10 Lubak @not-a-spy-garak - Tumblr Blog

Hello!

My name is Elim (yes like Garak)

I am a 21yo transmasc artist, writer, cosplayer, barista, and college student

I love everything Cardassian and Star Trek

Inbox always open!

Find me on:

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I used to always pray to god or whoever for someone like my current partner and get mad when he wouldn’t answer. Now that I have my partner, now that I told them my most deep secrets and they still want to be with me I am even more mad at god. Like why now? Why not when I was going through hell? Why not when I was destroying myself and begging for anyone to come help me? Why???

#apologies for the lack of star trek content #going through it rn #not trek

I have *cough cough* recently realized that being obsessed with Cardassians as long as I have makes you very into neck kissing and other things

#LMAO SORRYYY #shit post #cardassians #cardassia #star trek

Trying not to blog about my relationship since this is a star trek blog but I’m so happy😭 Like I have the time of my life at STLV and then I got back to my boyfriend and it’s everything i’ve ever wanted. like it’s so good I think I could finally write fics where Garak is happy now too

#not trek #relationship #elim garak

Recently went on an official first date with someone I have been waiting my whole life for and my mom comes along and says

“Okay I get you had this set up ahead of time whatever this is but I did end up driving up here (to help me move) so setting a time would be more respectful.”

And continues to be like a fucking wounded child the whole day.

#not trek #another episode of Elims abusive parents podcast

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BUNCH OF LIZARDS

@xbuggyxboyx @deepspaceace @timetravellr14

januarymedley

Oh my god they all nailed it 😆

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Thank you thank you😌

Some more STLV photos! I promise they will end soon

#my cosplay #stlv #star trek las vegas #casey biggs #star trek #ds9 #elim garak #star trek ds9 #deep space nine

Thank you @jimkirkbootybitch for the photo

#my cosplay #dukat is such a whore!#star trek #ds9 #elim garak #star trek ds9 #gul dukat #skrain dukat #stlv #star trek las vegas #garak

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Had so much fun at STLV this year as Julian Bashir and met a ton of awesome cosplayers!

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IT WAS SO NICE TO MEET YOU!!

-Elim

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The pleasure was mine my dear Mr. Garak!!

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Until we meet again, Doctor…

#stlv #star trek las vegas #elim garak #julian bashir

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Had so much fun at STLV this year as Julian Bashir and met a ton of awesome cosplayers!

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IT WAS SO NICE TO MEET YOU!!

-Elim

THIS THING IS INSANE

For everyone who has played and loves Star Trek Online

#star trek online #star trek #CUV Damar #cardassian ship #cardassian #Damar #ds9 #star trek ds9 #deep space nine

If anyone has any photos of me from the con I would love to see them!!!! I have a bunch already

#my cosplay #stlv #star trek

Thank you to everyone who made this stlv so special 🫶🫶 It’s only so much fun to cosplay when people care about the shows and characters. Love you allllll

#stlv #my cosplay #star trek #ds9 #elim garak #star trek ds9 #deep space nine

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Some STLV day two shenanigans

@theattractiveshrubbish and I

I’ve been meeting so many mutuals… I love you all!! Casey and Jeff were so nice 😭 Casey let me pick out a photo at his table for him to sign for free and then I gave him one of the Garak Shop ribbons I have

#ur garak is so good!!!!!!#did u draw on the swirls on the fabric by hand like i did lol #< prev #YES I DID

I was reading a garashir fic at the orchestra concert 💀