depressed phase

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[wordx]

[frailbug]

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

[shisasan]

your loneliness has ancestors, your soul has company ⋆˙⟡♡

[stuckinapril]

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

we don't have an actual spring in this continent, but the temperature is exactly summer. very hot and stressful, but...the happy thing is flowers bloomed everywhere.

[tetitasdelimon]

top 5 horror movies

-having a job

-not having a job

-applying for jobs

-the job market

-the concept of working my whole life

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

during summer, there're a lot of flowers blooming in my campus. so happy to see and capture it. at least i have views beside my laptop and work samples

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

kenapa ya kok sulit banget buat stick to the plan

[pefkaes]

easter week'26 // no rest for the phd candidate

bad decisions have been made and procrastination is biting me in the ass, as usual. i never learn, do i? this has been a week of endless writing, sprinkled with some marking. i've my annual review coming up; trying my best not to stress about it.

writing is difficult and lonely work. my draft is a mess, but i am not going to think about that >.<

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

i was planning to write days ago, but many things happened which make the situation on the writing feeling changed to different story.

in short, i just lost someone whom i never planned to lose, but well, life goes on. all the living life will die tho

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[penandpaper-love]

April 8, 2026

On Monday I did the day of rest of my "A week of little joys" challenge. Went on a little hike and then to a spa. It was a nice day:) however, yesterday was a horrible day. Weather was nice and everything but the mood was just horrible. Well, there's days like that, too. So let's see what I can do today.

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

hari-hari merangkai kembali niat kehidupan

[stillnessforrent]

Not doing much lately, just organising my life again and again and again.

[notinterestedinyourstuff]

The feeling of 2025 is overwhelming: my life, study, work, money, my existence, family, and probably the most hurtful thing comes from my country’s situation.

I write this in January 2026 already, by the way.

Lab work is almost done, surely almost means not finished yet. I need to curb my behaviour in procrastination, especially during times like this.

But, it's okay..let's have sushi and macarons before we continue the works

[pjharvey]

my best tip for anyone trying to get back into reading is to remember that you can read books to avoid other responsibilities in ur life and it can become a vice if you play your cards right

[penandpaper-love]

do you ever look at others' posts and wonder what their life feels like in these moments of calm when you're alone on a friday afternoon and the sun throws its rays into your room?

[mkbaby1]

I like people i can be quiet around. People who i can sit in silence with comfortably. I don’t always have something to say, but i love to coexist and soak up the energy of the people i care about.