to raise her to be the smart intelligent girl you want her to be.
I don't feel like I'm good enough. I feel like I'm always failing all the time, I feel like I'm not pretty enough and I don't know what to do to fix it.
Sometimes I feel like you don't want me or my attention, sometimes I just feel shut out and unloved.
Do you love me or are you bored of me and just hear because of the child.
If you do love me why, is it genuine in the way of loving me heart, my mind my outlooks, my goofiness or do you just love me because I gave you a child.
Am I even worth loving. I don't know anymore.
Maybe just shutting down is best I meen it's not like you let me in anyway so what will you notice.
