{RP}Angeal Hewley

  You're a little more important than my sword... but just a little. 

[notcompensatingforanything]

Help...

//Sooooo... Baldur's Gate 3 might or might not have been taking all of my time since I purchased the game. //Halsin might or might not be fighting for a muse spot beside Angeal. I dunno if I should start roleplaying him ?

[notcompensatingforanything]

muse feelings and indications

RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes

happiness

being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

sadness

tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

anger

furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

fear

wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

exhaustion

constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

|| Tagged by @unforestalledreturn

[notcompensatingforanything]

Completely unrelated

// Please, please , please. Please tell me I'm not the only one going INSANE over Astarion in Baldur's Gate 3.

[heavensbled]

Look at how precious!

[notcompensatingforanything]

"Am I the only one thinking it's weird for a puppy to take care of a hamster ?"

[notcompensatingforanything]

Apple cores in the rubbish bin in my office attract drosophilas. This is not a complaint but an observation.

"Hold on, hold on. I have questions about this. What are drosophilas, why didn't you empty your office's bin, and why the heck are you talking about this now?"

An eyebrow was quirked, a forkful of pasta stopped short of Angeal's mouth. His mako-blue gaze held Sephiroth's own green, cat-like eyes.

[notcompensatingforanything]

☠

☠ - angry/violent headcanon

So.

I have a headcanon involving Genesis, Sephiroth and of course, Angeal. I imagine all three of them having different strengths and weaknesses.

Genesis is the smartest of the three, cunning and witty, and the most proficient with magic and materia. He's also the weakest, physically speaking, but more than makes up for it with his nimbleness and nearly infinite mana pool.

He's passionate and mercurial, often emotionally-driven. He's also incredibly impulsive, headstrong and stubborn, but loyal to a fault.

He's either really vocal (read bitchy) about things that piss him off, or really quiet and silently raging, murdering whoever irked him with eye-daggers and resent them for the rest of his life.

He's known to set objects and people on fire when really enraged.

He's used his fertile imagination a few times, devising terrible methods of torture, often leading to slow, painful death.

Sephiroth is the quickest of the three, and has cat-like reflexes. He's has good control over materia and spell-casting, but prefers to avoid using them if given the choice. His precision with the blade is unrivaled, and his phenomenal stamina and stealth make him a terrifying and deadly foe. His uncanny upbringing also gave him frightening resistance to all kinds of ailments. Poisons and drugs have next to no effect on him, and only the strongest of status materia have a chance of stopping him. He's a cold, calculating machine and an expert in combat strategies.

Considering Sephiroth's being raised in Hojo's lab, he's not really in touch with his emotions. He'll try to avoid any personal conflict if possible.

If angered, he'll unleash his rage in the VR room, training until exhaustion. Or he'll hunt down monsters and beasts if away from Midgar.

Beware anyone trying to hurt his friends, however. An enemy's throat is never out of Masamune's reach.

Angeal is the slowest out of the three, and the least proficient with materia. He knows how to cast a few basic spells and cures, but only if it's necessary. He lacks both stamina and mana, meaning he can't fight for extended periods like the other two. His aim is not the best, either, and his height and weight make him the least stealthy.

However, he's physically the strongest. If he manages to hit someone, he'll probably kill them in one hit. His incredible endurance allows him to take a beating like no other, storming the battlefield with unstoppable force.

He's level-headed and wise. If a situation needs negotiating, Angeal is the go-to person. His calm demeanor and imposing stature are sometimes enough to de-escalate conflictual situations, and he will bottle his emotions for as long as the social situation requires it.

He'll spend his anger gardening, tending to the flowers and tomato vines in his apartment, and sometimes cook.

Pitied be the ones pushing him over the edge. His fury knows no bound. Angeal will maim, kill and rip members apart bare-handed in a berserk, blackout rampage

[rocketcandycouture]

Headcanon meme~

Put a symbol (or several) and a character/characters in my ask box, and I’ll give you a headcanon.  Yes.  Do it.

☾ - sleep headcanon

★ - sad headcanon

☆ - happy headcanon

☠ - angry/violent headcanon

✿ - Sex headcanon

■ -  Bedroom/house/living quarters headcanon

♡ - romantic headcanon

♥ - family headcanon

☮ - friendship headcanon

♦ - quirks/hobbies headcanon

☯ - likes/dislikes headcanon

▼ - childhood headcanon

∇ -. old age/aging headcanon

♒ - cooking/food headcanon

☼ - appearance headcanon

ൠ - random headcanon

◉ - Any other question of your choosing

[little-black-dress-zack-fair]

Genesis: “Yoink” is the opposite of “yeet.”

Sephiroth: Yes. But just as fast.

Genesis: The Lord yeeteth and the Lord yoinketh away.

Angeal: *looking down from the window* I wonder if a fall from this height would be enough to kill me instantly upon impact.

[notcompensatingforanything]

[text] hey angeal can we make smores? [text] i can get us a fire going in the break room trash can and we can make some

Angeal's eyes opened wide and blinked a few times in surprise when he read the texts he'd just received.

The proposition in itself was so ridiculous and unexpected. Unhinged, even. So delirious that Angeal was almost tempted to take him up on his offer.

But Angeal was the responsible adult. The sensible one in this weird friendship. [text] I swear to shiva that if you set that trash can on fire AGAIN ill smash the 42nd floor window with your head and yeet you through it.

[text] OR ANY OTHER TRASH CAN OR ANY COMPANY PROPERTY THAT ISNT SPECIFICALLY DESIGNED FOR HOLDING FIRES

[text] though.... smores sound good right about now.

[darklynoon-deactivated20170407]

Reblog if you’re 30 or older

This is an experiment to see if there really are as few of us as people think.You can also use this to freak out your followers who think you’re 25 or something. Yay!

[poeticphoenix]

Spell out your url using song titles that can describe your muse. then, tag as many people as there are letters in your url:

P - Pyromania - Cascada O - Ooh La La - Goldfrapp E - Escape Velocity - The Chemical Brothers T - Toxic - Britney Spears I - In The End - Linkin Park C - Catching Fire - Josh Abbott Band P - (The) Phoenix - Fall Out Boy H - Hysteria - Muse O - On Melancholy Hill - Gorillaz E - Everything Now - Arcade Fire N - Nobody - Skindred I - In Your Room (Portishead Remix) - Depeche Mode X - Xanadu - Rush

Tagged by: @cwarscars (thank u lovely) and @krvla (thank u too!)

Tagging: @femtaile, @veqva, @emily-lotus, @scumbcgs (for Rechemay!), @roleplay-abiogenesis2 (for Cyno!), @furiaei, @wistrea, @marie-dufresne, @bitterarcs, @animalf4rm (for Megumi!), @steeleidolon, @umbral-stigmata-unbound (for Vincent!), @saiibeo and YOU!

[notcompensatingforanything]

Oh. My god. I'm so NOT doing this.

[notcompensatingforanything]

A fond grin tugged at a corner of Angeal's mouth as he slowly shook his head. The reply was late, fashionably so. Typical Genesis.

[Text] Im glad that you're back home.

[Text] Think you'll be awake in a few hours ? I'm on chopper bound for Midgar.

[Text] Shiva's tits I hate when the turk trainees are piloting. I always get airsick :')

[unforestalledreturn-a]

His gaze lingered on his phone for a time, perhaps longer than intended as the other messages came through. Home...Home would be here in a few hours. [Text] Already grabbing a coffee. And by that he was sluggishly putting in an online order to pick up on the go. [Text] I can grab a ginger tea to settle your stomach -- if you don't puke on the brats.

[notcompensatingforanything]

After half an hour of pure agony, thanks to the junior turks' clunky lurching and wobbly handling of the aircraft, a ginger tea sounded heavenly. [Text] Can't believe I didn't puke yet

[Text] Dunno how long I can hold it

Angeal marked a pause and tilted his head back, pressing the back of his skull against the uncomfortable headrest of his seat. He closed his eyes for a moment, and smiled. Two hours. In two hours, he'd be back home, sipping a ginger tea and spending some much needed quality, comfy time with Genesis. He could endure a bit of flight torture. [Text] I left some chocolate for you in the fridge.

[unforestalledreturn-a]

@notcompensatingforanything replied to your post “Starter Call”:

[Text] Hey Genesis, Kunsel told me you just came back from that mission ?

​... Two hours or so passed before a response was offered. [Text] Sorry I crashed... Long one. [Text] Feel like I got pounded by a bag of bricks

[notcompensatingforanything]

A fond grin tugged at a corner of Angeal's mouth as he slowly shook his head. The reply was late, fashionably so. Typical Genesis.

[Text] Im glad that you're back home.

[Text] Think you'll be awake in a few hours ? I'm on chopper bound for Midgar.

[Text] Shiva's tits I hate when the turk trainees are piloting. I always get airsick :')

[mercuryfountain-deactivated2024]

I joked a few minutes ago about how in internet discourse anyone over 25 is a “queer elder” but come to think of it most of these young discoursers don’t even believe such a concept exists. Gay men who watched their entire friends groups perish to AIDS are “privileged cis gays,” older trans women who use dated terminology to describe their own experiences are problematic, elders are just a conservative old guard to rebel against, and anyone over thirty who speaks to you at all must be a predator. The first time I heard the phrase “okay groomer” online, it wasn’t coming from self identified conservatives but from tiktok teens reacting against leather at Pride. You guys are ignorant and uncultured and proud of it!

[mercuryfountain-deactivated2024]

Nobody hates you because you’re young. They hate you because you’re ignorant and annoying. Hope this helps.

[hazel2468]

Speaking as a “queer elder” (don’t really feel like one but shit if we’re joking about anyone older than 25 being one might as well roll with it). To my young queers (and my young LGBT+ folks who don’t use queer).

You are not getting pushback from the older segment of the queer community because you are young.

It’s because you came into the spaces we built for you and instantly tried to kick us out.

It’s because we opened the doors for you and you walked in and demanded that everyone you don’t like leave. You demanded that the kinksters, the crossdressers, the freaks and the weirdos, the non-binary trans folks, the people with conflicting identity labels, the people who apparently don’t enjoy their smut “the right way” leave.

It’s because you have thrown yourself into queer spaces with all the fucking audacity of a straight white woman raging at a rainbow flag in a grocery store, wailing about how it’s not appropriate for children.

It’s because you apparently think that you have some right to tell us, and other queer people your age, HOW to be queer.

It’s because a SCARY number of you think that using the word queer is bad in the first place.

It’s because so many of you have come here drowning in radfem rhetoric, and your response to being corrected is to scream “pedo!” At any queer peer who disagrees with your puritanical approach to kink and fantasy.

It’s because so many of you think that being LGBT+ means you can’t possibly hold onto the conservative values you grew up with, and when you’re called on it you attack anyone and everyone in your way.

Us queer elders aren’t hating on you because you’re young. It’s because you have come into the space we built- a space that we built on from what OUR queer elders built. Which was built on what THEIR queer elders built. And so on, all held up by a foundation of fucking blood of the queers who did not fucking survive, who we lost before I was born, and continue to be lost.

If we seem hostile to you and the ideology you bring? It’s because us elders know a threat when we see it. And the shit I see SO MANY of you young queers saying IS a threat. No different than the threats we’ve faced before. Except this time. It’s coming from inside the fucking house- and we won’t tolerate that.

[notcompensatingforanything]

Are people still roleplaying here ?

I’ve been away since “the purge” a few years ago, back when Tumblr decided to ban NSFW.  I just came back. Is RP still a thing here ?

[bumblememes]

ABCs of getting to know my muse(s)

Send in a letter and I’ll respond with: 

A) Their full name. B) Age. C) Height. D) Pronouns.  E) Species (if not human). F) Favourite beverage and/or meal. G) Hobbies and favourite pastimes. H) Something they’re exceptionally good at. I) 2 things they really enjoy. J) 2 things they’re not really fond of. K) 1 of their pet peeves. L) Their favourite kind of weather. M) A few interesting facts about them. N) Favourite movie or music genre. O) What’s their dream profession?  P) Is there something or someone they cannot stand? Why?   Q) Did they do something extremely dangerous at some point in their life? R) Is there something they wish they could do/achieve but can’t?  S)  Is there something in their life they regret?  T)  Do they have any siblings? Family? Loved ones?    U)  Are they a morning or night person? V) Do they have a pet? What kind? If not, what kind of pet would they want? W) How would they describe themselves in 5 or less words?  X) Do they have a goal in life? What is it?  Y) Is there anything in their life that’s stopping them from succeeding? Z) Do they have an item that means a lot to them?

[notcompensatingforanything]

“What the...” Bright mako blue eyes blearily blinked and squinted, a strong-featured face turning away from the too-bright light, thin lips stretched in a pained snarl.  Angeal propped himself on his elbows, slowly taking in his surroundings.