Don't take everything so seriously

Uh oh I think you've found a bad link! the NSA knows everything anywaysThis is a diary setting. One of those blogs that speaks bluntly of thoughts because it is [basically] anonymous [enough], and the void of the internet is a strangely satisfying venting pool

[nldmanifest]

I get where this is a privileged concern but like... I really hate how big my chest is. I'm getting mad dysphoria and self hate. I just bought hella bras, I already have to double them up to feel comfy during pms, I feel fat & like a cow, cardio is so uncomfortable, I bought a SheFit bra that ties them down but it's just less-uncomfortable to workout now, and flatter chested femmes are like "oh, what a flex 😏😒🙄 wish I had that problem" and like... no, I actually hate it. These are for everyone else but me. And I'm sure ins is gonna label is cosmetic-only and a reduction isn't gonna be in the cards

[tecchnocracy]

THE MATRIX, Carrie-Anne Moss, 1999

[lottee-e]

My sketchbook lately🌷🌷🌷

[vintage-tigre]

Art by Worry Lines

[ymutate]

Carl Larsson (Sweden, 1853-1919)

"Suzanne and Another" 1901.

Watercolour 94 x 62.5 cm.

Private collection.

[thedaydreamersmenagerie]

There is, truly, no better sound in the world

[gumy-shark]

oh, no, you misunderstand me. those were my monkeys. yeah the circus and i have since parted ways. yeah it was the elephant thing, i dont really want to address that right now though

[tankhall]

photography by @expiredidealist

[kosmogrl]

[nldmanifest]

I need him so bad right now I could cry and I know he wants me just as badly

[nldmanifest]

What does it mean when I no longer want sex with one partner, and I only get off while thinking of my other partner?

I don't really get wet anymore, and I only open up enough if I use a vibrator before, even if I'm feral and been fantasizing for 2 hours

I feel evil... feel like I'm betraying

[anukfilli]

i was trying to make a meme but i fucked up the audio layering and

[therosielord]

This is exactly what trying to do normal stuff while having a depressive episode feels like

[veryluckyclovers]

[mmagpye]

from the Pattern Book of Samuel Fry, 1836

[butterflypeaflowertea]

they should invent a way to save your mother

[nldmanifest]

It's hard to not hate my mother and harbor resentment. I can tell you all of her good points right now and forever

But new memories of all the dark shit she put me through comes up periodically and it's the hurt, betrayal, and grief all over again.

Life has felt so incredibly serious lately

[artbytesslyn]

i am seeing activity from blogs that have not posted in years, its like watching permafrost melt. observing you all in my petri dish