beauty in chaos

seo yeonwoo. ( eris ) goddess of strife and discord. dispatch insider. your pain is my pleasure𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑠 !

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i hope you come back one day because writing on tumblr can be the worst thing in life but it can also be the best. you make friends and have fun which makes tumblr worth it. rping can be hurtful because we have people out therr who pray on people or who are rude as of people dont have feelings. i am sorry you got rude anons along with other things that you felt and i know you dont know me and we haven’t talked before but i hope this feeling passes for you and you come  back felling good and ready to say eff the haters !!

this messages is incredibly sweet and means a lot to me but i doubt i’ll ever be back. i took 7+ months away from krp because of drama and just the stress of things and i was healthier, physically and mentally then. the stress and hatred has becoming far too distressing for me and my anxiety has made me feel like i’ve made no actual friends, if i’m honest. everyone and everything feels so hollow and insincere and i’m just a trainwreck no one should have to deal with. for my sake and other rpers, i think it’s best if i stay gone for good. no one will miss me. people also won’t have to worry about my meltdowns and feelings anymore. whether we talked before or not, i appreciate you reaching out because it means a lot regardless because i was feeling so alone and isolated. it means the world, i can’t explain.it to you how much it means to me. it actually has me in tears, so thank you. really, thank you so much. i appreciate you reaching out to me when i’m so broken and in need.

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i’m honestly done writing, done with eris, done with krp. i’m leaving tumblr rping in general for good.and changing to a different discord for specifically getting a hold of me or wanting to game with me. if you want it, just ask though i doubt anyone cares tbh. i’m not sure what else to say besides i apologize to all those i plotted with or was going to thread with.you deserved better and i wasn’t that. to those waiting for replies, i’m sorry. for those i chased away with my horrible anxiety and depression, i’m even more apologetic. you listened to my stupidity and irrational words and deserve better. i’m so sorry to everyone who came in contact with this account.

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so you're putting eris on hiatus because you realized you actually were just a shitty copycat? it took you long enough to get it through your thick skull. your writing was shitty, your muse was shitty, from what little we see ooc you're whiny and pathetic so it's just better for you to be gone. good riddance, honestly. you're as toxic as the girl you share urls with.

you’re right. you win. eris was a piece of shit. i’m a piece of shit. my writing was shitty. everything about eris and i was shitty and i’m giving it up  YOU WIN.i won’t be around and neither will eris so you don’t have to worry anymore. i’m over it. i’m done. you’ve broken me and i no longer have muse or enjoy writing this character anymore so congratulations on your big win. you’ve driven me to the point of tears and i no longer feel like this is a safe space for me to write and have fun so I hope you’re proud. two thumbs up for you.

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so after much deliberation, I'm putting this account on a hiatus

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tbh depending on how i feel tomorrow when i wake up, i might put eris on hiatus or delete her because my anxiety and depression mixed with the anons i’ve gotten is just wearing me down. i don’t feel wanted nor do i feel eris is wanted so i’m going to sleep on it and think very hard about it.

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this basically still stands. I'm using today away from the dash to make my decision.

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tbh depending on how i feel tomorrow when i wake up, i might put eris on hiatus or delete her because my anxiety and depression mixed with the anons i’ve gotten is just wearing me down. i don’t feel wanted nor do i feel eris is wanted so i’m going to sleep on it and think very hard about it.

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▼ What is their greatest fear?

♕ ➙ ✩ ▼ What is their greatest fear?

Eris fears very little, she is a goddess with unimaginable powers, after all. Nothing within the human realm frightens her to the least but there is one thing, though she’d rather die than admit it, that scares her to her very core; Zeus. Her father is the ruler of Mount Olympus and the most powerful of all the gods, or so the story goes, but he’s also the most vengeful and filled with spite. Ending up on his bad side can mean a never ending trip to Tartarus with the hundred handers and damned to some awful punishment for the rest of eternity. 

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“You’ll never really know what this means to me”

the raven haired male was correct, she couldn’t deny it. it was a mixture of many things that made his statement true, however. when it came to human emotions she could feel them just fine-- she knew pain, she knew anger, she knew misery and elation, none of them were foreign to her. it was more the things humans chose to get emotional over that left her stumped. nothing awe-inspiring or amazing was going. no one was dying, no great tragedy or miracle was occurring. he was merely elated that she had happened to know of a hotel in north chungcheong province that was lousy with spiritual activity. while she wasn’t one for ghosts herself, more absorbed in herself and the living world, she had reliable sources and was more than happy to pass them along if it meant some torture for the poor soul and some fun for those trapped on this plane due to whatever chains held them here.

“uh, it’s no problem, kid.” she managed to pull a reply from her lips, giving her best attempt at a genuine smile. “just don’t think if something bad happens you can run around blaming me, alright?”

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Horrific Headcanons

Send a symbol for a headcanon about my muse. All horror/angst/scifi related.

✘ Have they ever committed a murder? ▼ What is their greatest fear? ✿ Would they ever trust dark or wicked magic? △ Name one thing from their past that they regret. ✂ If they had to choose one weapon to carry forever, what would it be? ☣ Would they kill someone close to them if they had to? ☢ Would they survive an apocalyptic situation? ❣ If someone had the power to bring them back after death, would they want them to? ☠ Do they fear death? ♱ What do they think awaits them after death? ¿ Are they easily frightened? ╳ How would they react to seeing a loved one become possessed? ☹ Name one person they would kill for. ☼ If they had the choice to be immortal with one other person, who would they choose? ☎ How would they react to receiving a phone call from a deceased love one? ★ Do they have a favorite scary movie? Book? Show? ♣ Do they believe the world is made up of good and evil? ♥ Have they ever acting out of heartlessness? ☾ What is their favorite and least favorite thing about the night? ψ Do they think they deserve punishment for their wrongdoings? ϟ Have they ever gotten pleasure from causing others pain? ♚ Do they consider themselves to be evil? ♒ If they could choose how to die, how would they want to go? ™ Are they possessive? ✔ Are they holding a grudge against anyone? ◯ Do they believe in ghosts? ✦ Who is their favorite villain? ☄ While watching a scary movie, are they the one clinging to a friend or being clung to? 웃 Do they believe in aliens?

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‘  if i’m ever murdered i hope they make the chalk outline of my body hot  ’ ‘  i hope you end up ok  ’ ‘  i’m crying my best  ’ ‘  how fucked up would it be if an astronaut was coming back to earth and everybody hid for a bit  ’ ‘  some kid just skateboarded down my street crying  ’ ‘  do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.  ’ ‘  i guess at this point i should just consider dating myself  ’ ‘  which of the three pillars of modern music is your favourite: burnin’ up by the jonas brothers, beautiful soul by jesse mccartney, or lucky by britney spears?  ’ ‘  you know my name… and also my story cause i overshare 24/7 tbh  ’ ‘  @ all of u that hate mint ice cream: what happened  ’ ‘  there is no doubt in my mind i’m really that bitch  ’ ‘  after you hit 21, you start forgetting your age cause ain’t nothing else to look forward to, besides sweet death  ’ ‘  why am i not currently in the italian countryside with a fruit plate wearing a light linen dress? unacceptable  ’ ‘  hands are weird because one of them can do absolutely everything without a problem and the other one can’t even hold a spoon  ’ ‘  remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life  ’ ‘  what the fuck is a good day  ’ ‘  sleeping pattern: ??¿?¿??¿¿¿?¿  ’ ‘  is he………you know…….*makes football throwing motion*….straight?  ’ ‘  does anyone else have a resting bitch face™, but kinda enjoys looking intimidating  ’ ‘  i’m not like most girls [rips off sunglasses]… i like most girls  ’ ‘  time flies when u take a 2hr depression nap in the middle of the day  ’ ‘  roses are red, i’m going to bed  ’ ‘  u know when ur hairs greasy and it makes u feel so so so bad about urself. and ur entire life. everything is awful bc my hair is greasy  ’ ‘  i’m just so glad the word “ugh” was invented  ’ ‘  just another day of loving with all my heart and believing in the universe  ’ ‘  you know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm that’s how I want to feel always  ’ ‘  come into bed and listen to the rain with me  ’ ‘  i hope all my girls out here r safe n being loved  ’ ‘  people are so petty and then here i am, me, an angel,   ’ ‘  i want to have angel wings and be kinder, braver and more tender  ’ ‘  concept: a really nice italian restaurant but it’s spelled “spagooter” on the menu and the waiters won’t take your order unless you pronounce it like that  ’ ‘  i want kids but i’m scared they’ll blame me if they’re ugly  ’ ‘  does anyone have any tips for not thinking about it  ’ ‘  “what’s a queen without her king?” well, historically, better  ’ ‘  i want something that doesn’t taste like alcohol but has a lot of alcohol in it  ’ ‘  i’m alive out of spite  ’ ‘  the beatles wouldn’t even fucking exist if big time rush hadn’t paved the path for them so shut the fuck up  ’ ‘  a bad person? who, me? that would be correct,  ’ ‘  you hate me? wow u think ur hot shit and original huh well i hated me first so u can go grab a number and wait ur turn  ’ ‘  my heart does a little “!” when I see you  ’ ‘  i just want to say from the bottom of my heart i didn’t sign up for this shit  ’ ‘  i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn  ’ ‘  still got love for some people i know i’ll never talk to again.  ’ ‘  my mitochondria clearly aren’t working because this bitch has NO FUCKING ENERGY  ’ ‘  y’all i get attached to people so quickly wth  ’ ‘  i wonder how many strangers hate me bc of how someone else described me to them  ’ ‘  for the 80th year in a row, the song of the summer is Everytime We Touch by Cascada  ’ ‘  it’s weird to think that people who are 5 ft are only 5 subways long ’ ‘  in alcohol’s defense i’ve done some pretty dumb shit while completely sober too  ’ ‘  man this has been the worst life of my life  ’ ‘  having “feelings” is ruining my reputation of being a heartless bitch  ’ ‘  I Have To Be Dramatic. I Have To  ’ ‘  forgive and forget?? haha no resent and remember  ’ ‘  “you’re obsessed with yourself” and you’re not??? sad. tragic  ’ ‘  are people becoming more annoying or am i becoming more angry  ’ ‘  do my dark under eye circles and unwashed hair turn you on  ’ ‘  KIDS REACT TO existentialism and the inevitability of death  ’ ‘  remember to do your best to be positive with a clear mind and believe in aliens because those motherfuckers are real  ’ ‘  personality: I DON’T GIVE A FUCK  ’ ‘  my gender is “pretty boy”  ’ ‘  what others call a rebellious phase i call the sudden realization i don’t deserve to be treated like garbage  ’ ‘  what is a sex drive? where is the sex going? does it even have a license?  ’ ‘  i don’t want to look “pretty” i want to look otherworldly and vaguely threatening  ’ ‘  i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual  ’ ‘  do re me fa so done with you  ’ ‘  ctrl alt delete feelings cause i can’t do this shit no more  ’ ‘  i may seem like an asshole, but deep down i’m a good person and even deeper down i’m a bigger asshole  ’ ‘  should i go back to school tomorrow or should i fling myself into the ocean  ’ ‘  am i too judgemental or is everyone annoying: an autobiography by me  ’ ‘  are we gonna fuckn hold hands tonight or what bitch  ’ ‘  i love drunk me but i don’t trust her  ’ ‘  has anyones crush ever actually worked out for them or is that a myth?  ’ ‘  i say “fight me” a lot for a girl who is 5′3″ and has a hard time opening some doors because they’re too heavy  ’ ‘  if i had a dollar for every time someone called me ugly i’d have 0 dollars bitch u thought lmao  ’ ‘  my last words will probably be sarcastic  ’ ‘  i used to be a straight a student. now i’m not even straight  ’ ‘  ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened  ’ ‘  single and ready to find aliens  ’ ‘  it’s very important that i am both cute and powerful  ’ ‘  i want to make friends but at the same time no  ’ ‘  there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me, it’s called the throne  ’ ‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’ ‘  i’m glad dogs can’t read the ‘no dogs allowed’ signs so they don’t feel sad and feel left out  ’ ‘  we’re all better and gayer people than we used to be  ’ ‘  every time i speak i am reminded why i should not  ’ ‘  every machine is a smoke machine if you operate it wrong enough  ’ ‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’ ‘  the rumors are true: i’m soft and i just want to be loved  ’ ‘  i’m like a hexagon: all my hecks r gone  ’ ‘  we all know that one person you get sexually frustrated just looking at  ’ ‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’ ‘  my kink: not having to set an alarm for the next morning  ’ ‘  on the bright side, at least i am not addicted to cocaine  ’ ‘  they called me stupid?? well joke’s on them i don’t even know what that means  ’ ‘  i might get a lot of shit for saying this but i think it’s fun to enjoy things  ’ ‘  i’m the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person i know  ’ ‘  assert your dominance by calling your friends by their student id number  ’ ‘  there she goes again, being over dramatic and by she, i mean me  ’ ‘  if u don’t know how to respond to something just say ‘how dare you’  ’ ‘  um that’s u’re* not ur  ’ ‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’ ‘  so sick of looking at my purse and not seeing $20,000  ’ ‘  literally want to be rich for the clothes  ’ ‘  me??? upset???? yes constantly  ’ ‘  a good gender neutral term to use is ‘fool’  ’ ‘  today’s schedule: suffer  ’ ‘  my middle name is actually $$  ’ ‘  don’t u hate it when u wake up and ur awake  ’ ‘  i want someone who will light a fire in me  ’ ‘  i want someone who will light me on fire  ’ ‘  i’m too cute for 90% of the shit i go thru  ’ ‘  who needs therapy when you can Realize™ things about yourself alone at 1 am  ’ ‘  why is there so much blood in my alcohol system  ’ ‘  no offense but i am a blessing to this earth  ’ ‘  haha oops i care about you  ’ ‘  they call me calcium because i give everyone strong bones  ’ ‘  do you have that one person that you can’t look at when you’re trying to be mad at them because they’re so cute??  ’ ‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’ ‘  one day i’m gonna say ‘fight me!’ and someone’s just gonna fuckin deck me  ’ ‘  me? a jealous hoe? absolutely  ’ ‘  it’s raining but it’s not men so what’s the point  ’ ‘  i think i may be gayer than i originally planned  ’ ‘  i can’t hang out tomorrow i’m too busy doing nothing alone sorry  ’ ‘  me? overreacting? shit probably  ’ ‘  i would like to publicly announce that i have no idea what i’m doing  ’ ‘  is there a scholarship for trying  ’ ‘  me?? using sarcasm as a defense mechanism??????? what?????  ’ ‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’ ‘  i require a lot of attention or you get a lot of attitude  ’ ‘  “what the fuck” is an emotion now and it’s the only one i have  ’ ‘  you’re important to me, you piece of shit  ’

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( Excuse me anon but how the fuck does someone copy a muse if they are just a few days old? Everyone can have similar ideas to yours, you never own anything, there will always be the same muses with same jobs/backgrounds etc. Get over yourself. It is a hobby and she chosed it. Let her enjoy it.

♕ ➙ ✩  awuh anon, you’re so sweet and it means a lot that you took time out of your day to come to my defense. i basically agree with literally everything you said.it’s rp, there is nothing truly unique anymore so i don’t know what people want from me? eris is eris and that’s what it is. i’m gonna keep her as a muse and try to make her mine and make her unique. so again, thank you for finding me worthy of defense and being on my side; i really needed it.

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What is your favorite dessert? What is your favorite type of candy/treat?

♕ ➙ ✩ Favorite dessert? That’s a tough one, isn’t it. So many delightful foods from so many different cultures and countries. I suppose I’d have to say baklava; the lovely flaky dough, the chopped nuts and sweet, syrupy honey. Have you had it before? It’s everything you could want in a dessert, especially when it’s fresh from the oven.

♕ ➙ ✩ My favorite type of candy is, without any doubt, those little rootbeer hard candies. They’re shaped like barrels, y’know, and they warm me to my core. They only kind of taste like rootbeer but it’s close enough so I won’t complain-- for once.

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Top three things on your wishlist?

    ♕ ➙ ✩  I really personally only wish that Aphrodite would shut the fuck up about how gorgeous and wonderful she is. If you ask me, and let’s face it, I’m a pretty reliable source- I’ve seen a lot of beautiful faces; she isn’t that special. Like, she’s pretty, I’ll give her that but she’s vapid and about as deep as a shallow puddle and she can’t take a joke. She’s a bore, is what I’m saying and what good is a pretty face if it’s all just window dressing.

    ♕ ➙ ✩ Oh fine, you got me. I do wish for one more thing; a really juicy dating scandal. Something like Zico and Seolhyun or that one Crayon Pop girl and Moon Hee Jun. I want something that shakes fans to their cores, that ruins careers and leaves groups in ruins.

    ♕ ➙ ✩  A third wish? Can’t really think of much, There isn’t much I need or want for, to be honest. I’ll just double down on that first wish. God, I hate Aphrodite so much. Give me five minutes alone with her where Zeus isn’t around to save her.

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Interview the Muse

- What is your Full name? Include any maiden names, aliases, or nicknames.

- When is your birthday? Do you know where you were born and at what time?

- What is your star sign? Do you know your Chinese Zodiac too?

- What is your earliest memory that you can remember?

- Where was your childhood home? Was it more urban or rural?

- How was your childhood in general? Did your parents treat you well? Did you have a lot of friends?

- How was/is school? What is your favorite and least favorite subjects? What were your grades on average?

- Did you have a best friend growing up? What was their name? Are you still in touch?

- Were you in any cliques?

- Best childhood memory you can recall?

- Worst childhood memory you can recall?

- Name an event in your childhood that has shaped you into the person you are today

- What is the dumbest thing you have ever done to impress someone? Were they impressed or was it all for naught?

- Did you ever have any sweethearts or lovers? Do you have a boy/girlfriend?

- Are you a virgin?

- Do you ever plan on getting married in your life? Do you want kids?

- Would you rather have your own kids or adopt? How many kids would you want?

- Do you think you'd be a protective parent or a relaxed parent?

- How would you prefer to pass away? Surrounded by loved ones and at peace, or while doing something heroic?

- Generally, how healthy are you? Do you get sick or injured easily or are you fit?

- Have you ever been badly injured before?

- What is the worst injury you have ever gotten? What was it and how did it happen? Were you ever close to death?

- How many times have you been to the hospital/doctor's?

- Have you ever had a concussion or brain injury? Have you ever had amnesia?

- What was the worst illness you ever contacted? Do you know what it was? How long were you sick?

- Ever had any extended hospital stays? What for?

- Have you ever had to give yourself or someone else emergency first aid? What happened?

- Are you employed? Where do you work and who do you work for? What do you do?

- Are you happy with your current job?

- Did you have any previous jobs? What were they and what did you do?

- Most dangerous thing you have ever done?

- Do you consider yourself a more active person or a more relaxed person?

- What is your dream come true? How about your worst nightmare?

- What is the biggest and most important goal you have set for yourself?

- How persistent would you say you are? How much does it take to get you to give up on a task?

- Would you surrender yourself to your enemies or fight to the very end?

- When do you usually do your shopping? What is currently on your shopping list?

- Top three things on your wishlist?

- Currently, what is something you want but do not need?

- Do you like shopping? What is your favorite thing to shop for?

- What is the most expensive thing you have purchased? Was it worth it?

- What would you do if you were suddenly given one billion dollars out of the blue?

- What would you describe your style of clothing as?

- Do you have any hobbies? Name all of them if you can.

- Do you like and appreciate art? What is your favorite piece of artwork?

- Do you like music? What is your favorite style of music?

- Have you ever seen any musicals? What is your favorite?

- What are your top three favorite animals? What would you say your "Patronus" or "Spirit Animal" is?

- What are your top three favorite colors?

- What is your favorite season? Do you prefer hotter or colder weather? Do you like snow at all?

- What kind of flavors do you prefer: Sweet, Sour, Bitter, Spicy, Dry, or Umami (savory meat taste)?

- Can you cook at all?

- What is your favorite dish? Can you prepare it? Do you have the recipe handy?

- What is your favorite fruit and vegetable?

- What is your favorite dessert? What is your favorite type of candy/treat?

- What is the best thing you have ever had the opportunity to eat? What is the worst?

- Do you like to drink tea or coffee? Any favorite flavors?

- Describe your sense of humor.

- What is one thing you are justly proud of?

- Do you have any religious beliefs? If not, have you ever been to a church service?

- What would you say is the worst thing someone has done to you? What is the meanest thing someone has ever said to you?

- What is the worst thing you have done to someone? What is the meanest thing you have said to anyone?

- Share the latest entry in your diary/journal.

- What is the most precious thing you own? Is it valuable at all?

- Talk about someone you know. It can be someone you either like or dislike.

- FREE QUESTION

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@exsv​

oh so vain, oh so self absorbed. maybe she wouldn’t be quite so bad if she weren’t an actual, literal goddess. or perhaps, though, these traits would still run through her veins even if she were just like any other human. maybe she wouldn’t be any different but if you were to ask her otherworldly known acquaintances they would tell you she was one of the worst, even among the likes of aphrodite who was the most beautiful, or even her father zeus, the most powerful and feared god on olympus. even among the elite, among the best, she couldn’t help but boast and gloat, trying to prove who was better, who had done greater things. yes, eris, if she were judged by the same laws as men, would be guilty beyond doubt of the sin of pride.

that’s why when she slammed into the male, his head tucked down and eyes glued to the sidewalk, she couldn’t help but lash out, taking no responsibility for the collision. in her brain it was his fault and his alone. she had been walking there and he had the audacity to slam into her, splattering her beautiful, not to mention expensive, white blouse with coffee. “this is a joke, right?” she scoffed, eyes boring into him with such intensity they threatened to start cause a spark that would burn the stranger to ashes. “a six hundred dollar blouse, ruined! were you even watching where you were going?

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sentence starters from random songs on my playlist part 2

part 1

“Fuck that, I’d rather die with honor”

“You’ll never really know what this means to me”

“I just don’t know what to do without you anymore”

“You and all your friends were all right about me all along”

“Do you sleep anymore?”

“I’ll make damn sure that you can’t ever leave”

“Now everybody’s dead”

“Babe, you look so cool”

“But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?”

“I’ll admit that I hate this if there’s no other way out”

“Forget your scars, we’ll forget mine”

“I won’t let you down I swear this time I mean it”

“No one adores me yet”

“I’m hoping you could save me now but you break and fold”

“I can never leave the past behind”

“Would you lie with me and just forget the world?”

“Don’t waste your tears on me”

“Without you, I’m no one”

“I don’t know what to do when she makes me sad.”

“If you love me let me go”

“We’re through ‘cause you could never love me back.”

“I’m thinking maybe I can’t have relationships 'cause lately they’re not making any sense”

“Don’t let this fucking world tear you apart”

“I want you all for me”

“Trust that I’m being true”

“I want to love you but I don’t know how.”

“You say that you need closure are you just giving up on us?”

“Why can’t we start this over”

“You said that you would let go but I guess you didn’t mean what you said.”

“I can’t believe I’m fucking dealing with this”

“So maybe I’m just crazy for believing this shit…”

“I’m not that pitiful”

“I know it doesn’t feel right but you did what you did and I have to end it all”

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@queenclom​

jiyoon was the only woman for eris, that much was certain. despite her turbulent and unpredictable nature, the one constant for the goddess of discord was that she was madly in love with the younger goddess, whose beauty rivaled even that of aphrodite, a goddess whose beauty was something so special those one mount olympus feared she would cause wars.if eris were to be truthful, aphrodite was plain and couldn’t hold a candle to jiyoon but that was neither here nor there. eris tried to think of nothing but jiyoon as the bartender with brightly colored orange hair passed. she tried to think of that petite waist that she loved planting delicate kisses on. tried desperately to focus on those sweet velveteen lips that belonged to her and her alone but the temptation was real and as the delightfully thick pair of thighs passed by again, she couldn’t help but lick her lips. if the bartender was looking for tips, she was certainly dressed properly; an outfit that showed off every curve- curves eris would’ve been absolutely ecstatic to explore had things been different. 

making her way from her table tucked towards the back, she took a seat at the bar, hoping to catch the attention of the voluminous woman. maybe she couldn’t touch but looking certainly wouldn’t hurt anyone, she reasoned. now that only a small distance separated them, eris couldn’t shake the feeling that something was different about this girl and not in the cheesy pickup line kind of way. she wasn’t mortal but she definitely didn’t belong to eris’ world. a finely trimmed eyebrow rose slowly, a glass of wine raising to her lips as she watched the girl, unblinking, unmoving, trying to figure out the puzzle. she made quick work of her current glass of wind, gesturing towards the redhead with a sense of urgency. “another wine, please.” she purred, eyes locking with the female for as long as she could manage.