Not_the_otherguy

Singer, lyricist, Cyclist, photographer, writer, traveller etc.. IG - not_the_otherguy

[not-the-otherguy]

An year down

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“You’re not in love with me, not really, you just love the way I always made you feel. Like you were the center of my world. Because you were. I would have done anything for you.”

— Abby McDonald

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Jodi Picoult; Lone Wolf

[quotemadness]

“Some things are private. Some things needed to be said, even when the person who needed to hear them couldn’t hear anything.”

— Rachel Vincent (via quotemadness)

[not-the-otherguy]

I wish I could comfort you,

Bring you a hot cup of coffee,

Light a candle of hope,

Cook you happiness,

Play a melody to put a smile on your face,

Show you places that calm your soul

Give you a hug to burn away your loneliness...

- AR

[not-the-otherguy]

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Bombay Bicycle Club’s A Different Kind of Fix album art by illustrator Katie Scott

[not-the-otherguy]

One can never go wrong with white shoes...

[not-the-otherguy]

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[not-the-otherguy]

Breath & embrace the chaos...

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[estrellablogg]

Ağır ağır ölürler ; okuyamayanlar , müzik dinlemeyenler , vicdanlarında hoşgörüyü barındırmayan.. ⭐

[wallflowerbloom]

No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world.

We don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for.

(Dead Poets Society, 1989)

[not-the-otherguy]

I used to say I was free

Now all these people wanna keep on taking pieces of me

They take away everything, had everything that I needed

They held me down, let me drown

They spit me out right through the teeth

I can't pretend, ash in the wind, won't blow again

It was a breeze for you

These hurricanes inside of my brain, let it rain

Made it look easy

Can't look away, you love the pain, you love the pain

Watchin' me bleed

You cut me down on my knees

No matter what you believe

I think we both can agree

That you can't blame it on me....

-posty

[not-the-otherguy]

Better watch ya friends they all talking

Friends turn enemies often

Yeah they wanna see me in the coffin

These days I don't really trust them

These days I don't really love them...

[not-the-otherguy]

Sometimes it's 2 am ,

When there is no one to talk and nothing to do.

The head hits the pillow , music numbs the brain like an injection of morphine, lyrics cuts through the vague thoughts of miseries like a knife slitting a healing wound. Memories over flow with rage ,tears ,regrets and the lessons learnt like the blood oozing out of a dead man's corpse.

It's 3 am

Sitting , walking , fidgeting and pacing in anxiousness of the past mistakes. Thinking, where it all went wrong ,was it even supposed to go along? Maybe ,it was my fault. I'll get over it and reassuring myself to enjoy the company of myown and the few around me. I am not alone.

Back to the bed,when the clock hits 4 am. Flashes reoccurring through my head. I lay frozen and paralysed on my bed. Floating in second thoughts , reminding myself. I don't own anyone ,any debt.

Before sleeping around five, read and scrolled through the phone. Looking for hope or someone to tell me.

"It's just one those nights, better days await. Keep it up, you'll get through it. It's just the start,not the end "

-AR

[not-the-otherguy]

What is love ?

The kisses won't excite you,the sex will be like food,the talks will be endless,the arguments ? Uncountable,the good moments will come in all forms of ups and downs.

The thing is that there will always be struggle,there will be boredom,there will be frustration, a good amount of good and bad moments.

I don't mean that love is fake or overated.When you love someone just the tone of that person can break or make your day Love is a beautiful feeling but like us humans it has it's ugliness which many don't accept and keep jumping from someone to another.

It's euphoria that shall be earned ,that has to be cherished , that has to be matured by two souls entangled into one another.Love will change you.It's necessary to be with a person who corrects you when you are wrong ,who knows your ugliness and helps to create something beautiful.

It's two people not giving up on each other,love is fighting, arguing, getting hurt , changing, evolving, kissing stretch marks, marking territories, it's dilating of eyes ,mind getting lost, it's smiles with tears , it's pain and pleasure...

Both ,Pain and pleasure should have a balance... Too painful is harmful and all pleasure is an illusion...

-AR