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CAROLINA REYES, and i hope she'll be a fool, that's the only thing a girl can be in this world: a beautiful little fool. var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5227362"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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text // car-o

spike: right wtf

spike: wow look at that

spike: fuck i fucking should

caro: (-:

caro: do it !

caro: when i come back (and lets hope i do) i'll take u to a strip club

caro: i'll have to ask haleigh permission but mark my wordS

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text // car-o

spike: are you telling me im a fireball

spike: so you're telling me to go out and fuck someone?

caro: you're a fucking fireball, embrace it

caro: well yeah, if andrea can, why can't you?

caro: get laid, spike. isn't that the first thing you told me when we met?

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text // car-o

spike: polo makes shoes?

spike: i guess that shows my amount of class

spike: few inches is enough

spike: do it

spike: well idc how she copes that's fucked up how could i trust someone like that

caro: lmao i don't know??

caro: i'm from SoCal we have no class

caro: no it's not

caro: you know, i think i will but it's late i shouldn't be making decisions like this running low on sleep

caro: idk spike, at least she didn't fuck anyone while you were together? that has to count for something

caro: i want to tell you a story but i'm sure it's not what you're looking for but i'm going to anyway

caro: there's this place right, in Denmark, it's called Skagen, where the two oceans meet, i've never been but a friend of sorts i made here said this: the current travels west, so to the left there is also a very beautiful blue sea, but the current travels east. And then she said that in the middle, that.. is the perfect relationship. You can look to the left, and you can look to the right,and both seas are there, and they can meet in the middle,but they never lose themselves in each other. They're always themselves no matter what.

caro: i guess what i'm trying 2 say is that yeah you love her and yeah you're hurt but you shouldn't lose who you are in her yanno? bc you're spike you are like this freaking fireball of fuck all who doesn't make good decisions either but you shouldn't let it get to you

caro: in fact, i'm gonna give you more terrible advice that i would never give and say you should go out and fuck someone and feel like shit bc it wont away right away but thats life, get laid, feel like crap and eventually that shitty feeling will fade away

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text // car-o

spike: fight them i'd love to see that

spike: yes but you're little to me

spike: then rejoin us

spike: yeah well, i'd like to this so but probably not

spike: i mean you know we were always on/off again

spike: and every time we were off she fucked someone else apparently. i can recount each of our break ups and who she fucked apparently.

caro: they'd probably sue me for stepping on their polo shoes or w/e

caro: just bc ur a few inches taller okaY

caro: i want to, i'm crazy enough to leave mit for austens

caro: well i mean, sleeping with someone right off the bat isn't exactly the best decision but maybe she thought you weren't getting back together? ppl cope different ways i'm not justifying her actions nor yours but yanno

caro: relationships are funny and crappy

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text // car-o

spike: so be snobby just like them.

spike: i mean you know we're always welcoming to pretty/smart little lesbians here.

spike: i mean we're broken up... there's nothing really to talk about i guess

caro: i rather fight them..sike no i don't wanna fight anyone

caro: excuse, i am 5'10 i am not little ): but i miss home

caro: oh i didn't know that

caro: that sucks though but i mean, good while it lasted right?

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text // car-o

spike: well ur probably getting a much better education than in this shithole

spike: isnt there always something happening with andrea

caro: i would take that shithole over this shithole bc at least the ppl there don't pretend to be someone they're not there's too many snobs here

caro: sighs, i'm guess you don't want to talk about it?

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text // car-o

spike: that's pretty fucking awesome

spike: um i mean yeah

spike: ill get over it

caro: i guess, i miss london though it's not the same

caro: did something happen with um andrea?

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text // car-o

spike: yeah, i noticed you aren't here this semester haha

spike: i've been better

caro: oh that's because i got an offer from MIT apparently my test grades were really good and yeah

caro: ..is everything alright?

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text // car-o

spike: how are you?

caro: i'm okay, you know, school and stuff

caro: how about you?

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text // car-o

spike: hey..

caro: ...hi

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— * LETTER TO HALEIGH.

( @its-haleigh )

Dear babe, Haleigh, pretty pretty Haleigh, 

I’m at a party like right now and I swear I’m not drunk because if I was drunk I wouldn’t be writing you a letter because I wouldn’t be able to weiret write properly ( oops i spelled write wrong sorry). My friends took my phone and I don’t know why they did that because I was going to text you but they said no because I’m drunk --- which I’m not !!! Besides who texts? I think writing a letter is much more romantic anyway so don’t say I never woo you or anything. I miss you a lot, MIT is pretty cool but everyone is so American. I miss England even though I’m American -- Mexican American actually. Did you know that? I can tell you some pretty good shit in Spanish if you let me but we hardly Skype or call and I miss that. I miss staying up late with you and then arriving at class twenty minutes late because I didn’t sleep but I don’t care. Coffee exists for that very reason. I wan’t to come visit you, I know we really couldn’t winter break because money is tight but I want to see you. I think I want to drop out of MIT now, I want to go home to you. Fuck ignore the stains I’m not crying nope I’m not a drunk crybaby I swear I’m just sad because I miss you. This is so sappy you’re gonna give me so much shit for this I know it but it’ll probably be like two weeks later when you get this because mail and overseas. Anyways I need to go now because Georgiana just puked all over the floor, she’s a friend I made by the way, she’s cool I think you’d like her, she’s a bit older and engaged but wicked cool. Okay her boyfriend is saying it’s time to go. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. And I love you, a lot. Okay bye.

-- Caro ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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@illumilina: there's nothing better than staying in ur pjs and watching harry styles videos while eating coco puffs

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Wow, since when are you so fucking bitter? Jesus…

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Hm let me think...probably since my best friend decided to blame me for something he did and you know what’s funny? In the end everything worked out fine but he probably still blames me for him fucking it up in the first place.

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Oh, that sucks. Talk about getting iffy with people for no reason, look at you.

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What can I say? I learned from the best.

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Yes, I choose a library. Why do you have a problem? Are you seriously getting iffy with me?

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Actually I do. Gee, I dunno, maybe? I probably should get a headstart before you get iffy with me for no reason right?

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Ah, see, don’t have any of that. Don’t worry, I didn’t flip or anything. I just needed a change of scenery. My room is becoming a pit of despair.

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That’s obvious enough. And out of all the places you chose a library? Right well, that’s too bad. 

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