All I Wanted (h.hyj)
synopsis; junhan gives your lips one last lingering kiss before pulling away and checking his phone, “your break is almost over, i’m going home now and preparing for your visit. remember, dont get caught.”
genre; smut
words; 2.5k
warnings; idol!junhan, idol!reader, f!reader, grinding, cursing, oral f receiving, dirty talk, being caught, tit play, fingering, riding
a/n: this isn’t usually the content i post, but i wanted to give it a try, let me know what u think 🩷
working at the same company as your boyfriend, junhan, has its perks, but mostly, its downsides. you get to see him every day, which is amazing, but the two of you can't act like a couple in front of the staff or artists. if someone lets your relationship slip to the media, then neither of you would have a job anymore.
junhan tries his best not to make you feel neglected; he'll casually brush his fingers against yours in the coffee shop line, send you sweet texts when you're in the practice room, and even skips practice sometimes to take you to an empty room during your break so he can kiss you, which he knows you've been craving all day.
there he was, hand resting on your soft cheek, your back pushed against the cold wall of an abandoned practice room that hasn't been renovated in years, and his lips kissing slowly against yours.
"I missed you today," you say in a whiny tone after pulling away from the embrace, your lips pouting, though he can't see in the darkness.
"i missed you too, Y/N. why don't you spend the night with me tonight? it's been a few weeks.."
your manager is rigorous and refuses to let any of your members bring men over, so the only option is to sleep with junhan at the xdinary heroes dorm.
within a matter of seconds, your tone changed from needy to excited, “of course, i have a few more hours of practice, then i’ll go home and pack my things.”
junhan gives your lips one last lingering kiss before pulling away and checking his phone, “your break is almost over, i’m going home now and preparing for your visit. remember, dont get caught,” he insures, which means you need to be completely covered and unrecognizable before even walking near the dorm.
there are always lingering fans that hang around just to get a glimpse of a kpop idol, and this is also why your manager doesn’t like visitors, but you’re smart.
at the dorm, junhan just announced you were spending the night, and it was met with “okay's” or “that's fine”, besides jooyeon. he is junhan’s roommate and has to be the one to sleep on the bottom bunk beneath the two of you.
“i’ve been traumatized enough by the noises i hear when she comes over, even if the tv is at max volume, AND i have headphones on…” jooyeon complains dramatically, by dragging out every word.
“jooyeon when you get a girlfriend, you’ll understand, plus it’s not like junnie has many options on where they can be alone,” jungsu tries to pursue him, but his stubborn head just shakes.
“yeah, also if you had a girlfriend i’m sure junhan wouldn’t mind blocking the noises out for you,” gunil adds to help your boyfriend's case, the youngest still not being persuaded.
“so are any of you going to switch me beds for the night?” jooyeon asks with eyebrows raised, and everyone falls silent, “see!”
“okay, what do you want in return?” junhan questions, wanting to stop the debating and get down to business.
jooyeon’s mouth went from a thin line to a wide smile at the bribery, “i want all 3 meals free for a whole week, and Y/N to set me up with one of her members.” his eyebrows wiggled at the last part while the other boys sighed.
“how about 2 weeks of free meals?”
“deal,” jooyeon maniacally laughs, as if he won the battle, and plops down on the couch with jiseok, who was also laughing.
junhan made sure the apartment was sparkling clean with the help of jungsu and seungmin, so it didn't take as long as it would have if he were alone. he thanked them quickly and hurried to take a shower when he saw the time; you were due at any moment.
you rang the boys' doorbell dressed in a hoodie with the hood tied tight around your head, insuring no hair showed, loose sweatpants, and a mask that covered the bottom half of your face.
jiseok opened the door with a laugh at your appearance, and you just squinted your eyes threateningly at him when you entered. "where's junnie?" you finally took the hoodie off, along with your mask, and shook your hair loose from the hair tie.
"he's in the shower," jungsu informs. ablush heats across your face when the memory of the two of you sharing a shower runs through your head. "i'm going to tell him i'm here, so he'll hurry," you over-share, so the boys don't think anything nefarious is going to happen.
outside of the bathroom door, the sound of water running made you giggle on the inside like it was the first time you had seen him in the shower, but everything he does makes you feel like when you first started dating.
you open the door, the humidity instantly hits your face, and before you can announce yourself, junhan speaks, "jooyeon, why do you always need to use the bathroom when i'm showering?"
your eyebrow raises, "does that happen often?" you ask with a giggle, and the bathroom curtain opens enough for junhan's head to poke out. "baby! it happens far too often. wait in my room, i'll be out soon."
instead of listening to his request, you sit on the bathroom sink to wait for him, "take your time, i'll just sit here and talk with you."
junhan tells you about the movies he picked out for the two of you tonight, while he finishes up, and when the water turns off, your ears go red.
"Y/N, can you give me the towel on the 3rd hook?" you oblige, walking to the shower, and peek through the curtain with a nod of approval after seeing your boyfriend's body. he laughs at where your eyes travel and grabs the towel from your hand, "pervert."
in junhan's room, he lets you borrow a t-shirt, considering the hoodie and sweatpants are beginning to make you hot, and he grabs your cheeks in his hands when he sees you in his clothes. "i've never worn that shirt outside of the dorm, so you can have it without fans getting suspicious." he knew you always wanted to keep his clothes like a normal girlfriend so you pucker your lips as a 'thank you'.
he bends his head down slightly and gives your welcoming lips a kiss, then pulls away with a hum. "lay down Y/N, i want to play until jooyeon comes in for the night."
your heart thumps at the low voice that came from your boyfriend, and without a word, you crawl up the ladder to junhan's bunk bed. he follows soon, after putting a movie on the tv, and crawls on top of your body.
you become shy when junhan begins lifting up your shirt without any words, but made sure to maintain eye contact with you. he drags the tips of his fingers against your skin until your breasts become exposed, creating goosebumps on your stomach.
"i missed you so much," junhan whispers while admiring your boobs, gripping one hard in his hand. the sensitivity made your back arch, and a mocking laugh comes from your boyfriend, who is usually a sweet lover.
he leans down and takes a nipple in his mouth, sucking on it with roughness. a loud moan threatened to come out of your mouth, so you pressed your lips tight together, then looked down at junhan who was now staring back and flicking his tongue across the nub of your nipple.
you could feel his hard-on against your leg through his boxers when he begins moving down your body, kissing your skin as he travels, and leaving a few bites on your hips.
junhan wastes no time when he settles in between your thighs to spread your legs wide. "i guess you missed me too, huh?" he smirks at the wet spot on your panties and you tsk at him with a blush, "of course i missed you, baby."
junhan slides your panties to the side, teasing one of your folds with his long finger, "what did you miss about me exactly?" you huff at his insistence, then push your hips into him so he'd touch the place that was beating for him.
"uh uh Y/N, be good and answer me." you weren't used to this side of junhan which made you even more wet for him. "i miss your fingers when they are inside of me." you finally speak in a whisper, still conscious of the people in the dorm. he hums, but wasn't 100% satisfied with your answer.
junhan brushes his finger over your clit and rubs in small circles until your body feels hot from pleasure. he drags a finger with his other hand in between your folds and smirks up at your teeth that was biting your bottom lip hard.
he slides a finger in your wetness, making sure to watch your reaction, and pumps with more force than he usually does. the tip of his finger reaches your g-spot perfectly, which makes not moaning almost impossible, but you succeed. "p-please baby, more fingers," you plead in a shaky voice that almost made junhan cum right there.
"how many fingers do you want, doll?" your pussy clenched around his finger at the nickname, and he chuckled at the feeling. "3 fingers please junnie," you say in the same needy voice.
junhan curls his finger once in your pussy before adding two more, stretching you wider. "do you want me to lick your clit, doll?" you nod quickly with tears of pleasure falling from your eyes, and tangle your fingers in junhan's already dried hair, when his lips kiss your clit softly.
he swirls his tongue around the nub with a smirk at your shaking body, still making sure to curl his fingers to hit the right spot, and you whine loudly. "i'm so close junnie, faster please."
junhan fastens the pace on his fingers and flicks his tongue until his jaw is sore, "cum for me," he mumbles in your pussy and you lift your hips up until the orgasm ripples through your body.
he puts his free hand over your mouth so you can moan loudly when you cum and lifts his face off your pussy, but still pumps his fingers until your high rides out.
"mmm baby, that was the best i've ever felt. you're so good to me," you mumble after he pulls his fingers out slowly. he had a blush on his face and leaned his body up to kiss your lips sweetly.
you wrap your arms around his shoulders and slide your tongue in his mouth during the kiss, earning a grunt from him. his hard-on was not easy to miss, and you giggle in the kiss when he begins to grind on your bare thigh.
you turn the two of you around so you are now on top of him and continue the grinding. "i think it's my turn to make you feel good, junnie."
you lift your hips up and look down at his core, rubbing your hand on the elastic of his underwear. junhan takes his shirt off to give you a better view, and you lift the band up, sliding your hand inside his underwear to grip his dick firmly.
he grunts again, watching your movements intensely, but you didn't want him to wait any longer. you take his underwear off and watch his dick slap against his stomach, "i love your dick, junnie," you whisper, admiring the precum leaking from his tip.
junhan gives your ass a soft slap while you take off your panties, making sure they don't fall off the bed for someone else to find. "these are mine now," junhan smirks, grabbing the lace fabric from you and hiding them under his pillow while you straddle his waist again.
you line up your needy hole to his tip and sink down, "and here i thought i was the pervert of our relationship," you let out a giggle that soon turned to a gasp when you sat completely on his dick.
junhan tilts his head back at the feeling of your tight, gummy walls engulfing him and grips your ass hard to keep his moans in.
when you begin to rock your hips against his, junhan lifts your shirt up, exposing your beautiful tits, and moans quietly. "go faster, please, baby." he bucks his hips up impatiently, and you smile at him being needy.
you obey gladly, bouncing on him increasingly faster while he begins to play with your boobs that were matching your bounces.
to stop himself from moaning, junhan grabs the back of your neck and brings you down to kiss his lips sloppily. you whine in his mouth with every bounce, and he holds your hips when he notices you slowing down, thrusting up in you to give you a break.
your pussy clenches around his dick, the faster he bucks, and you can feel another orgasm coming. "it's okay, baby, cum again, i want to get all the orgasms i can out of you."
his words hit you straight to the core, and you couldn't help but cum right on the spot. junhan had an evil smirk on his face and turned the two of you around on the bed so quick you almost didn't realize it happened.
he thrusts in you harder than he ever has before; you thought the bed would break from the pressure. "god baby, you're so tight," he growls in your ear, and you clench again. "cum in me junnie, i want to feel you," you whisper back in a pant, and he gives a few more hard thrusts before spilling inside of you.
you run your fingers through his thick hair and pull on the roots as you cum for a third time, your chest heaving at the pleasure.
junhan pulls out slowly after both of you ride out your highs, and he plops on the squeaky bed next to you, still panting. "that was the best sex we've ever had," he chuckles and wraps his arms around you so your sweaty bodies are pressed close to each other. you didn't have the energy to speak, so you just nodded in agreement, tangling your legs with his.
"are you guys finally done?" a voice from below asks in a hopeful tone, and your eyes shoot open wide. "jooyeon? when did you come in?" junhan asks, closing his eyes in embarrassment.
"i believe it was sometime in between Y/N's first and second orgasm," the younger boy laughs, making you cover your red face with your hands. junhan cowards in your neck and chuckles, "i guess we were too focused on each other to notice."
