i do but i say i don’t

CA | 24

[nineteenfiftyfour]

alone.

[c-ptsdofficial]

im full of softness n love but i am also full of trauma

[nineteenfiftyfour]

at the end of the day you’re on your own, no one will always be there for you, at least not the way you want them to be. 

[nineteenfiftyfour]

started with a spark now we’re on fire

[nineteenfiftyfour]

See ya 2020!

[procrastinationlikeapro]

[bnmxfld]

“One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.”

— Jack Kerouac / The Dharma Bums

[nineteenfiftyfour]

overwhelmed and tired.

[nineteenfiftyfour]

i am obsessed

[nightydrunk-lovers]

[nineteenfiftyfour]

july 30, 2020 - 3:07am

so i can’t sleep and i’m sure part of it is because my body is still used to CA time but anyway i’m laying here and i feel sad? unsure why though.. i’ve been listening to broken by lovelytheband on repeat which isn’t the happiest song ever but it makes me feel ~something~. i think i miss home but just for now.. once my new apt stuff starts arriving i think i’ll be excited because i can finally be busy decorating so yay

[studyblr]

old architecture and new ideas;

[amargedom]

“My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style.”

—

[nineteenfiftyfour]

finally getting around to reading the little friend by donna tart

[nineteenfiftyfour]

tomorrow i’ll be moving out of my first apartment here in the dmv area that i shared with four friends to a studio apartment on my own and while i’m SO SO excited a part of me also feels so sad.. a year ago i was so excited to finally be moving out to DC and i don’t know i guess this...

[bnmxfld]

“Try not to forget me.”

— LÉON / For You (via bnmxfld)

[lyjerria]

as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.