parker

he/him | 21 trans guy. lover of old things. movies. I like taking pics and saying words

[flintyfae]

I CANT KEEP LOOKING

at my phone..... at the mirror.... at the news..... at my hands

[notoldbutcool]

Best advice to actively work against negative food related behaviour is to do the opposite of what that voice is telling you!

I properly put it to use this morning. At a place with some scales and my mind told me to "just check" so I know if I'm "on track". I'm not on any sort of "track" right now.

I stood there in the room, stared at the evil glass with the screen with the evil numbers and said no to that voice. I smiled after and realised it was the first time I've truly said no to that voice in years :)

[notoldbutcool]

You're from the valleys

Where farmers sow their soil, but forget the kitten in the barn

So the barn cat leaves alone

[dtaphanel]

Sacred Objects I & II 🏺🪑

insta | masto | portfolio | prints | kofi | patreon

[notoldbutcool]

want to cut my hair, want to grow it out, when will this end.

[gouged-doll]

[excurseon]

it’s time to make a decision

[notoldbutcool]

I've had a weird couple days... I relapsed which isn't how I wanted to start new year. But the pressure to be the best version of yourself this time of year is always triggering for me. It's all just advertising to buy something else to make you feel fulfilled about the number being spun around at you. I am not the numbers that I exude. The numbers around me are not me. Numbers are just a value, not value of my being. And what the hell most of the time they're inaccurate and we shouldn't, as humans, rely on numbers.

Here's to a new year, every year should be about understanding yourself more, not shrinking yourself away. Not making yourself anew. It's learning your true self and showing it to the world. I am my own canvas, and the world is my muse.

[notoldbutcool]

I was Christmas shopping today, and came across this relic. All ye! Bow and read the once holy words that blessed this church

[notoldbutcool]

Have you filled your cup today or what?!

I tried and I'm still going; took care of a friend, had a slow morning, made stew for dinner, trying to do some work, and played my acnl.

[calleido]

dingle peninsula, county kerry, ireland

[nonaferatu]

This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:

If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.

This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace

[lucienballard]

Loisy, Paris

Jacques Henri Lartigue

October 1964

[flintyfae]

zine about my baby niece being born on a november day, the first snowfall in montreal quebec.

[theinternetarchive]

'splash of a drop' early animation of a drop of mercury, arthur mason worthington, british c. 1877-95.

[probuccalfat]

frankly i feel absolutely no, probably even negative, kinship with childfree people who hate children lol that’s not why i’m childfree… i’m actually childfree because i love and respect children enough to know that i am not the kind of person to give them the kind of childhood and parent they rightfully deserve

[fuckyoubaker]

[theinternetarchive]

from 'kaffe's classics: 25 favorite knitting patterns for sweaters, jackets, vests, and more' kaffe fassett, pub. 1993.