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‼️‼️stop posting you starving yourself under ed recovery and pro recovery tags no one wants to see that thank you‼️‼️
back
the relapse has been a long time coming. i'm simultaneously excited and disappointed. to be in control of myself again is all i have left to want. i miss the way my hands used to tremble.
just burnt the fuck out of my hand cooking
i feel like this is a sign
very unpopular ana opinion i actually despise diet coke/pepsi. hot tea gal for life🙌
been getting back into the swing of things, forgot how rewarding starving feels. being productive without doing anything🙈🙈
food log today: (binged, ngl didnt want to know how many cals)
-a whole medium vegan pizza
-berry smoothie
-about 2 cups of glazed pecans
-vegan glazed donut
-big ass bowl from chipotle with black beans, brown rice, guacamole, salsa, and some mixed veggies like corn and lettuce
-few tortilla chips
gonna have to fast until my birthday on saturday so i can possibly (probably not) wear a swimsuit to my lake party:(
miss when fasting felt good both mentally and physically, now it just hurts and i feel weak all the time. cant say i dont like it but makes it hard to appreciate everything else going on
relapsing again lol, hate everything!
omg guess who’s relapsing asf ahaha kill me😜
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so you’re telling me my stomach hurts because i haven’t eaten but when i eat it makes my stomach hurt
got it
okay so thats a fucking lie
me fasting: I don’t wanna do this
me binging: I don’t wanna do this
me restricting: I don’t wanna do this
me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this
literally
i feel so disgusting where has my self control gone someone pls get me out of here so i can starve comfortably
sometimes i feel like my restrictive eating disorder is starting to turn into a binge eating disorder
that time is now
quick protip: if someone is crying or freaking out over something minor, eg wifi not connecting, can’t find their hat, people talking too loud, do NOT tell them how small or petty the problem is to make it better. they know. they would probably love to calm down. you are doing the furthest possible thing from helping. people don’t have to earn expressions of feelings.
I’m just gonna put it out there that if someone’s freaking about something small, they’re really freaking out about something big that they’re trying to deal with, or something long term that’s been building up, and that little thing is the straw that broke the camel’s back.
I don’t know, try and give people the benefit of the doubt. Don’t be the next straw on their broken back.
yes! omg!
the day my thighs stop jiggling when i walk is the day i will be truly happy
