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hi i'm nil, 20, and shit. Avatar by uncreativeprincey

[oversharingcarebear-deactivated]

High functioning? More like high and pretend functioning.

[anthracoceros]

[girlsclothes-deactivated2023030]

what do people in their twentys do except go to the grocery store……….

[what-grace-has-forgiveness]

sometimes we lie in bed paralyzed by the knowledge that life is neither meaningful nor enjoyable

[asgarddropout]

and then we go get snacks

[kristina100000]

i hate the "watch a movie" suggestion when i say im bored b*tch shut up i have adhd 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i need to drink motor oil

[nilness]

dead people whom died violently look cool <3

[ruescenic]

[sa-dnesss]

[sickteeth-archive]

090520

[bakwaaas]

I am just not as soft as I used to be. sorry... I miss that sweet girl but I had to kill her to survive

[silkense]

but i’d still wait forever for you

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Anne Carly

[furiousgoldfish]

If you’re suicidal the rules of what’s good for you change. If you’re in a state so bad that you want to discontinue your own life, anything that will make you want to live is good. Even if in other situations it would be seen as unhealthy, shameful, childish or obsessive, if it’s going to make you want to live for a bit longer it’s the correct choice. For instance, self harm is bad, but, if it’s the choice between that and wanting to die? Allowed. Skipping all work/chores/studies and spending a day in bed or bath or or the floor would usually be frowned upon, but if you’re suicidal? The right choice! Dropping anything that makes you want to live less is a good choice, and completely avoiding anything that makes you die is great. It doesn’t matter if everyone thinks you’re avoidant or lazy or irresponsible, fuck them, you’re fighting for your own life here, and they’re interfering. Their opinions can take a hike.

Only thing that is still not okay is trying to control someone else with how you feel. Making suicide threats to someone, making them feel as if your life is in their hands now, still not okay, not permitted. But anything else goes. Your life continuing is worth more than anything in the world being done, and more important than any social rules being obeyed.

[nilness]

honestly tho im turning into a horrible, abusive cunt and i should rly kill myself at this point. i only do harm to others.

[todd--chavez]

[jamabushi]

when the time comes to leave

[strawberry-trellis-deactivated2]

Journal entry February 28, 2017:

[heavensghost]

Is it just part of the process?

Well, Jesus Christ, it hurts