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Passion is a passing thing, it could go as quickly as it lit. Accidental chemistry would only lead you as far as a short term sweet summer fling. Lust is a liar, it’s a short lived fire clouding our head with smoke. Take it all out, all left would be one answer, an unchanging one. Love, the answer is love and it’s only reserved for one person, Leona Kingscholar.
It’s a secret she never dared to uncover, but when it came to Leona Kingscholar, Patricia Venenum couldn’t help but be hopeless like a weak willed person, breathless whenever he was in her presence, loins burning each time he entered the room. She was a young maiden in love, helpless to his advances, slowly burning with desires as heat fighting it urged to run deep on her cheek with every thought popped up inside her head.
Like air, she needed him to breathe or else she would suffocate. He was a need, a necessary for her to live though she never would say it upfront. If only Leona knew how he had become a necessity for her, Patricia hoped he never uncovered it. Let it be the tiny little secret she kept, until she could slowly let him go (A lie, she would never, she couldn’t, she wasn’t capable of). Leona Kingscholar and her, Patricia Venenum and him, they weren’t that burning fast love, they were the thousand candle lights burning for eternity which not even wind could blow it up.
Instead of ‘I love you’, the uttered three words were “I miss you.” on the three seconds phone call before the boy dropped everything to come running to her doorstep. Addiction was a bad thing, though it was too late for Patricia as she was already addicted to him, the prince who grumbled yet teasing as his sleep was cut short.
She wanted him badly, more than anything. Yet the deal was never sealed (because of her own want) making fear of intrusive thoughts that someone else caught the breath addictive smoke of cigars she never put out. To keep him, all she could do was make him come around, which he always obliged as his feelings run deep for her (despite the grumblings). Patricia knew that well of his feelings, yet fear was something else indeed. In the middle of the night like this, she was scared he was getting tired (he was tired) and a nightmarish thought seeped in, him wrapping his arms around another and forgot about her.
The one thing Leona Kingscholar wanted to hear was ‘I love you’ to escape past her lips. She replaced it with the kiss as she greeted him on her doorstep, she hoped it would satiate him for now, to replace those I love yous she couldn’t utter outrightly. To him it was never enough, but it didn’t mean those kisses were unwelcomed as he kissed her back, closing the door behind him.
No matter how many times they kissed, the touch of his lips always felt like something new. It’s a need, to have him secured, wrapped around the tight longing embrace of her desires. She was caught up in her feelings, one wrong move and she would give it up, everything she had for Leona, to be with him once and for all. Though she was stubborn as she was smart, desperately trying to rationalise her feelings for him, which she failed time and time again.
Oh, if only Leona Kingscholar knew. All he needed to say at that moment was “I won’t let you go.” to seal the deal once and for all. She wouldn’t leave him (like she could?), she was hopeless for him after all. Especially with his touch, with his hold, the only thing he needed to say were those three words she didn’t allow him to find out. In a matter of seconds if those words were to escape past his lips, she would go anywhere that he led like a spineless little lamb. Even if it was to the end of the world or following his secret heart burning desires, that was how much the actual hold Leona Kingscholar had over her. Whenever Leona Kingscholar strayed, Patricia Venenum would follow.
As their lips parted breathlessly before continuing in a matter of seconds to consume the wishing, longing they had no matter how little they spent their seconds apart from each other. Truth was all she needed was him, all she needed was the confirmation he was hers forever, even if she couldn’t say the same outloud. It’s essential to her, to know and to have Leona Kingscholar loving her more than anything, more than just mere yearning, wishing and longing. To have Leona Kingscholar under her spell forever, what an egoist little prick but she couldn’t help it. After all, it was a need to have Leona Kingscholar in love with her, drowning in her every single day as she was drowning in him.
Honestly none of the boys (besides vil or ace probably) gets bitches with their attitude
I think some of them genuinely could if they tried their best and went into it with a healthy mindset. I'll rank them below based on my thoughts (5 being an absolute god at love and 1 being so atrocious it's Lilia's cooking).
Riddle - A solid 3. Riddle's respectful towards adult figures, he dresses well, his vocabulary and manner of speech are polite, and he's a strong mage and an honors student with a promising future. But that temper. Not to mention his mother will want a hand in his relationship because she won't allow her Riddle to settle for anything less than perfect.
Trey - 4.5. He bakes, he'll brush your teeth, he's good with kids. Trey is the ideal man. The type of guy who has boy next door vibes. A little playful at times, a pleasant sense of humor, and a sweet chef. An absolute steal of a man. But he's a little too laidback and sometimes he enables certain behaviors (Riddle is a perfect example of this). On the bright side, you'll always be gifted homemade treats for every occasion if you date him.
Cater - On paper he's a 5. Upbeat, always smiling, loves to document your budding relationship. He'll take you to picturesque locations for dates (pretty cafés, exciting amusement parks, hilltops that are perfect for stargazing) and he seems to be the best boyfriend. Beneath that, though, he's probably a 2. Cater is not as happy as he lets on, nor is he even ready for a long-term relationship. He strikes me as someone who would be content with meaningless flings and one-night stands. Cater would struggle to open up and be his true self in a relationship, which leads to a gilded lie he puts on in order to keep you happy. On the inside, he's miserable.
Ace - 4. He's done it before and he can do it again if he so chooses. He's a fun, energetic guy who'll tease you to the ends of the world. The best guy to share laughs with! You'll have lots of fun in a relationship with him, but as Ace has pointed out before relationships take a lot of work and that's not really his style at the moment. Check back in a few years. Maybe his mind will have changed by then!
Deuce - 4.5. He's such a sweetheart! Protective, caring, and kind, Deuce is the type of guy a mother would absolutely fawn over when you bring him home for introductions. He's the type who will pick you up at exactly five and have you back by eight (or whenever your curfew is). He'll take you on drives on his magical wheel, and he genuinely adores you. He'd do anything for you! But...there's the delinquent side that he's still struggling to shake. Sometimes he'll be tempted to put a few fools in their place if they make fun of you or try to mess with his friends. He'll never put you in danger, though!
Leona - 3.5. He's royalty and he drinks respect juice, but he can seem lazy at times. Leona might not put a lot of effort into the relationship. He probably allows you to do your own thing because he believes that's what's best. Most of the time, it'll be Ruggie taking you out for dates with Leona trailing behind. As rough as that sounds, Leona does indeed care and if his errors are pointed out he will work to change so that the experience is pleasant for you. He just doesn't believe in doing outrageous things for the sake of love. He'd prefer something low-key and relaxing. The good news is that you'll take some of the best naps of your life with him, and he'll spoil you with whatever it is you want because he's grown a soft spot for you. Also a protective boyfriend!
Ruggie - 3. To be honest, I don't think he'd be a bad boyfriend. Yes, he might have pickpocketed you when you passed him on the street and you caught him and that's how the two of you met (delightfully unconventional meet-cute). Yes, he's frugal when it comes to money. But Ruggie can clean and keep track of important things (mainly money. Especially money!), and he's well-versed in street smarts. You'll never be scammed with him around. He's also very sweet when he's with the ones he loves and he does like to give gifts if he's able to (like when he brings food back to his hometown for his family and the residents). But if you're rich, you are definitely on his to-rob list before he even considers a relationship with you. As sweet as kisses are, they don't put food on the table.
Jack - A very solid 5! Perfect boyfriend material. He’s sweet, has a great moral compass, and will always protect you. Jack may seem awkward or cold at times, but know that beneath his huffy embarrassment he’s genuinely wanting the best for you. He’d love to care for a cactus alongside you, and he’ll want to take you back to meet his family one day. He’s certain they’ll love you. Jack would love to exercise alongside you, but he won’t force it if you don’t want that. However, he will want you to stay active. Little things like a walk with him around campus go a long way, and he likes to talk with you as the both of you walk, his fingers covertly brushing yours. Jack really loves you.
Azul - A 5 if you like fine lies and an octopus with a shady background. Azul is like Cater: great on paper, even better in execution, but beneath that there are a lot of unresolved issues. He's horribly self-conscious and has a tendency to be self-deprecating. He's one to jump to rash conclusions if he's swept up in his emotions. Also a fairly jealous lover. He lives in a constant state of anxiety that you'll one day grow bored of him and cast him aside and he'll be left to pick up the pieces. As a result, he lies and cheats and lies some more. He just can't be honest to save his life. Until he learns to accept himself, be genuine and honest, and stops trying to trick you into signing a contract just to cheat his way into a relationship, he'll remain as a 2.
Jade - 3. A walking green flag on land. Beneath the surface, so much red. Literally and figuratively. This eel hides so many well-aligned skeletons in his closet. He's great arm candy if you need to boast an attractive, well-mannered boyfriend. But...mafia ties. And the mafia is dangerous, and you do not want to break up with a mafia leader's son because that definitely won't end well for you. On the bright side, he can cook (sometimes with dubious ingredients) and he plans lovely dates (most of them are isolated and remote...). Just know that if you break Jade's heart, you're breaking Floyd's as well and his twin won't be very happy to know you hurt Jade.
Floyd - 2.5. A very fun boyfriend. Energetic, unpredictable, and unafraid to speak honestly, Floyd keeps you on your toes in a relationship. Unfortunately, his moods are difficult to account for and when he's in a bad mood he can be frightening. He's rebellious, so if your guardian tells you to be home by eight Floyd's getting you home by midnight and you're 100% walking through that door disheveled. Also an eel with mafia ties, so that makes breaking up with him a challenge. Additionally, if you hurt Floyd, you'll be granted a one-way ticket to meet with his brother who has many wonderful words for you. :) Good luck.
Kalim - 4.5. Sweet, caring, loving Kalim. Oh, he simply adores you and he’ll spoil you rotten. Whatever you want will soon become yours. It can get a little overwhelming, but if you don’t mind being lavished with gifts and affection then Kalim is perfect for you. He’s always affectionate and happy with you. Sadly, it can be difficult to get through to him at times. If you aren’t one for extravagant parades and never-ending celebrations, good luck trying to sway Kalim. When he’s hyper-focused on what he thinks is what you want, it can be hard to get him to see your perspective. At the very least, he loves you dearly.
Jamil - 5. He can cook and clean, he’ll memorize your preferences, and he’s very responsible. Jamil knows what’s best and this also applies to you. He’s very good at being your boyfriend—almost too good—but it’s nothing extravagant. Jamil only does what’s expected. He doesn’t step out of the box he’s fit himself into, which could make you question his intentions and if he’s truly wanting to be in this relationship. Jamil is so used to acting average, to being second to Kalim, that this habit may cross over into your relationship. But he’s very willing to smooth over his wrongs and right them so that he can improve and be the best man for you.
Vil - 3. He's an actor, so he can play the role of doting boyfriend with ease. Unfortunately, a relationship with a celebrity is difficult. Nothing stays secret forever, and you can be certain that jealous fans will come for your throat if they ever find out. While Vil values his reputation, he’ll value his beloved more and will make choices based on what he thinks is best for you and your mental health. Social media is brutal; if he can shield you from that and prevent a media explosion if any nosy tabloids learn of his relationship then he will do just that. Also Vil has this tendency to push you towards being your best self, which is usually great, but his critique can be awfully sharp and blunt. Almost mean at times, though you know he just wants you to look and feel your best.
Epel - 4. I don’t think Epel would be a bad boyfriend. Sure, his competitive nature could turn some people off and he’ll definitely snap at those who try to call him cute or feminine. Epel’s learned to make use of his charms, but that still doesn’t mean he wants to be known for them. He wants to be manly! So if he’s dating you, he’ll try to seem stronger. Epel is very genuine in what he does and he won’t give up. Like Deuce, he’ll also take you for rides on a magical wheel. He likes speed and the feeling of the wind whipping his hair about, so if you’re also a thrill seeker Epel is a good match for you. You and him probably race magical wheels with Deuce from time to time.
Rook - He's a 5 until you find him in your closet or under your bed and then he automatically becomes a 3. And then you learn he’s taped candid photos of you to his walls and the number just continues to drop from there. Rook is...a specimen of a man. He's so sweet and will always gush over how beautiful you are. You’ll be called the cutest terms of endearment in French. He writes lots of poetry about you. You are his beloved muse. But he's also a stalker and that is often very unnerving. Rook just does these things out of love, or so he wholeheartedly believes, but that sort of attachment isn’t for everyone.
Idia - 1. I am so sorry Idia lovers, but have you seen this man? T_T if Idia was trying to entice someone, he’d be digging his grave before he says any flirty lines. Real life is not as easy as a dating sim, which is why he’s much more partial to the pixels on his monitors. Idia’s also too proud. The reason he is so maidenless? It’s because he’s a pro gamer who’s too good for a relationship! Obviously that’s the correct answer and it’s definitely not because he’d rather die before he talks romance with an actual person. Not at all.
Malleus - 4. Malleus is a sweetheart who really does care for you. You’ll be trapped in the friend zone for a while with him because he only ever considers pursuing more than friendship when he hears about such things from Lilia. Malleus was always content to remain by your side as a companion, but when he considers things from a romantic angle his interest piques immediately. You can expect late-night rendezvouses with Malleus, where the two of you will exchange conversation under a blanket of stars. He always looks forward to these nightly meetings, so much that he’ll try to come every night if time permits it. But the friend zone is always so strong. You’ll be stuck in that for a while until Malleus finally realizes romance is an option.
Lilia - 5. He’s playful, affectionate, and a father figure! Lilia knows how to show various types of love, and the love he feels for you is quite exciting. It’s been so long since these feelings have overcome him. He’ll want to show you he cares in many ways. Unfortunately, one of these ways is cooking. If you value your appetite, you’ll have to convince him to not cook for you. As sweet as the gesture is, there is no way you’re risking whatever concoction he’s assembled on that plate. Lilia is also quite wise, so he’ll give great advice if you’re ever in need of it.
Sebek - 1. Sebek hollows his own grave with his dislike of humans and his tendency to yell and scold. It’s especially bad if you’re close to Malleus. He’ll breathe down your neck and constantly remind you that you should be grateful Malleus is kind enough to grace you with a sliver of his time. Sebek can get annoying very quickly, and not everyone enjoys hearing someone talk in all caps in the early hours of morning while on the way to classes.
Silver - 3.5. He’s so kind. Silver is a knight with a strong set of morals. He believes in truthful good and will be there to help you whenever you need it. He does have a tendency to nod off, but he does his best to stay awake when he’s with you. Silver recognizes that he may not be the most exciting company and he’ll research a way to cure his sleepiness so that he can stay awake at all times when he’s with you. Silver cares for you a lot, even if it seems like there aren’t many thoughts in his head at some times.
And for the fun of it:
Che'nya - 4. He’s a unique wild card. Che’nya is similar to Floyd in that they both know how to keep you guessing. Che’nya loves surprises. He’ll pop in when he feels like it just to catch you off guard. Though his ability to turn invisible can make things a little too easy for him, especially if the two of you ever get into any arguments. He’ll fade into obscurity, but you’ll know he’s still there because you can feel his eyes. It’s his way of listening without having to face you, and sometimes that can seem insincere if you want to talk things out face to face. But aside from that, Che’nya is a very fun, spontaneous boyfriend!
Neige - 2. Similar to Vil, a relationship with Neige would be so difficult to keep secret. Neige has so many fans and there are plenty who will be crushed if they ever find out he’s dating. Neige probably doesn’t seek out relationships solely because he doesn’t want to upset anyone (mainly his closest friends, himself, and you). He’d much rather stay friends, which is a decision he thinks is best. His status as a celebrity makes romance very tough, so Neige chooses to keep his friends close instead of pursuing love. This makes him a 2 because no matter how much you might want to date him he’ll only look out for you and your mental health (as well as his own) because he doesn’t want the media to hurt you if they ever learn you were with him.
Rollo - 2. While Rollo is courteous and will speak kindly when he’s with you, he can seem cold and distant, especially if he’s approached you and you’re surrounded by others. Rollo enjoys comfortable privacy, so he’d want to spend time with you alone. He also harbors an intense hatred for mages, and nearly all of your friends are mages, so that makes things a little awkward. He’s also very stiff. Rollo doesn’t laugh or show any sign of genuine happiness often. These expressions are rare and reserved only for certain situations or occasions. But if you do date him, know that he will devote himself to you and this relationship with all that he has to offer. He probably festers in the pining stage and has far too many lustful thoughts about you, but you’ll never know these things. Bakery dates with him are always very casual and fun. You’ll see a tender side of Rollo when he’s with you, and his usually gloomy eyes are brighter and his prim lips quirk upwards ever so slightly. He’s still horrendous at navigating love, though.
would it be alright if i posts content about my swlfships bcs i have been busy with that for these past few months and wELL or should i make a brand new blog for it?
OK, just got into Tears of Themis and I am low-key obsessed with your good in bed fics. I love everything, from the enemies with benefits to the slight VynxReader drama. Any chances of making part 3, where they actually resolve their feelings but not before trying something with other people and more possessive smut. Thank you and keep up the awesome work.
that's an interesting idea, i might going to make it an entire series baswd on dua lipa's song for the title lmao😭
i was thinking... now that noa's colors have been confirmed (silver hair, golden eyes), i wonder what lavinho's colors are? i was originally on the pink-hair train, but it'd also be pretty cool if he was noa's opposite (golden hair, silver eyes)!
a/n: shout out to that one anon, sorry it took so long!
tw cw // bathroom sex , nsfw , mdni , enemies fucking , something like break up sex but they aren't in a relationship so , dubcon if you squint
“Hey princess” Marius said catching you alone on the bathroom of this mansion. There was a garden party happening right now, forcing you to socialize with those high society brats, yourself included. “Go away, Marius” you replied, not even bothering to look at his way as you re-applied your makeup.
“You really want me to get away when we can do this?” Marius whispered right in your ear then slipped his hand around your waist. You stopped his lips before it could touch your neck. “No, we hate each other remember?” you said to him, still with the same expression as before, bored. “But I hate this party more than I hate you” Marius replied back but you always knew what to say back at him “Well, we aren’t the same because I hate you more”
“C’mon princess, I’m bored as hell here. I already done my fair share of talk with those greedy old bastards” Marius whined, planting his face on the crook of your neck. How to say this, but you really didn’t care and besides maybe this enemies with benefits thing had gone way too long. Maybe it’s time to end this shit once and for all, you thought as you remove his head from your neck and looked face to face at him instead.
“Then go to your little attorney girlfriend. She’s pretty” you said, tapping him on the shoulders before stepping away ready to leave the bathroom but again Marius intercepted your steps. “Hold up, did you reject me because you are jealous?” “No, I’m just saying the truth and truthfully this has gone way too long. We always fight, we are like cocaine and sleeping so it’s better to end it” Marius was speechless, he was confused because for the first time he didn’t sense any sarcastic tone underneath it. For the first time ever you are being sincere with him.
“And honestly I’m thrilled you got someone want to be with your troublesome ass. So what I’m saying is, we’re good Marius” you said, beaming a smile at him. Why did you have to do that? It irked Marius so much that the first time you being sincere and sunshine like this with him was when you thought he was with somebody else. When you were the reason he couldn’t pursue Rosa. She was mature, sweet, kind and playful at times, she balanced him very well. Yet Marius still yearn for you and when you had been nothing but hating him.
Marius wanted nothing more than to wipe that stupid beautiful smile off your face, the next thing he knew he was kissing you, his hand on the mirror while the other one placed on your waist. “Marius- ah!“ you wanted to stop this, he was certainly a bit mad and off but you can’t help but moan when he sucked on your lower lip. You began to kiss him back, damn him and his irresistible tongue!
He hoisted your legs up on his shoulder, his lips had moved form your lips to your neck while his other hand had been all over your body. Marius bit your collarbone a little bit harsher than usual making you yelp out in pleasure. His wandering hand hiking up your shirt revealing your clothed pussy before finally settling in on the opening parts of your lips down there.
“Marius!” You gasped on pleasure while one of his fingers was rubbing you through your panties, it had been damp before but it was soaking wet right now. He was impatient to take it off al the way through, so he opted to pushed it aside, exposing your pussy glistening with your juice.
“Damn look at this glistening pussy, only I can make you wet like this and you are still okay with letting me go after this? Your lips may can lie but your pussy definitely couldn’t”
Marius smirked and you were about to retort something sassy to him back and he knew you, so instead of hearing something he didn’t want. Marius instead one one of his finger inside making you yelp, forgetting about your original complaint. Marius could felt how your pussy had been gushing around his one finger pumped in out and then he added another one, your moans becoming more wanton and needy with the erratic pace of thrust his fingers had been in and out of your body. Marius could felt his cock became suffocated inside of his boxer, it was ready to sprang free and wrapped around your lips down there.
“Are you ready?” Marius said, asking for a confirmation this time, looking you straight at your eyes. You nodded, you couldn’t think of anything else right now. Mind was too clouded with lust to care about your high pride. “Put it in me right now, daddy” you said needily, Marius let out a small chuckle, you always knew the right thing to say to turn him on weren’t you? The same thing with words to break his heart apart to pieces.
With one swift movement Marius placed you on the bathroom stall, your back pressed against it. While his other arm unbuckle his pants and pulling it down just enough for his dick to be free. He didn’t waste a time, almost immediately inserting inside your abdomen. His thrust from the get go was relentless, attacking your lower abdomen in such a brutal pace not letting you adjust to his pretty massive size first. You were taken aback at first but right now your mind only care about cumming all over his pretty cock. And Marius wouldn’t worry about it too much after all he had caved your pussy to his dick shape, with the perfect hold and grip only for him.
Your moans were getting uncontrollable and you didn’t seem to care much if someone had happen to walk in here or hear it. Marius could felt his high was coming, so he kissed your lips in a heated passionate one. Tongues were dancing with each other, his dominating kiss muffled your moans, shifted your attention to his tongue inside your mouth. Marius seated his dick deep inside, hitting your cervix, painting your womb white. With that you came all over him, your cum mixed together inside of you. Marius then broke the kiss, leaving both of you panting and huffing for air from the kiss and your high.
“No, we aren’t good”
Marius then said. If it didn’t prove his point, Marius then didn’t know what else would made you realize that maybe you were mant to be with each other. But you were too dishelved at the moment to response and instead of answering, you found your hands pulling his tie to kiss him hard. Looks like Marius did get his point across though, maybe not to your mind but your body seemed to response to it really well.
