He laughed. “Pretty sure head sucking is far more accurate. He could probably put your whole head in his mouth like a lollipop.” He blinked at how his words sounded, his cheeks blooming with color. Hopefully, she wouldn’t read into what he said. Cause he sure had.
He gave her a shy smile. “Trust that I would prefer to be awake for the ride. If I’m enjoying myself, I’d kind of like to know it.” He nearly giggled when she said she’d take advantage of him while he was awake. “Please do. I would very much enjoy being taken advantage of....at least, by you.” Another shy smile. Then he shook his head and chuckled. “I never once thought I’d ever f - have sex until I pass out, but I’m entirely okay with that. It sounds like more fun than a person should be allowed to have.” Thank any god you please that she’d changed her mind about waiting another year.
He blinked, his shaft jerked and his cheeks heated. If she came down to his office. “Sweet mother. I - er, yes.” he barely got out past his tight throat. He had to admit the idea was thrilling. It was fucking hot and sexy as hell. “On my desk?” his voice cracked and he cleared his throat. “With the door locked, yes., or if it wasn’t, I’d - um, cover your body with my own, so no one could - er, see it but me.” He let out a ragged breath, it ended in a moan. His gaze locked on hers. “And if we were at a restaurant, and I slipped under the table, would you - er, let me take you into my mouth?” Why was that thought so fucking appealing? “As for me, anytime...anywhere,” he whispered. “Challenge me at your whim.”
“My ding-a-ling?” he asked with a tilt of his head. She’d lost him there. But at least the rest of her words made sense. He grinned. He figured the toes would get to her. “I’m pretty sure my toes are content to not be sucked...but, I don’t know... And what do you mean, the other parts don’t do it? Memory dictates that my magic fingers can - er, get you off.” He cleared his throat again. In the past, he never could have imagined that he’d be talking to anyone like this.
He smiled at her towel. He hadn’t put one on himself, because he’d managed to break the shy modesty once. He feared covering himself up would just make him have to go through the awkward, shy, modesty stage again. He didn’t want to risk taking one step forward, only to take two steps back.
As he finished up his meal, he rose and carried the now empty platter and his plate to the kitchen, cleaned them and put them away, giving her time to finish her own meal. This was an awkward stage. Now that they were not longer in the thick of things and had time to cool off, so to speak, he wasn’t sure if she might have changed her mind or decided she might wish to wait until later. Maybe she wanted to watch a vid or go somewhere first. His real concern is that she might have changed her mind now that she’d had time to think about it. Now that his doubts were surfacing, he felt himself begin to deflate. Probably, a good thing. He didn’t want her to feel obligated or pushed, and that made him wish he’d had a towel on...”I’m going to wrap a towel around my waist, you probably had the right idea, I’ll be right back.” It would give her time to decide what she wanted to do, no pressure. He headed to the stairs that led up to the master bedroom and bath. He knew he was slipping back into the shell, he could feel it, but this was all too knew and he was too uncertain.