Trashblog

Sho, 23, she/her, a chaotic, awkward, bisexual, who loves to make people laugh

[policyoftruth]

fuck you *unstreusels your kuchen*

[cptsdwillgraham-deactivated2019]

beep beep sometimes when you have been in survival mode for a long time the parts of you dedicated to Wanting Things atrophy and you forget how to envision a future that feels rewarding because you are busy with the business of staying alive, and it can seem like your life must be pointless because you can’t imagine any long term goals. sometimes even when you leave survival mode you can’t remember how to Want Things. that doesn’t mean you need to give up on having a good and fulfilling life, it just means that Wanting Things is a muscle you need to gradually strengthen. the part of you that has dreams and aspirations is still there, it just fell asleep, but if you wiggle it enough it can and will regain feeling. it’s okay to start small

[weaselle]

i’ve been in recovery from this for almost two years now… like, i stopped being super depressed but it didn’t mean i remembered how to feel joy or excitement etc. It’s a process, and sometimes it seems like you’re wiggling as much as you can and you’re not getting any feeling back, but keep at it.

find anything. does warm water feel good? stand in the shower and carefully hold that warm water feeling, feel as much of that feels good feeling as you can, memorize its face, remember it later, look forward to it next time. Anything, the sweetness of a peice of candy, the salty taste of a french fry, the softness of a fleece blanket, the relief from taking off shoes at the end of a long day..

anything that feels even a tiny bit good for even a second; try to cup that feeling in your hands, breathe into it like a tiny flame you are trying to catch back into a proper fire. Keep at it

[pettycentral]

[desperate-acts-of-capitalism]

But with your help, we can make next year even worse for Elon Musk

[thelovers-thedreamers-and-me]

[tam--lin]

Posts that are better with timestamps enabled.

[catchymemes]

[funnytwittertweets]

[rubysapphrald]

collection

[madderhatter]

[memorycycle]

hey girl wanna come back to my place and chew on the ethernet cable

[youhavethewrong]

*steps out of my room covered in blood, severely disheveled, and with signs of having been crying for hours* I sent that e-mail I had to send

[bakwaaas]

I think you carry the people you’ve loved with you forever, not in a ‘you can never get over them’ way but more like loving them changed you and it meant something and you have to make peace with that

[bat-bestie]

how am i supposed to function under these conditions [sleepy]

[bluebandana]

i love canceling plans. dear maria count me out

[gummybearattacktheworldofdespair]

[magicicapra]

[unbotheredmuse]

[joshpeck]

it's serving absolute vagina

[blackvelvetofnight]

I am not immune to the charms of a weird fucked up little creature

[concerningwolves]

sorry i was so weird but you invoked a topic i am incapable of being normal about