"You want him to fight to keep you in some part of his life and he won’t. wether it be because he doesn't know how to or because he doesn't want to, the point is is that he just WONT and the sooner you realize that, the sooner you will be able to let go. he is not like all the other guys who fought for you before, even when you didn't want them to because you didn't give a shit about them, thats why you cut them out of your life so easily. and thats what makes this harder. dont bother testing him, because YOU will be the one that ends up disappointed, and he, like usual will have no fucken clue. i know you mel, i know how you are, once you cut someone out of your life you are done with them for good and that scares you because you want him in your life, but everything has an expiration date and that friendship or whatever the fuck you guys were trying to do just reached its end."
