The Fandom-Brain

[son-of-a-bee]

same energy

[starwendy]

Can we talk about Crowley erasing the stain from Aziraphale’s coat by blow while his own stain fly away by itself ?

That tricky serpent just wanted to impressed his angel and have his lovely smile for himself. That facts and ineffable.

Gifs from @meliorn

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

One of my favorite scenes ❤️😍

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

Saying I love you

It's surprising to me that people are shocked when their partner explains to them that they love him/her. As a child it was my believe that you're a couple only if you love each other. So reading stories or seeing movies in which somebody gets rejected after saying "I love you" even though they already were a couple were confusing. I couldn't rap my had around this behavior.

Now I'm a person who thinks about bad storielines or bad writing when the characters explain to each other that they love the other person in the first half of the book. I slowly and unaware turned into a love racist 😅. But I come to realize that my childhood thoughts still remain in my head. I didn't collect much experience for my love life during school. Never had a boyfriend / girlfriend nor an offer to go on a date. So I was in the belief that I'm going to find someone someday and I'm really going to love him / her and we stay together for the rest of our life's. I just wasn't the type of girl, more then this one special guy would like to have as a girlfriend. Which was kind of okay for me. Then I went to college. And after the first week one guy explained he would end his 4 years relationship for me and my best friend fell for me. So I was kind of overwhelmed with these informations. The first guy completely cought me off guard. I would never have thought that this was even an option between us. Turned out he was a pretty stupid person, he even tried to explain that it's an compliment that he would do these things. No... No it would not be a compliment to make me the reason for you to break up with your girlfriend... OF 4 YEARS. If you have problems in your relationship okay fine break up, but don't make me feel responsible for the drama you're about to pull off. So yeah that was quit weird.

I learned to know my sisters best friend a few years ago. I lived in Berlin and my sister and her best friend in Regensburg so we didn't have much contact. We actually only talk when I was in Regensburg so the first years I knew who he was but didn't have anything to do with him. Yes I thought he was cute and I did have a little crush on him. Not only but mainly because he was nice and he freaked out about Disney and all that stuff just like me. Turned out we always thought the same... We often said the same thing at the same time and honestly it became a little bit creepy 😅 but it lead to us becoming really good friends after I moved too Regensburg and we lived door to door. Literally door to door, same house, same floor. That we didn't live in the same apartment was probably just because he already lived in a apartment with two friends and I lived with my brother and a friend of him I learned to love like a fourth brother. If it would have been possible we would have lived together. We met more often and talk really long. Sometimes we just spend time together in my apartment and didn't say a thing. But there never was an weird or uncomfortable silence. We became kind of inseparable. I went to the same college and we drove together nearly every day.

I can't deny that I did feel some kind of attraktion towards him and I did thought about having a relationship with him but I never was absolutely sure about my feelings. When it finally came to the conversation between us and the conaction we both knew we had he confessed that he always thought I was cute and he really fell for me at the time I started attending the same college as him and we spent 24/7 together. I honestly never thought he would like/love me ever. I don't know why but the things he said and how he said them were definitely nothing I expected. I didn't talked much in that conversation. I mostly sat there not looking at him silently crying and not knowing what to do. A part of me was thinking about the possibility of a relationship and that it would be beautiful but a big part a really big part asked me "DO YOU LOVE HIM?" I played the scene over and over in my head. Me telling him that I love him but it felt wrong. Mostly because I never told anyone that I love him/her. Not even my parents. In german you can say "Ich liebe dich" which translated means "I love you" or you can say "Ich hab dich lieb" which you could probably translate into something like "I really really like you very much" it's still a kind of love. You say this to your family or a really good friend. But I love you is something you say to your partner...

So me not being able to say these 3 words lead me to telling him that I can't say these words to him and he responded with "but that is something you say later, way into your relationship". So I sat there looking at him and not agreeing one bit. I told him that I didn't want a relationship because something I'm my body was absolutely against me saying "yes I would love to have a relationship". I trusted him when he said that nothing would change his feelings. They wouldn't just disappear and he would not change his behavior even if I don't feel the same. Well guess what happened. This whole thing happened a few weeks before Christmas. I knew we both needed some space but we still talked and did stuff together. We even had a present for each other. But after the holidays he returned to Regensburg and suddenly he didn't need any contact at all. I tried talking to him or asking him if he wanted to do something but it fell on deaf ears. He knew I had problems trusting people when they tell me they like me because of my past. I never believed them after getting tricked or embarrassed or made fun of that I believed somebody would like me. So him breaking this promise and just cutting all kind of verbally cenection it broke me a little bit more. I was alone once again. I came to an realization...

My belief until I encountered what had happened the year after I finished school was "If somebody loves me that would be awesome!"

This thought has a small but important part missing. I never thought about somebody loving me but me not loving him/her. I'm still struggling mostly because every thing that happened to me in my school years now reaches the surface and leaves me dangling in the air with a completely confused mind in which I have no possibility to come to a solution or even one single clear thought.

(Sorry for any spelling/grammar errors)

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

I mean.... THIS IS FRICKING AWESOME Look at this OMG😭❤️ I have the best friend/room mate on the whole PLANET. After annoying him 24/7 with the Hamilton soundtrack and singing every song at the top of my lungs, he made this poster with me and my TWO DOGS on it💙 BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT... AXMFODXBNSKS😭😱

[wadey-wilson]

You gotta go home, man. 

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

I LOVED the movie

[otter4dumplings]

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

True

[dragon-in-a-fez]

this is the only valid twitter thread

[peachdoxie]

Alright, who’s gonna draw the fanart of Toothless in a tux

[vulture-jack]

A fancy boy. 

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

Well he already is one of the dragons in game of thrones soooooo... 😁

[amiranamine]

Sam said “Gabriel, I need you,” but why?

So a lot of uproar has been happening because y'all are saying that Sam saying “I need you” was too rushed and that it was merely said to satisfy the needs of the Sabriel shipper but it’s more than that.

Ok, so Lucifer has been inside Sam before. He was inside Sam’s vessel during the big fight with Michael (in Adam’s vessel).

And Lucifer was also kinda messing with Sam while he was still in the cage and Sam was kinda going crazy.

My point is, Sam probably has gathered certain information on what Lucifer has been exposed to such as info on Gabriel’s personality. In Season 5 Episode 19 when Gabriel confronted Lucifer, the way both of them talk to each other kinda gave the impression that they were close especially since Lucifer was the one who shaped Gabriel into becoming the perfect Trickster. Gabriel felt closer to Lucifer than he did to Michael and Lucifer probably cherished his brother the same way as well before he turned bad.

So, Sam is Lucifer’s vessel therefore Gabriel must’ve felt closer to Sam more than anyone else since Sam is as close to Lucifer he will ever get minus all the evilness. We’ve never seen or know what nice Lucifer was like, he could’ve been exactly like Sam or similar to Sam so Gabriel probably likes Sam more because Sam reminds him of his nice brother Lucifer that he once knew.

In Season 5 Episode 19, Gabriel has admitted that he was on the side of his Father’s creation, the humans. He admitted this to Lucifer when Lucifer thought that he was on Michael’s side. So Lucifer knows that Gabriel loves humans and wishes to protect the humans.

So in Season 13 Episode 18, when our poor Gabriel was traumatized and scared to speak, Sam decided to talk to Gabriel because that’s what Sam does best.

“The world needs you.” is too general and kinda unbelievable and Gabriel knows the world doesn’t need him which is why he went off with pornstars in the first place.

“Your family needs you.” is also not strong enough to bring Gabriel back because when Michael and Lucifer were planning their big fight together, Gabriel didn’t care. He didn’t want to get involved so why should he care about family now?

“We need you.” is also too general to bring Gabriel back because it’s the same as saying “The world needs you” so Sam added in “Gabriel, I need you”. Why? Because Sam is human. He is one person. Sam is a powerless being created by Chuck. By saying “I need you” to Gabriel, it seems more realistic because Sam is speaking for himself and it’s true when he says he needs Gabriel because Sam is just a human so he doesn’t have any special powers to help him so this snaps Gabriel back to reality because this one human needs him. His father’s creation is asking for his help. This one helpless and tiny (but tall) being is asking for his help instead of every other angel in the garrison. So this is why Gabriel snapped out of it.

The reason Sam said “I need you” in the first place is because he knows what Gabriel needed to hear. He knows what Gabriel cares about the most. He knows Gabriel doesn’t care about the world or his family but he cares about humans. Gabriel cares about humans who try and Sam knows this through Lucifer because Lucifer was the only one who was present when Gabriel admitted all of this in Season 5 Episode 19.

So Sam saying “Gabriel, I need you” was because he knows exactly what Gabriel needed to hear to snap out of it whether or not Sam wanted to say it.

BONUS:

Gabriel and Sam have a connection through Lucifer. Gabriel feels that connection with Sam because Sam is Lucifer’s vessel. We can’t see their connection like we could see with Castiel and Dean because their connection is hidden. Gabriel and Lucifer had a bond, they understand each other but we also don’t get to see how truly deep was that bond between them but in Season 13 Episode 18, we get a glimpse of that bond through Sam. We also get to see how much Gabriel truly care about humanity through this one person (Sam Winchester).

P.S: This is just my take on it. Apologies if I got anything wrong.

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

Me reading this 😱

[mydastouch]

Being Bisexual is Weird (in a good way)

Like… I’m too attracted to girls to be straight but too attracted to guys to be gay.

ALSO apparently I’m “too straight” for the gays but “too gay” for the straights.

So… That’s a thing.

Just a little thought I had..

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

Relatable

[latinposeidon]

Me: *finishes fic*

Me: *sees that it’s 1 in the morning*

Me: …

Me: *opens new fic*

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

Actually me right now. Started a fiction 3 h ago and finished it like 10 minutes ago. And now I'm reading another.

[caw-chan-deactivated20190226]

Them

[inacatastrophicmind]

13x18//5x16

[amiranamine]

Sam said “Gabriel, I need you,” but why?

So a lot of uproar has been happening because y'all are saying that Sam saying “I need you” was too rushed and that it was merely said to satisfy the needs of the Sabriel shipper but it’s more than that.

Ok, so Lucifer has been inside Sam before. He was inside Sam’s vessel during the big fight with Michael (in Adam’s vessel).

And Lucifer was also kinda messing with Sam while he was still in the cage and Sam was kinda going crazy.

My point is, Sam probably has gathered certain information on what Lucifer has been exposed to such as info on Gabriel’s personality. In Season 5 Episode 19 when Gabriel confronted Lucifer, the way both of them talk to each other kinda gave the impression that they were close especially since Lucifer was the one who shaped Gabriel into becoming the perfect Trickster. Gabriel felt closer to Lucifer than he did to Michael and Lucifer probably cherished his brother the same way as well before he turned bad.

So, Sam is Lucifer’s vessel therefore Gabriel must’ve felt closer to Sam more than anyone else since Sam is as close to Lucifer he will ever get minus all the evilness. We’ve never seen or know what nice Lucifer was like, he could’ve been exactly like Sam or similar to Sam so Gabriel probably likes Sam more because Sam reminds him of his nice brother Lucifer that he once knew.

In Season 5 Episode 19, Gabriel has admitted that he was on the side of his Father’s creation, the humans. He admitted this to Lucifer when Lucifer thought that he was on Michael’s side. So Lucifer knows that Gabriel loves humans and wishes to protect the humans.

So in Season 13 Episode 18, when our poor Gabriel was traumatized and scared to speak, Sam decided to talk to Gabriel because that’s what Sam does best.

“The world needs you.” is too general and kinda unbelievable and Gabriel knows the world doesn’t need him which is why he went off with pornstars in the first place.

“Your family needs you.” is also not strong enough to bring Gabriel back because when Michael and Lucifer were planning their big fight together, Gabriel didn’t care. He didn’t want to get involved so why should he care about family now?

“We need you.” is also too general to bring Gabriel back because it’s the same as saying “The world needs you” so Sam added in “Gabriel, I need you”. Why? Because Sam is human. He is one person. Sam is a powerless being created by Chuck. By saying “I need you” to Gabriel, it seems more realistic because Sam is speaking for himself and it’s true when he says he needs Gabriel because Sam is just a human so he doesn’t have any special powers to help him so this snaps Gabriel back to reality because this one human needs him. His father’s creation is asking for his help. This one helpless and tiny (but tall) being is asking for his help instead of every other angel in the garrison. So this is why Gabriel snapped out of it.

The reason Sam said “I need you” in the first place is because he knows what Gabriel needed to hear. He knows what Gabriel cares about the most. He knows Gabriel doesn’t care about the world or his family but he cares about humans. Gabriel cares about humans who try and Sam knows this through Lucifer because Lucifer was the only one who was present when Gabriel admitted all of this in Season 5 Episode 19.

So Sam saying “Gabriel, I need you” was because he knows exactly what Gabriel needed to hear to snap out of it whether or not Sam wanted to say it.

BONUS:

Gabriel and Sam have a connection through Lucifer. Gabriel feels that connection with Sam because Sam is Lucifer’s vessel. We can’t see their connection like we could see with Castiel and Dean because their connection is hidden. Gabriel and Lucifer had a bond, they understand each other but we also don’t get to see how truly deep was that bond between them but in Season 13 Episode 18, we get a glimpse of that bond through Sam. We also get to see how much Gabriel truly care about humanity through this one person (Sam Winchester).

P.S: This is just my take on it. Apologies if I got anything wrong.

[ingridbergman-deactivated202001]

“Wondertrev Poem” written by Thalia.

[sooneroats-deactivated20200526]

dean winchester’s i love you’s (wallpaper/locksreen)

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

❤ thanks for these

[palindromic-geek]

The Houses as Friends I’ve had

Hufflepuff : Suuuuuuuuper cute, only wears bright yellow Doc Martens, would whisper ‘I’m so gay’ to herself, can’t listen to musicals without acting out the full scene, cried because someone had a really pretty voice, cried because she watched ‘In A Heartbeat’, she just cried a lot - girl must’ve been really hydrated, give her a cuppa and she’ll act like you just named your firstborn after her, liked to swear, honestly just needs a wife and some Kleenex

Slytherin : boldest hair ever, has the death glare down to a t, would call people stupid a bit too loudly, sexual innuendos come too easily for her (pun intended), goes really mushy for kittens, refuses to wear pink, ‘I was a strong independent woman until Destiel happened’, would whine if you told her not to fight someone, needs a moral compass installed

Gryffindor : gets really loud really fast, would fight anyone who insults their favourite Disney character, notorious cry-baby but would honestly bare-knuckle fight someone if they insulted their family, sings out of tune, ‘I know you’re sad, but would watching RuPaul’s Drag Race make you feel better?’, refuses to fix her lipstick, needs both a medal and a chill-pill 

Ravenclaw : only uses fairy-lights and never the actual room light, always has a flask of tea, usually seen with paint on her sleeves, likes children but doesn’t have the patience for one, tried to be a hipster but was too embarrassed, draws ‘tattoos’ on her arms with eyeliner, writes fanfiction on the bus, buys DVDs without having seen the film, needs a hug (doesn’t want one)

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

I'm a Hufflepuff, but considering this describtion I'm a mix of a Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw

[theanomex]

come together

[nobodyexceptmeandmyself]

<3