Going through my sappy ass poems from May/April 😫
and the reality is that yes, my love for you is unconditional. i love you like a dog for better or worse, and i don't know how to release you from my jaws.
i hope that in some timeline,
not because we are unhappy,
but because you and i are old
and it has been a long life
but we have spent it together.
i want to be domestic with you.
i would like to tell you to not leave your clothes on the floor,
and i would like you to remind me where i put my things.
i want to be annoyed with you,
but i would shake my head and laugh
but you will still embrace me
because you still love me.
we may never have this in this life,
but i will wait for you in the next.
it's starting to get warm outside again.
when i first felt your lips against mine,
but the heat of your body
though the weather is now mild,
for i still need your warmth.
how it is that you gazed at me,
now you cannot bring yourself to face me.
and the only sound is the
painful silence of guilt and regret.
who will you look at next in the same manner?
my heart aches for it to be.