snooze life

nini || 26 || f || personal/main "sleep is the only love i've ever known."

[justsomeguycore]

it’s really important to me when men put their heads in women’s laps. one of the most important things i can see on my tv. men laying their heads in women’s laps or men sitting and women standing and the man holds her around the middle and presses his face into her tummy as she hugs him around the shoulders. two very important poses. extremely soul igniting tableaux.

[candyskiez]

I love when a character wants to be someone's dog so so bad. Dont mean it in a sexual way (although that can also be a part of it) I mean like. Let me be your loyal companion let me stay by your side give me a purpose in exchange for endless unconditional love let me stop being a person love me like it's my only use. Love me like that's the only thing I was made for. As you can tell. I'm normal.

[troublealwaysfindsyou]

God if I was ever the source of someone's pain, please heal them and forgive me.

[tutumydear]

“Teehee you sure eat a lot :>”

Based off that photo of the tiny kitten lounging dramatically in the shirt pocket

[thefantastician]

Only 90s kids understand

[thefantastician]

my story began with this rocket power comic

[doyouknowwhatimeme]

[nirmillion]

omg you can put horses on planes ??? this NEVER crossed my peanut brain beforeee, woooaaah !!!

[nirmillion]

i remembered recently why i have such a hard time asking for help. growing up, almost every time i asked for help or needed defending i was either dismissed, belitted, abandoned, or made to fix it on my own somehow. thinking back, that is so sad see kid-me get overwhelmed physically and hurting myself moving items alone or getting stuck, lost or left behind because no one heard or cared to stay back and help me.

now as an adult, i get irritated with how capable i am cause at this point… i don’t really need help anymore and i'm not comfortable with people helping me. it sometimes puts a strain on my relationships because for those who want to show me they care through acts of service or gift giving, i don't let them.

i've since learned that it's important to give loved ones the floor to show you that they love you and to not stiffle your blessings.

in addtion, the cherry on top is that i get annoyed with some people they way others were annoyed with me when i couldn't do things that they saw as "objectively" basic and easy to do.

i already do my best to be patient and willing to help others, but i think i do so more now knowing this about myself. i want to break the cycle and not hurt anyone in this fashion.

[nirmillion]

not much will irritate me more than watching someone bring valid and important awarenes to an issue of predatory behavior and then generalize men in the next breath. i rarely see the “i hate men’ crowd being on the look out for women being predatory in any fashion and it’s annoying.

ex. Pintrest Pedophiles

this lady brought up an issue on pintrest where there are predators who make boards of children they are attracted to. i love that it was brought up because it needs to be addressed, but then they took the route of generalizing men to be predators in the process. for me, that makes it less about protecting children and more about demonizing men.

i hate this so much because predatory behavior is not exclusive to men. it never has and it never will be. i would love for this lady to have the same enthusiam for this case and others like it because it’s real and it happens ! 

1. 31 y/o woman pregnant after raping 13 y/o boy

Amber Alert Commercial (this shouldn’t be a “plot twist”)

my point is if you see a predator, please make it a point to call them what they are... THEY ARE PREDATORS FIRST. so by perpetuating this narrative other predators go undetected because they’re not men. that does not protect to the kids that do become victims of everyone else.

[nirmillion]

It’s sometimes unsettling to encounter Professional Grudge Holders. A person who actively does not want healing and closure. I cannot understand why they would want to hold onto something so damaging. I get it that it hurt them and maybe they don't want to forget and fall for it again, but I don’t know why they would want to hold on and hurt themselves while doing so. I just want them to be free.

[nirmillion]

Sometimes it draining to feign a smile at a joke I know is funny enough to smile to. It hard to be comfortable around anyone cause at any given moment it becomes incredibly difficult to emote and it will likely affect the person I’m talking with...

[nirmillion]

Person: Hey! Just called cause I was bored and wanted to talk to you about things I’ve seen and similarly interested in.

Me: Oh! Oh... okay. But I’ve never seen any of those—

Person: Let me tell you everything in extensive detail and leave little room for you to speak.

Me:

[1anonyymous1]

“For you, I would.”

[demon-apologist-deactivated2023]

These spam bot follows will be the death of me omgg fuck off 😬😬

[onemagpie]

[dumblr]

"I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them."

[nirmillion]

i think PwBPD are just unable to forgive or they struggle to do so. all i’ve ever done is say “it’s okay,” when they apologize and hold it against that person when i’m having a bad day.

it’s exhausting and i feel like i don’t deserve to be in a relationship cause this is all i’ve ever done and i don’t want to hurt them by holding old hurt against them or let people who care about me see me hurt like this. it’s awful and i always feel guilty.

[nirmillion]

This whole hating men trend will absolve those very women full of hate of accountability and then they will end up being like the men they hate so much. Y’all weren’t listen when they said “an eye for an eye makes the world go blind.” 🙄😒