I hope one day I’ll be able to
think of you without breaking up,
speak of you,
without tearing up,
and forget about you
like you forgot me.
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Janaina Medeiros

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Origami Around

Discoholic 🪩

blake kathryn

if i look back, i am lost
Not today Justin
todays bird
YOU ARE THE REASON
cherry valley forever
Monterey Bay Aquarium
occasionally subtle

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
trying on a metaphor

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Keni

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noise dept.
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
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@noorthernlightz
I hope one day I’ll be able to
think of you without breaking up,
speak of you,
without tearing up,
and forget about you
like you forgot me.
You used to be my best friend,
and honestly,
I want to say I still love you,
but these days,
your hugs feel cold in a warm room,
your stare feels icy in a desert,
and your words feel like icicles piercing against my skin.
Worst of all,
once upon a time,
I called you my best friend.
Goodbye, friend.
Goodbye my love.
They said goodbyes were never easy and they’re right.
Right now,
the only thing keeping me sane is this liquid in a bottle.
I want to hate you
but I love you,
I want so badly,
to turn a blind eye,
not a care in the world,
but oh boy,
baby boy,
I care,
so much,
too much.
teach me to hate you
so perhaps,
i just might not care so much.
I miss you baby
what will it take for you
to take me back
to love me back
to hold me in your arms
once again
like i’m yours
just once more
for this one night
baby
just this one time
would it kill you
for just this one time.
These days, I find happiness at the floor of a bottle.
I feel like a hypocrite,
preach so passionately against it,
yet the first to reach for it,
wanting so badly to hate it,
but finding it so easy to love it.
taste so foul,
yet the feeling so sweet,
and a flicker of life,
coming across eyes,
seemingly gone dead,
for just this moment,
I finally feel alive,
maybe truly alive,
so toxically alive,
once again.
JuSt KnOw YoU wIlL aLwAyS hAvE a PlAcE 2 cAlL hOmE wItH Me, AmOr
Right here,
in my arms,
there will always be a place
for you to call home
even when it feels like its been so long since you’ve long been home
even when it feels like we’ve been estranged
practically strangers at this point
right here
in my arms,
is a place called home
designated for yours truly.
I love you baby
even though you don’t love me
in this moment right now
but maybe
just maybe
someday you will
and we will find our way back to eachother
and fit in eachother’s arms
like the snug little puzzle pieces we once were
because that’s who you were to me
my special
one and only
puzzle piece
my long lost puzzle piece
where have you been
too long its been
since you’ve fit so snugly back in my arms,
the very place,
that is your home,
come back home baby.
come back home.
Tonight,
As I sit here,
hunched over a store-bought dinner,
alone,
I remember younger days,
y’know this meal,
would have been something of a luxury to younger me,
because you see,
I hail from a family,
where homemade was always the signature menu,
any question of “can I get this or that”
was always met by,
“we have better food at home.”
and tonight,
and many nights prior,
I think I’ve finally realized that,
it’s finally hit home,
the food is as a matter of fact better at home,
except I’m not home,
It’s actually been too long since I’ve been back home.
maybe one day you will look at me and realize that you weren't there for me as much as you lied to yourself and me that you were.
I don't think you'll ever really understand.
Sometimes I look up to the skies,
and wonder if the tables were turned,
would you do the same for me,
could you look me in the eyes
and tell me that in truth?
or would that be
another broken promise
hidden away
stuffed away in the books
a tale left untold
for another day
because let's face it
let's be real here,
if you and I are being honest,
you've put me in some comprising situations,
but instead of holding my hand through it all,
I learned to walk this path alone
all alone
the melody of silence rings in my ears
echoing through empty halls
and across barren fields
singing a song
where the chorus
boils down to three
me
myself
and
I
Love is dead to me
Rest in peace
or pieces I should say
I bury you today
the very notion of love is dead to me
non existent
extinct even
you lust for the warmth,
the touch of my body
for your fingertips to press into my flesh
but you don’t love me
and I knew that
from the moment
you left me with tears stinging my eyes,
the throes of heartbreak lullabying me to sleep.
Dear Tumblr
A reiteration but here goes nothing or something ...
in the eyes of the beholder kind of thing ... I guess ...
Anyhow ...
Dear Tumblr,
I've never been an avid Tumblr-er? (is that what it's even called?)
Although there was this phase in 2019
Oh 2019 ...
anyhow,
you might not know this Tumblr,
but hear this,
you've really helped me.
More than you know.
Even now,
2022,
here as I sit,
hunchbacked over a laptop I never really thought I would own,
in a structure I'm supposed to call home yet feel so estranged to,
you're helping me,
as you give me a glimpse of me.
Really me.
Who I used to be.
Who I am.
You see, Tumblr,
I've lost sight of her,
that girl I used to be,
erm- the girl I still am,
(gotta start correcting myself here)
(fake it til you make it kinda thing?)
for quite some time now.
You see, Tumblr,
life has led me down quite the rabbit hole
Some rabbit hole I tell you.
Maybe I will tell you about it.
Maybe I'll keep it under wraps.
Who knows?
Save it for another time.
Anyways, yeah,
the rabbit hole,
call me Alice in Wonderland now?
I just...
Tumblr,
I really needed this reminder,
so erm thank you.
'Til next time ...
Ta Ta
("Ta Ta"? Really? Who is she?)
This is a mood 😻.
Uhh is he nursing? #cats #blackcat #fyp #foryou #kitten #meow #funny #lol
Follow me on my TikTok handle @noorthernlightz! All about my kitties! First video is featuring my 11 week old kitten, Zaytoon (means Olive in Arabic ;)
Their insatiable thirst for human urine is causing some problems
goats came for people’s piss in 2018 and tumblr slept on it??? what did tumblr care about more than rampaging piss goats???
we were trying to prevent crave that mineral 2 from happening but thanks for dropping the ball
they crave that peepee!
john darnielle callout post
So apparently the way to get a free helicopter ride is to crave pee ... hmm interesante 🤔
now, begin thy magic spell
Disney princess marathon in aisle 9, please?
More adventures in Geode cakes and marbled marshmallow fondant.
YES. 💙
*Please hit the CC button for English subtitles* The kitten wants to stay with her mom forever... #KritterKlub Subscribe: goo.gl/dGz4TU Get
I promise you, you will cry after seeing this video. 😔💔