you've never really liked your brown eyes. but it's your favorite feature on keita. you love his other features of course. his cute nose, his full lips, his smile whiskers and dimples. but those deep brown eyes of his will always make your heart skip a beat. i mean, how could you not love them? they're the first thing you see when you wake up and last thing you see before you fall asleep. the same eyes that find you first in any crowded room. and the ones that soften anytime you say "i love you." and when they well up with tears, you think they look even prettier. they shine in the light and although it isn't always for a good reason, you can't help but admire them every time. his eyes make you feel grounded.
you still don't like your brown eyes. but if keita feels the same way about your eyes the way you feel about his, you guess you can start hating them a little less.
it's the way i started a fic about watching howls moving castle with keita back in march and i just found out it's his favorite movie like guys we r connected....
okay so we all know keita loves to sleep. there's only one person he would willingly lose sleep over and that's you.
on days he's feeling extra romantic, he will wake up before you so he can cook you a huge breakfast. he has to fight to keep his eyes open the whole time but the smile on your face when you finally see the surprise makes it all worth it.
and then some nights you have to stay up late for work. these nights are usually rough for you, so he stays up with you to make sure you're in the right headspace. asking you questions about your work every so often, making you take mini breaks just so he can get some kisses. by the time you're finished he's basically passed out on your lap. you push the hair out of his face and tuck him in right next to you, thanking him for staying up with you and reminding him that he is the best boyfriend ever.
keita has always been a nap person, at least until he met you. now cuddle sessions replace his nap time. he's clinging on to you, eyes drooping and his heartbeat slowing down. you had been talking about your day while running your fingers through your lovers hair. you tug his hair a bit to make sure he's still awake. he groans but tells you he's listening. because no matter how much he loves to sleep, he loves hearing your voice even more.
to you, junhan is the moon. he is calm, yet always shining. he goes through phases. sometimes he is so outgoing—so full of love. but gradually, he loses energy and resorts back to solitude. junhan always comes back though, and it's a cycle you've come to understand. and like the moon, he is a light in the dark. he shines through all of your dark days and through the bad thoughts. even when he is not there, you feel him. although you can't always see him, you know he is there.
what you don't know, though, is that junhan is merely a reflection of you. because to him, you are the sun. the one who gives him life, energy, and a reason to keep going. he doesn't know how you do it, how you manage to shine so bright even through the rain. you are overflowing with pure love, and he feels your warmth every day. he feels it in his soul and he doesn't know how he ever lived without you.
without the sun, the moon would disappear. and without the moon, the sun would grow tired of it's long days. they need each other, as you and junhan do.
the reflection of the early sunset on the water instantly calmed you down. you were lying down on your towel at the spot you and keita always meet at. you had been a little late today because you stopped to get snacks, so keita was already in the water. he was easy to spot since you had put a giant hello kitty sticker on his board (he had rejected the idea multiple times but once you put it on he actually thought it was the cutest thing ever). the waves were decent today, not as big as yesterday. you watch as keita paddles out deeper into the ocean. you spot a nice wave coming up and hope he sees it too. as he's preparing for the upcoming wave, he looks to your spot and points at you with the biggest smile on his face. he pushes himself up and stands to ride the wave. you have always thought he looks the prettiest when he's surfing. his tan skin is shining in the sunlight and his wet hair is clinging to his forehead as he concentrates on his footing. he does one of the tricks he's been practicing and you cheer him on from the shoreline. when he gets close enough, you run into the water and wrap him in your arms. his wetsuit is cold on your skin but you don't mind as he puts his arms around your waist and kisses your forehead. you look up when he speaks, "so, how was that tail slide?" you hum in response before answering, "i've seen better." he smirks as he walks away from you and towards his towel, "yeah, right." you start to run after him but once he sees you coming he starts to sprint. you yell at him, "i brought you poke! but don't eat all of it i want some!" you both laugh as you run to your favorite spot.
like we have all seen how he's been on boys planet, he is constantly hyping everyone up and complimenting them
so he is always the first one to compliment you or encourage you to do things you're scared of
"but you're the best at that thing! you need to show off more!"
would literally show you off any chance he gets
he has you all over his phone, has pictures of you and him all over his dorm
can't go two sentences without mentioning you, the people around him find it endearing as much as they find it annoying
he always puts others before himself so i think he would do the same in a relationship
he finds it difficult to balance his work life and love life
he either puts all his attention on you or his work
so sometimes you don't talk to him for a few days if he's working on a new project
but every time he comes back he is even more in love with you
it's frustrating at times but you learn to get used to it, it makes you excited to see a new side of keita when he comes back
DATES!!!!!!! this man is so whipped for you i think every date would be perfect
it's like he knows what you want before you even know
one of his favorite things to do with you is go to the arcade
he's so excited to play the games with you but he's also super competitive
pouts when you beat him and you can't help but kiss him when he pouts
(sometimes he will lose on purpose because he knows he will get a pity kiss from you)
quite literally lights up when you win him a plushie from the claw machine
like jumping up and down and kissing all over your face this man is such a big baby he would die if you won him a plushie
we also all know how he is a producer
the songs keita would write about you omfg
he would bring you in the studio from time to time and ask you what you thought about the song he was working on
and when you hear the lyrics you can't help but tear up
he's just so genuine in all of the music he produces and you can't believe he loves you so much
you aren't a very good critic though because you think everything he creates is perfect
soooo i think keita is a pretty big cuddler
i'm not really sure how he would feel about pda, but i think at home he would be alllll over you
so many back hugs. literally just clinging to you all the time he's like a little koala
lots of kisses too. he's very affectionate especially when he's tired
right before you go to bed he's constantly reaching for you and giving you sloppy kisses
if you've been dating for a while he does it subconsciously, he doesn't even know he's doing it until you push him off of you and tell him to go to sleep
OH super whiny if you don't give him attention.
like i'm talking straight up whining if you ignore him for even a minute
he's very goofy and will always make you laugh no matter what
the amount of questionable pictures of him you have in your phone is unbelievable
you two bounce off each other, if you're both in a serious situation together you can't look at each other or you'll burst out laughing
your days are full of laughter and just pure love from keita
(that was way longer than i expected sorry this boy has me wrapped around his finger)
you're almost never home when keita wakes up. you have the early shift at your job, so you're up at sunrise and keita is not a morning person in the slightest. but as soon as he wakes up, his first thought is of you. did you have a good morning? did you make it to work safe? did you eat enough? he immediately reaches for his phone like every morning to send you a text.
"how was your morning, love?" it's the same text every day but it always puts the biggest smile on your face. even when the days are bad, you smile because you know keita will listen to your worries and be there for you.
keeho falls in love every day. whether it's with the cute girl making his coffee or the boy sitting next to him on the plane, he always seems to be drawn to strangers. of course he never says anything, he finds it better to just admire from afar. that's why he was taken aback when he came across you. you were sitting on a bench, book in hand, surrounded by the falling leaves. the sight takes his breath away and he feels his body freeze—he swears he had never seen anybody like you. reminding himself he's still in public (and it's not normal to drool over complete strangers), he starts to walk toward you. he's close enough to see the title of the book now and when he recognizes it he decides he has to say something. what are the odds that the most beautiful person is reading one of his favorite books? he clears his throat, feeling a bit awkward since he doesn't do this often. and that's when you look up, hearing a noise above you. you have to squint because of the sun, and keeho thinks it's the cutest thing he's ever seen. but he doesn't want you to be uncomfortable so he steps into the sunlight and brings you some shade. noticing you're near the end of the book, he finally speaks his mind. "i can't even count the amount of times i cried over that book," he didn't mean to say something so vulnerable but after he hears your soft laugh, he decides it was worth it. the way your eyes scrunch up and the huge smile on your face has him feelings things he's never felt before. sure, keeho falls in love everyday. but this one, this one feels different.
hyeongjun thinks the world stops when he sees you smile. he had just made a stupid dad joke that he wouldn't have made around anyone else—but for you, he would do anything just to see you smile. you kept laughing, and the feeling hyeongjun was getting was overwhelming. he thinks he might love you. laying behind you on the couch, a movie you had both seen countless times playing in the background, he realizes he is in love with you. it makes him freeze, still staring at your beautiful smile. your giggles die down as you turn back to the movie. he feels his smile drop as you turn away, wishing he could just look at you forever. he's in awe of you, how much of a hold you have on him. and instead of voicing these thoughts (he wants to wait until he's ready to tell you, he can't even think straight right now), he pulls you tighter into him, nibbling on you ear as he does so. your beautiful laugh fills his ears once again and he feels himself laughing with you. this is heaven, he's sure.
you and hyeongjun have existed since the beginning of time. and just like the water, you go through cycles. you have lived many different lives, each one unique. some lives are filled with so much joy you can't even describe it, others have you looking forward to the end. but during each lifetime, you feel as if you're longing for something. what it is, you don't know. until you inevitably meet hyeongjun. sometimes he crashes into your world. other times, he slowly creeps into your life. but each time, it feels right.
and just like the wind, he comes and goes. coming into your life on the good days, and leaving on the bad ones. but you know what? you know he will be there. even if you have to wait a lifetime to meet him, you think it's worth it.
although you don't remember your past lives, sometimes the memories show up in your dreams. and through the fog and darkness in your mind you see his face. he will always find you, for your souls are tied.
you're doing it again. overthinking. you know you are, and you can't stop. life has just been so busy and you feel like you're drowning. it feels like there's this huge pressure on you and you just wish— "hey! i said stop," you hear jiung say from beside you. you quickly turn your head, "hm?" he faces the road and speaks again, "i can see you overthinking. i told you to let it go, at least for the car ride." jiung had seen you were having a bad day. he knows a car ride with some good music and some beautiful views helps to take his mind off things. so he decided to take you for a ride, hoping it would help. "i'm sorry," you look at your hands and start to fidget with them. you come to a stop and he grabs your hand so gently. you slowly meet his eyes and he speaks softly, "just be here with me, okay? listen to the music, enjoy the views, let yourself go. can you do that for me?" he smiles so sweetly and you can see his eyes soften. you start to tear up as you quickly nod your head. he lets out a small laugh as he ruffles your hair, "that's my girl." he turns up the volume and you realize he's playing the playlist you made for him. your heart swells as you start to sing along with him. you and jiung end up driving for hours, not a care in the world.
you have always felt connected to the ocean in a way. watching the waves tumbling in one by one brings you comfort. and so here you are, once again at the beach. your mind drifts back to him—you've caught yourself thinking about him more often lately. maybe its the summer season.
you two had met at this very beach, years ago. so many memories made here contain him. early mornings walking along the shoreline, late night bonfires with all of your friends, picnics with him every wednesday. you start to smile thinking of all the fond memories the ocean brings. and you can't help but wonder how chan is. did he get the producing job he worked so hard for? you hope he did. did he find another lover to support him and care for him? oh, you really hope so. does he think about you too? if he does, you hope it's nothing but fond memories on his end. your heart aches at the thought of chan longing for you, unable to reach you.
little do you know, chan is thousands of miles away gazing into the ocean, wondering how different his life would be if he didn't leave you.
hyeongjun can't help but write about you. the company has been pushing all of the members to be more involved in the creative process. so hyeongjun decides to start writing more lyrics. they are subtle at first. you know, the kind of generic lyrics that you can find in any love song. but the more he writes, the more detailed it gets. the color of your hair, your soft touch, the way your eyes reflected the moonlight that night. and he tries to stop himself, he really does. because he's an idol and he has to keep that image. these lyrics are far too detailed for any of their songs, and they certainly won't get past the company. but every time he picks up his guitar, he can't help but think of you. because to him, you are music. you are his muse. and what's an artist without a muse?
can we just talk about 70s!jooyeon for a sec. okay so you guys were fresh out of high school just trying to enjoy your last summer of freedom. you spent that summer with the band and whoever they were seeing at the time. there were parties every friday, sometimes at your place or if you wanted a bigger crowd you held it at jungsu's because his house was huge and his parents were always out of town. saturday mornings were always spent with jooyeon. most of the time you were in the bed, both hungover and unable to move. but that night you were always in the front row to support your favorite band at the local bar. jooyeon always made it a point to shout out his lovely partner before the last song. and sometimes he would drag you backstage to makeout and maybe he gets a little too into it—you have to remind him you're still in public.
days with jooyeon were always different. picnics at the park and braiding flowers into his hair. trying your best to teach him how to draw but it never really got anywhere. jooyeon deciding he wanted to try every ice cream shop in town so you only eat ice cream that day and make yourselves nauseous. riding in the passenger seat of his pickup blasting led zeppelin while he speeds down a back road. getting high with him and the members and it literally just turns into the stupidest 'would you rather' game ever. doodling all over his legs while he writes lyrics for a new song. getting a little too good at pool and jooyeon pouting for the rest of the night because you beat him. jooyeon taking so many polaroids of you because he thinks you are the prettiest thing he has ever laid eyes on and wants to capture your essence as much as he can.
you both dreaded the end of summer. the end of your youth, the stress of what's to come, the nostalgia of all the people and places you had grown up with. but what you and jooyeon had was unwavering. nothing had ever felt this right before. so when september came, you welcomed it with open arms and jooyeon right by your side.
