Nobodybutlottie

24, Philippines📍 I have galaxies hidden between my bones. 👻: lottie.dgaf 🐣: Nobodybutlottie

[manicgremlinnightmaregirl]

maybe i was just a girl.. interrupted.

[bartokendorf]

5x07 | 6x09

[yenvengerberg]

FRUITY FOUR: a (meme) summary (insp)

[septembersghost]

i keep hearing him saying, “you make me happy. how could that be bad?” there’s such an…innocence in that? jimmy had this almost childlike hopefulness in his love for her, despite everything they did, it was this one pure thing. it’s why, in the moment when he decides he’ll die for her, he’ll stay with lalo so long as she escapes, the expression on his face briefly changes from abject terror to something near peace. you see him make the decision and you see him find meaning in it, because she is the reason. howard says he’s a child in regards to his impatience, his impulsiveness, his antics, but there’s a hard, bitter, cynical edge to those actions that is dangerous. the soft, joyful part of him revolved around her. his silly humor (saul is funny in a biting, mean way that jimmy never was), his capacity to care, his good heart, it went with her. it’s not her fault. he makes those awful choices. but for someone who always felt excluded and down, he couldn’t see that thread of happiness as anything but good. so he can’t hear her say that they’re poison, and bad for each other, and that what they share isn’t enough without perceiving that as happiness and love being useless, wasted endeavors. and then he discovers that wealth and “success” and lascivious greed are useless, wasted endeavors too. no wonder gene’s world is isolated and paranoid and devoid of color. everything he’s tried keeps turning to ash.

[jimmymcgill]

i just think they are neat

[azertyrobaz]

“Is everything with you DEFCON 5?”

[jimmymcgill]

everyone cheered  

[seraphtrevs]

Thinking about Mike’s big heart, and how he knew better than to get attached to Jesse because he’s seen how that story ends twice but he gets attached anyway and tries his best to help. Thinking about how he played a role in Matty and Nacho’s death but only a minor one - forces far outside of his control took them from this world but he takes the blame anyway because the least he can do is bear the pain and carry their memory. Thinking about how his sacrifice is to keep living, for Kaylee, even though he’s seen so much that he knows death will be a mercy. Thinking of him sitting in that field, finally at peace, maybe hoping he’ll see them both soon.

[faggotcitosis]

Euripides’ Hecuba c. 424 BC, translation by William Arrowsmith | Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente | The Beatrice Letters by Lemony Snicket | Better Call Saul, S06E03 Rock and Hard Place.

[lousolversons]

Someone whose face is a mask. — Michael Kinnucan, The Gods Show Up

[notcapableofbeingtheguy]

"It was a trial of whether or not he really loved his father. The ancient egyptians, they say when you die, you weigh your heart against a feather, and if your heart is heavier than a feather then you go to hell, if your heart is lighter than a feather, you go to heaven. To me it felt like a trial, where we were weighing Nacho's heart.

The first test was: was he really afraid of these people, or was he afraid they could hurt his father? And I think the fact that he walks in with his head high, really looking them straight in the eyes and going 'now you have nothing over me,' is a testament that he was never really afraid of them. He was afraid that they would hurt his father.

The second test was: he was willing to take the fall. He was willing to let them think that he was doing all these things that weren't true, in order to keep his word and save his father.

And then finally: the romantic gesture was that he looked at sacrifice as an honorable and brave thing. So he does it on his feet and not on his knees. And in that moment he can be angry and shoot Bolsa in the head or turn the gun and shoot at them and they could riddle him with bullets. But he still chooses to honor the deal and not betray his love for his father.

And that to me is the ultimate proof that his love was pure. He takes his own life and goes, 'there's nothing above the love of my father.'"

— Michael Mando on the Better Call Saul Insider Podcast (x)

[catsincrime-deactivated20250423]

mike and his toddlers

[jimmymcgill]

And you know what else, Hector? I put you in that chair.

Better Call Saul 6.03 “Rock and Hard Place”

[ofgielfag]

better call saul s6e3 // zainab aamir

[lousolversons]

Michael Mando as Nacho Varga in S6E03 of Better Call Saul

[skeilig]

thinking a lot about this today...

[jimmymcgools]

The world of symbolism is incredibly heightened. You can have an incredible amount of geometry and meaning to the world.

In real life, you ask yourself, “Is there a meaning to this?” The tree crashes in front of my house, and I go, “What the fuck? There’s gotta be more to life than just coincidences.”

What’s great about art is that you can choose there to be more to life.

Michael Mando, The Better Call Saul Insider Podcast 6x03