Is there even new in life?...
To be honest it's just a cycle, endless... That you feel... Like school it would just a cycle of going to school over and over and over, with just two days to rest. Is that really enough, even the house you know feels cold, the school you know feels suffocating to the point that there is no rest. Sometimes I wonder. Is it possible to just sleep endlessly? To the point where you wouldn't wake up.to the point that you can get your peace and rest.
To the point where no one will judge you anymore... I do have friends... But is it enough to make you feel something? Yes it makes me happy around them... But... It's so different, to what I want to feel! I want to feel special, wanted... Not loneliness, even if you have friends (2 friends) it's always them having other friends... And here I am again alone. Sitting... Silently... Sometimes just doesn't talk when my friends are around there other friends, because I know I wouldn't understand it...
Anyway that all❤ have a wonderful night/day to you guys who would read this.