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NAYA RIVERA ☀ Hi, pretty, I'm Naya, but you probably got that from the name up there. I'm 24, so probably too old to be blogging, but it's okay, because I can still pass for a seventeen year old, right? I'm the person behind everyone's favorite lady lovin' Latina, Santana Lopez, but I promise I'm a little nicer than she is. If I could, I'd probably marry some form of champagne, but I guess my boyfriend's a pretty sweet replacement until champers pops the question. var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5118930"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write(""); out of var fhsh = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id_h = "3033784"; fhsh.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocount.php?site="+fhs_id_h+"&name=&a=1"; document.head.appendChild(fhsh);document.write("");

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera yep, and it should be promoted as the best thing ever. everyone's goals.

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl of course, Britt.

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And yet you’re still my best friend.

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Totally. In love always.

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera totally. she's super hot, why hide it?

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl interesting. People can see your tweets right now, right?

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera #slosassappreciation

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl wow. That's an interesting page... Has Santana seen it?

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera that's cool, you should definitely follow Santana's butt one. for science

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl wait, what?

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Yeah, it’s scary. Psh, there’s always you isn’t there? :P

That was a joke, btw, jooookes, haha.

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You’re ridiculous.

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It was amusing for a second while I thought we were dreaming or whatever, but now it’s super real and it’s scary as all hell. But yeah, being okay is kind of the only thing we can manage to do, otherwise we’re fucked more and I’d much rather get fucked in the fun ways than keep getting fucked over by this weird new life.

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It’s been scary, at least I thought so. If you wanted to get fucked in the fun way, you’d probably have to jump into bed with one of the kids, and doesn’t that seem a little weird?

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera it should be okay as long as you don't post any pictures. I think...

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl I'm not gonna post pictures. I am setting up a private Instagram, though. I'm kind of addicted to my actual Instagram account, so I need it.

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@ltatemyurl: @nayarivera you're welcome. Oh and don't # anything with pussy. It makes weird people follow you.

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl thank you for the tip. My account's private anyway, I feel like @snixthis would flip if people she knows started following me.

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@snixthis: @nayarivera but there's nothing out there either. trust me

@nayarivera: @snixthis you realize how creepy this hotel is, though, right?

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@ltatemyurl: You should try posting cute animal pictures. It always works.

@nayarivera: @ltatemyurl that's a good idea. At least it's something to do.

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@snixthis: @nayarivera true, but I was talking about there being nothing to do.

@nayarivera: @snixthis at least you can go out.

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@snixthis: welcome to my life

@nayarivera: @snixthis you have more than three followers.

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@nayarivera: Having to start over with Twitter is weird. So is only having three followers. #theresnothingtodoinlima

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Being here was so amusing at first and now it’s just fucking everything up. I wish I could make this all go away, for the sake of us being okay if we ever make it out of here.

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Amusing? We’re literally in Hell, Heather. We’re in a fake world and nobody back home knows where we are. We don’t know anything that’s happening back there. There was never anything amusing about this. You know we’re going to be okay, though. We’re always okay. There’s no other option.

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Nothing’s happening right this second and who knows if this Brittany thing will work out, so the most we can do is stay in the moment and stay out of the what ifs of what could happen, you know? If we keep it up like this we’re going to forget who we are and that’s the only thing we have to hold onto here. I’m not going to lose my best friend over the show that made us friends in the first place.

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I know that, but I like to have a plan. I like to know what’s going to happen, and right now all I know is you’re planning to leave without me, and I don’t know how to handle that. But, fine, you’re right. I don’t want to lose you either.

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Okay, then I won’t leave you. If we have to sleep outside in the cold I’ll do my best to keep you warm and find trash can food and whatever else homeless people do. Just… don’t question who I am because if anything I’m the last person who would ever actually leave you.

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Well, no, that’s not what I want. I don’t want you to be homeless, too. You have somewhere to go, and I want you to go. But I’m going to continue to be upset about it, because I don’t want to be without you. Sorry for questioning you.