hello all! welcome to my blog. my name is joy. i am a introject. my source originates from the song chemical girl. my pronouns are she/them. i am very awesome.
my fandoms im in currently are : homestuck, tptm, love angel syndrome, dandys world, ghost and pals, lacey games, imigrantes road, and vocaloid in general.
if you're one of my past friends please don't interact. you make me uncomfortable.
i don't have a dni besides radqueers, please don't interact.
I'm 17 and I'm in a couple of fandoms, namely deltarune/undertale and vsynths/vocaloids. I also really like yandere simulator and don't support yandev. and, although I don't support them, I've been a huge fan of ghost and pals' works since I was a child. I'm a Say selfshipper (new lore doesn't exist to me) and I'm otherkin, I talk about being a cat a lot. I'm also audhd and mentally ill.
my stances:
nuanceship, neu contradictory labels, pro recovering/anti-contact paraphiles, syscourse avoidant (I'm a singlet so I don't feel comfortable getting involved), anti radqueer, and pro self diagnosis.
if any of these things bother you we will probably not get along. however I have no "real" dni except pro/neu/complex contacts & radqueers. I block freely.
i’m not entirely sure how to talk about this. this is a fraught subject that deserves to be discussed by someone both tactful and astute, and i don’t know if i’m that person. but this is another post regarding my boundaries, and i cannot continue to disrespect myself by letting it go unsaid.
this morning i discovered that there are some people in the “radqueer” community displaying my characters on their pages and engaging with my content. i can’t control who likes my art, and i recognize this. i can’t prevent anyone from enjoying my work. but if these people have any understanding of basic human decency, i need them to know that i do not wish to be associated with them in any form, nor do i want my work to be promoted through them. please stop using my characters as your blog themes if you are a “radqueer”. please do not reference my music anywhere on your blog.
i feel so confused and tormented that these people have listened to Chocolate-Box Girl and somehow think their actions are exempted from the critiques expressed through the song. to be fair, many of these people are children, so i understand that media literacy may not be their most fully-formed skill. but, if i really need to restate it, the whole point of the song is how communities like these should not be fostered. you are not participating in a counterculture by saying children can consent. you are reinforcing our preexisting, pedophilic society at large. you’re playing into someone else’s hands, and you’re going to feel like an idiot when you get older. i’m not saying this from a place of judgment. i’m saying this as someone who has looked down these internet rabbit holes before and has seen how these people turn out. they end up permanently isolated due to their actions, jobless, unwilling or unable to seek help, perpetually miserable in a masturbatory way, and/or in prison. you do not want to align yourself with these people. you do not want to be known forever as the person who wanted to fuck dogs or the person who thinks the age of consent is stupid or the white person who “identified” as black.
my advice is to find another subculture. it’s not too late to jump ship. dedicate your energy to something productive and worthwhile. you could be spending your time reading or watching movies or sewing or baking or birding or doing literally anything else you want to do. if you want to make a permanent mistake, give yourself a stick-n-poke tattoo. give yourself a piercing. do something impulsive that won’t permanently ruin your reputation. you can be better than this. you’re going to fall out of love with this community eventually, it’s best to just rip the bandaid off now.
if you choose to continue to identify as “radqueer”, do not involve yourself with me or my art in any way. i do not like you. you don’t understand me or my work. leave me alone.
