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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]

I miss you.

But I think I always will.

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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳 damn I’m old

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Like I had a choice?

I still think of you.

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Hi

Idk who still follows me that cared at some point and looks at tumblr but I wanted to make a post about the now.

I am now 27

I have been in a relationship for almost 3 years and we got married 1 year ago in February

I have 2 dogs and 1 cat

I have a (temporary) job

I have my own place

I am alive. Content (most days). And grateful.

I am grateful for life and for all of you that helped me find my way through when I didn’t think there was an end to the dark tunnel I was drowning in.

I still have bad days, some worse than others but

I am ok.

I don’t remember exactly when I started this blog, somewhere around 2010-2011 if I’m guessing.

It’s 2022 now.

And i made it.

I may post on this blog occasionally if I’m struggling some days I remember the black and white side of tumblr was an escape but I may be more active on my “regular” if at all.

Who knows, I may start another.

We’ll see with time.

I hope you all are having great fulfilling lives because you deserve them.

I love you.

1/30/2022

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