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lili ୨♡୧ liliana ୨♡୧ she/her ୨♡୧ 20+

very old tumblr user with a new blog. Have been through the trenches. Very much a multidfandom blog.

I love reading fics and making ocs for series I like.

Occasionally write. You can find my writing in @constantcrybaby

♡ interests:

୨♡୧ animanga (too much to list) ♡ bungou stray dogs, moriarty the patriot, pandora hearts, the case study of vanitas, the apothecary diaries.

୨♡୧ video games (mostly rpgs) ♡ final fantasy, tales of, dragon age, baldur's gate 3. red dead redemption 2.

୨♡୧ slashers/horror ♡ house of wax, scream, behind the mask, halloween

୨♡୧ gacha games (sadly) ♡ twisted wonderland, love and deepspace, ikevil, ikepri, lovebrush chronicles.

୨♡୧ comics (rarely read, mostly watch) ♡ batman, marvel cinematic universe in its heyday. Occasional non-superhero comic.

(all dividers by @ omi-resources)

#navi

lucilledraws

I heard you all like creepy entities 👀

Due to my weird childhood and my weird brain, I have this very unhelpful compulsion to conceal Everything I do from Everyone. I Cannot be observed performing any action, no matter how mundane. My nervous system is convinced I'm gonna, like, Get In Trouble for eating food at dinnertime or sleeping in my bed at bedtime.

I've taken to asking myself, "Okay does this task actually require subterfuge or am I stealing a balloon on Free Balloon Day"

natalieironside

I see from the notes that we're all havin a normal one 👍

#honestly every time I want to go ‘I need to chill and think about myself less’#my not so chill parents prove exactly why I’m acting like this post so #🥰#me

kosmogrl

manwhorewednesdays

This is actually such a crucial part of healing from neglect and abuse and I have to add to this.

Because indeed, people who like you will not roll their eyes and sigh at the idea of accommodating your needs, they will value your voice and be upset with you about injustice done to you, not at you for "being difficult". They will be happy when you find a way to live a better life, and help you to get there. If you are struggling, someone who loves you wants to see you smile, not tell you to smile because "you have it so good".

pitviperofdoom

I try not to fall into the "I never liked their work anyway" ditch when an artist/creator reveals themself to be a terrible person

BUT

a feeling I do have and will stand by is "While I enjoyed their work overall I did have some gripes that I overlooked out of affection and whimsy, but now that my loyalty is gone and my affection tainted there is nothing holding me back from enumerating my many grievances, to which the revelations of the creator's shittiness may or may not provide a new and infuriating context."

beatrice-otter

#such a good summation of this actually#because yeah there’s usually things that were always present#but which were easy to overlook or give the benefit of the doubt#that suddenly become relevant after a revelation about the creator#and it’s really not the same thing as the self-defensive “’I never liked it anyway’

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