Who have you hugged in the past month?:
oh so many people
Who did you last drink or smoke up with?:
that's not my thing
What furniture do you own?:
so many kinds...
How many board games do you own?:
not enough imo
How often do you find yourself doing laundry?:
every week
What are some names that seem to be coming up a lot in your life lately?:
i don't really know
What does your BIGGEST mug look like?:
i'm not sure
Newest musical discovery?:
i'm not sure
Last thing you cleaned?:
the house
What exactly do you carry around all your stuff in?:
backpack
What do you carry around, typically?:
phone, chapstick, school stuff.
Where is your newest scar?:
idk
Where is your oldest scar?:
idk
What is your Mercury sign?:
capricorn i think
Last thing you disposed of?:
>> I don’t remember.
Are you good at recovering from injuries?:
>> I was not aware you can be “good” or “bad” at recovering from injury. Seems like a weird value judgement to make.
How many different public restrooms have you used this week?:
>> Zero. I honestly can’t remember the last time I used a public restroom at all.
What colour are the hand rails at your house?:
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How’s the paint job?:
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Do you have more piercings or tattoos?:
>> More tattoos than piercings.
What is the sum of the two facets above?:
>> 3 versus 2. 3 versus 3 if you want to count the earlobe piercings separately.
What was the last picture someone sent you?:
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Did you hear a siren today?:
>> I did not.
What do you typically drink?:
>> Sparkling water and tea.
Last bad news you heard?:
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Last good news you heard?:
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How much change do you have on you, roughly?:
>> I don’t have any change on me.
What is a strength of yours?:
>> My multiplicity.
What do you feel good about today?:
>> I had some good food today.
When was the last time you just looked up at the sky and smiled?:
>> I don’t remember. It certainly wasn’t any time recently, ain’t shit to smile at up there right now.
What are you doing to improve or maintain your health currently?
>> I eat well, drink water, and I move my body around when I remember to. Same old shit everyone else is doing.
^To add to that, what are some other things you could be doing?
>> Doesn’t matter. That’s what I am doing and that’s all I care about. I’m not an optimisation problem to be solved.
How much do you currently weigh?
>> Around 175 lbs, if I recall correctly.
How much do you want to weigh?
>> I literally do not care.
Do you ever look at someone’s social media posts and feel a little jealous?
>> Of course, all the time.
^If so, why is that?
>> Because a lot of people have or can do a lot of things I wish I had or could do.
What book(s) are you currently reading?
>> Fabius Bile: Primogenitor by Josh Reynolds.
What chores did you today?
>> None.
What chores do you need to do?
>> If I needed to do any, I’d have done them.
What are you wearing currently?
>> Short housedress and bathrobe and some kind of big fuzzy hat situation. And blanket. Two blankets, actually. I miss being warm.
Do you like how your hair looks today?
>> It looks the same every day – unremarkable.
Are you on a diet?
>> Amn’t.
do you think you are attractive?
>> No. If I were attractive, I’d be attracting people. I don’t seem to attract people, so I must not be attractive. Now, am I my own type? Also no, to be fair.
Do you have anyone you can trust?
>> With what?
What are some things you plan to do tomorrow?
>> I will most likely play a video game and watch a movie. Stationary bike in the morning if I remember. Everything else will be decided in the moment.
Are you behind on things?
>> I am not behind on anything.
Do you take time to rest?
>> Of course. My body demands it and I’m not in the habit of denying it what it needs (not intentionally, that is, and assuming it’s within my power to provide it).
What health problem are you struggling with currently?
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What does your heart long for?
>> Desire. Connection. Devotion.
Do you take life day by day?
>> There is no other way for me to take it.
Have you been struggling with bitterness lately?
>> Not lately lately, but this has been a common theme overall in the past few years.
Do you have a lot of questions?
>> I mean, sure, I guess.
Is it snowing where you live?
>> Incessantly.
Do you watch the snow fall?
>> Sometimes.
Are you spiritual?
>> Possibly by someone’s definition. It’s not a word I use for myself, but it’s often used to describe things I care about or interact with.
Have you ever experienced anything supernatural?
>> Nothing is supernatural. If it happens, if it exists, then it is natural. Now, have I ever had a unique subjective experience that was not shared by people around me? That’s basically my entire existence.
Do you believe in spiritual gifts?
>> Do I believe that people can scry, divine, that sort of thing? Sure, I don’t see why not. I also don’t see how it’s my business to evaluate the veracity of someone else’s experience unless they’re trying to sell me something, which I won’t be buying because I don’t trust someone else’s subjectivity to interact properly with my own like that. I’ll always be happy to have my cards read in a casual setting by a friend, but other than that I’m good. I can do all that shit myself if I need to.
Do you believe in callings?
>> Do I think people can be called to a specific way of living or devotional practice or something like that? Sure, I don’t see why not.
If so, do you know what your call is?
>> I do not use this framework in my own self-conception.
What superpower do you wish you had?
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What superpowers, if any, DO you have?
>> I can be both overstimulated and understimulated at the same time.
Do you have too much clutter in your home?
>> I don’t, but the person I live with has quite a bit of it.
Have you ever tried weed?
>> LOL yes.
Have you ever considered smoking pot and then decided not to?
>> Obviously not.
Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
>> Many, many times.
If you were rich, would you get a professional photo shoot done?
>> Absolutely. You have no idea how quickly I’d get one done. I dream of a photographer capturing me in a way that makes me feel beautiful, artful. Surely it must be possible.
Do you own slipper socks?
>> I have like 6 pairs. I never wear them.
Do you stalk anyone on facebook? (be honest lol)
>> I do not.
Have you ever completed a 30 day photo challenge?
>> I have not.
Have you ever taken a photo every day for a year?
>> I considered doing this for 2026 and then reality kicked in and I was like “lmao be for fucking real”. I could always stand to take more photographs but one a day for no real reason except the challenge is just overkill.
^If not, would you ever want to try that?
>> That’s me sorted for not reading ahead.
Have you ever thought about what your new year’s resolution will be yet?
>> I don’t do that.
Do you get enough exercise?
>> Most likely not but I get some and that’s always going to be better than none. Also, I have noticed some strength/flexibility changes even with my variable efforts, so it really is tangibly better than none.
Are jeggings your favorite pants?
>> They are not.
Do you have way too many photos stored on your computer?
>> I don’t.
Do you take a lot of selfies?
>> I don’t.
What is something that’s a mystery to you?
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Do you have any painful memories?
>> Certainly.
Do you pray?
>> I do not.
In what social class are you?
>> None of them. I am barely a member of society.
In what social class to you wish to be?
>> Despite the obvious horrors, I’m actually fine with being outside of the class system. It’s where I belong.
Do you ever imagine that you are English royalty?
>> I… most certainly do not do that.
Do you have any English ancestry in you?
>> Hopefully not.
What is the origin of your last name?
>> I think in this world it’s French or adjacent.
What is the meaning of your first name?
>> No one knows. I’m pretty sure it was just straight up invented for the Arthuriana stories…
^Whatever it is, do you feel that it fits you?
>> Having a name that exists outside of the way names are usually established on this world is pretty fitting for me, yes.
Do you ever multi-task?
>> Only with music, and only things that require low cognitive load.
Are you multi-tasking right now?
>> I am not. Anything regarding language is impossible for me to multitask with.
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