TEA of my life: lessons a not-yet-twenty realized.
I haven't posted in a while due to certain reasons;
school stuff, personal things like being drowned in a journal, being a daughter, a sibling, a friend and a human being, and just essentially living doing productive stuff.
going on, as I go through this journey to adulting, though i am not really not that much of an adult having certain huge adult responsibilities, but I am kind of preparing myself so when it's right in front of me, I know how to respond, think fast and resolve smart. wouldn't we want to be ahead but not too ahead that we may miss certain areas of life we should have met.
having said that, I spent the week feeling demotivated, lazy, unproductive, starting the day late (as in after 8:00AM) and that made me frustrated, can't finish a thing in my to-do-list, distracted with all the noises in front, side, back, surrounding me (or maybe i could have just said "surrounding" instead of going through with the words, right, well, that's style). I was like a human but not a being (I don't actually get it, well, my choice of words sometimes confuse me), not sure if I was emotionally, mentally or physically tired. I was lost.
I am pretty sure we all go through that. we have days, weeks or even months like that. it's inevitable. and you know what, I LOVE MOMENTS LIKE THAT,
First, it's a break. You get to take your time but not actually wasting your time. You get my point? You're just resting from all of it, taking a pause and preserving more energy to make yourself very useful when you get back. It's actually a beautiful thing. It's like an automatic rest before feeling BURNOUT. So when that happens, you're essentially saving yourself from feeling burnt out with all the things.
Second, the moment you're resting, your mind and body collects energy with the things you do, even in just sitting or sleeping or even playing your video games. They get alerted and when you get back, they tend to be more useful than ever before you took a break. They'll make you think more and go fast handed in finishing the things needed to be done. Makes you more productive.
Third and last, it makes you think if it is really the thing you love doing. If the tiredness you feel of that certain thing gives you satisfaction or just plain exhaustion and draining? Now, that's on you to assess.
This is a photo of my favorite tea. I made this blog while drinking my favorite tea. As I was drinking to take a rest and have some quality time for myself, my mind just shifted into a beautiful realization, and took the moment to share it with everyone because the goal is to take a part into inspiring someone.
again, it's not always a BAD thing. it may be a bad thing as you wanna push it, but it will only remain bad if you don't respond to it as how you're supposed to. He doesn't give us burdens we can't quiet carry, instead He gives us burdens because He wants us to realize that we have hidden potentials we haven't met yet.
22nd of May, 2021. Saturday.
your not-yet-twenty something