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Thank you for attending my TED Talk. I posit a theory very near and dear to my heart that if you take any song with a sufficiently sudden beat drop and sync it to any sufficiently hype moment, the combination will elevate the song, regardless of its status, to be equally hype. I have prepared an example.
"What are you doing there, boy? It's dangerous to sleep out here."
Didn't post my incredible edit alongside it.
Leriff Anduion is dead. Long live Leriff Anduion.
Over the course of 11+ years, now, I have written for and role played Leriff Anduion. A good portion of my creative writing life has been in the pursuit and molding of making this one character--creating a fulfilling life and adventure for him to experience. At the end of Endwalker, I toyed with the idea of retiring this man, and while I did play with new ideas at Dawntrail's launch, it wasn't until just this month that I have finally decided to let him be.
Leriff has a loving wife, is part of a family that cares deeply for his well-being, and gets to live his life one adventure at a time. Creative writing, in a very simplistic view, is the art of creating conflicts and then creating ways to overcome these conflicts. However, I have come to feel that creating more conflict for the sake of doing so would only cheapen the very real resolution that Leriff has come to. I have written a thousand terrible things to have happened to this man, and in some way, I feel he deserves peace and happiness (and perhaps a big monster or two to slay every now and again.)
More important than that, however, is that while writing for Leriff can still be very fulfilling, playing a role in a cooperative environment is not. 11+ years of character development does not leave much room to continue to grow and most roles Leriff is relegated to are "call him up when you need a big monster punched." While it is something I have written to be one of Leriff's favorite activities, to only be able to contribute in such a manner is stifling creatively.
I love this character. I love what I have written, I love the many experiences and relationships I have had and formed, and I love what he has become in the end. It is with that love in mind that I retire him. I will continue to use the name Leriff Anduion (as I have used that name in all media long before this character existed) but it will be a new Leriff Anduion. This old hyur Leriff will become nothing more than a footnote--an easter egg in our new story.
All previous stories will be marked as RETIRED and new stories will take their place. Over the coming days I'll update the profile and carrd fully to match this new start.
While my writing stays primarily for FFXIV, I have always been a huge Star Wars fan. In the Star Wars MMO, The Old Republic, there is a Mandalorian companion who sends a very fitting note.
Ni su'cuyi, gar kyr'adyc, ni partayli, gar darasuum.
I'm still alive, but you are dead. I remember you, so you are eternal.
Legacy (RETIRED)
There was not much that bothered T’hach Nunh. In fact, as long as the tribe prospered, he liked to take a very hands off approach to leadership. The man did not feel the need to step in and interfere in matters that could easily be resolved by those they pertained to. Today, however, he could already tell there would be no such resolution forthcoming–he was rarely so lucky when it came to T’firrah. Like all his partners, he loved her dearly, and he only wanted what was best for her, but she was so brash and aggressive that it was difficult to help her at all. “The sooner you stop interrupting him, the sooner I can finish hearing him out!” T’hach scolded the woman, demanding she sit back down at the table with a wave of his hand as he returned his attention to his guest.
The world was changing–or maybe it had changed a long time ago. It felt like just yesterday that T’hach had to come to terms with that one hunter who stole in and out of his tribe’s home with no respect to custom or privacy, and now travelers this far into the desert were downright commonplace. Their secluded corner of the world had gotten a lot less secluded; and, technically, as leader of the tribe, it was up to T’hach to make sure his people came out unscathed. He grumbled to himself and huffed. “Things used to be simple.” When T’firrah had finally returned to her seat, T’hach turned his gaze to the mercenary who had come to the tribe. Adis was his name, and he was a hulking Hrothgar who was selling his services as an instructor of sorts, offering to help better the warriors among them in exchange for coin and access to the surrounding resources.
T’firrah was the one who currently held such a position, so it only made sense for her to sit in on the meeting. But she and the mercenary had done nothing but throw barbs at one another from the moment he stepped foot on their land. T’firrah expressed her frustration at the thought of being replaced, and T’hach had little to assuage her worries. If they accepted the services of this man, T’firrah wouldn’t need to be so active in the defense and dangers of supporting them. T’hach also did not mind this, either. Once his partner and her new adversary had finished with the latest batch of insults, T’hach held his hand up for silence.
“It would put my heart at ease to have you closer to home.” He spoke in a soft but stern tone, his voice commanding the room into obedience. “To have you out there less, and here with us more…” The Nunh paused to think on his point while also lifting his hand to interrupt himself before T’firrah could start up her complaints again. “You have done so much for this tribe, T’firrah, and I’m not saying your talents are lacking.”
Adis stepped in quickly, attempting to back up the Nunh and secure his position in this tribe. “Exactly! I’m sure your work has been incredible, but it’s just a matter of life that things change. And, as you get even older, we need to think about retirement.”
T’hach squeezed his eyes shut and grimaced at the words.
T’firrah, on the other hand, slammed her fists on the table in front of her so hard that the wood cracked beneath her strike. “OLD?!” She kicked the chair back and jumped to her feet, ready to pounce the mercenary and beat him lifeless. “I”ll show you old–”
“Enough!” The glare T’hach leveled on both of his guests was suitable to calm T’firrah’s growing anger, and even Adis realized he had perhaps overstepped this time and fell silent. The Nunh rubbed his temples in a desperate attempt to soothe his headache, grumbling to himself perhaps a little louder this time. “Things used to be simple.”
“How about…” Adis filled the silence a little more respectfully this time, offering his hands up in a sort of peaceful surrender. “...we could have a little showcase? Like a competition. I can bring a few of my most promising pupils, and we can pit them against your best. It can be a learning experience for everyone, and you can see what I’m offering.”
T’firrah simply seethed in response while T’hach lifted his hand and waved the mercenary away. “For now, please simply leave. You may stay in the village here, and we will make progress on this discussion another day.” After Adis had left, T’hach turned his attention to T’firrah and beckoned her to take her seat once more. “If nothing else, we should take that final offer. Everyone stands to benefit from such a showcase.” He paused in an attempt to get T’firrah to look at him as opposed to burning a hole in the doorway Adis had just left through with her stare. “Can I trust you’ll do your utmost to handle it reasonably?”
The woman was silent for another moment as she grit her teeth in rage. “Oh, I’ll do more than that. I’ll annihilate him.” With a huff, she shoved the chair into the table and stormed off towards the door.
“Hey! Where are you going? We have to decide which of your pupils is to take place.”
T’firrah shook her head as she left the building. “He said he wanted the best. I have to go send a letter.”
***
Yurah sniffled as Ai’an tried helplessly to comfort her. When the woman had heard from her beloved of the invitation to the desert from the instructor he respected so immensely, she was ecstatic to be given the offer to come along and meet her. Finally meeting someone so important to Leriff and his work was an honor. She prepared treats, gifts, offerings and numerous kind words–but never in her life had she been stonewalled so hard. T’firrah had barely given Yurah a glance, and the gifts had elicited barely more than a huff in response. Yurah wiped her nose and mumbled and whined between her sister and herself, almost ready for a full blown tantrum as Leriff was led away.
“You could have been nicer to my wife.” Leriff made a face as he lifted his hands to lock his fingers behind his head, following casually after T’firrah to a more central location in the village. “I mean–I get it, but I bet a ‘thank you’ would have been sufficient.” He smiled brightly at T’firrah, who had not stopped scowling since the day Adis had rolled into the desert. And now, her anger had only grown deeper.
“I am going to tolerate your presence, hunter.” It pained her to have to rely on Leriff, and she had needed to do so more and more of late. He was good at his job, and he was strong, and that was enough to earn her respect, but she struggled to accept his personality. When she looked up at the man, she was caught off guard by his smile, and his pleasant demeanor only earned another growl of annoyance. “Fine. You do this favor for me, and I will go tell your wife ‘thank you’.”
“See? I knew we were growing closer.” Leriff couldn’t help himself. There was a genuine enjoyment out of annoying T’firrah, and he tormented her constantly about how just absolutely wonderful friends they had become. Once the fear of being beaten senseless had passed, he had grown to like the woman and her tribe. Secluded and private as they were, they seemed rather open to learning about the outside world from him when he would visit, and they always had such a clear vision of what their lives were that he could only envy them.
It took more than one deep breath to push down the growing annoyance at Leriff’s presence, but after a moment to collect herself, T’firrah let out a huff and shuffled off to thank Yurah for her kindness. T’hach took this time to approach Leriff, offering a singular wave in greeting. “Hello, hunter.” Like most in the village, T’hach addressed Leriff by title more often than name. “When T’firrah said she sent for someone, I had a feeling it would be you.” The Nunh stopped speaking to catch Leriff’s gaze, and then to follow it. Leriff had his head cocked to the side idly and was watching Adis walk up and down a small line in front of his three men, the other participants of this little showcase. “Leriff..?” T’hach waved his hand in front of the man’s face. “Are you listening to me?”
“Ahh–” Leriff let out a chuckle and shook his head, turning to offer his bright smile to the Nunh. “Sorry–ahh–I was–” He unlocked his fingers from behind his head and made a motion to the group he was soon to face off against. “Ahh–I was just thinking about T’firrah’s letter and…” Leriff trailed off briefly before making a face. “She was very clear that she wished for me to–ahh–cripple these men. I take it that’s not the case?”
“Oh, Gods, no.” T’hach waved his hands and shook his head vigorously. “Just do your best and make our dear teacher proud.”
T’firrah returned to the small circle with the twins in tow, who one of which, fickle as she was, was bouncing along with a hum in her step, having now been thanked for her most thoughtful gift. T’firrah, of course, still only scowled, her face even likely stuck that way forever from the overuse of such an expression. When Adis approached with his men, T’firrah lifted up the wooden stick she was carrying and shoved it into Leriff’s hands.
“Three on three? A good, fair fight.” Adis tried to clear the air with a mirthful exclamation, holding up his fist to offer a genuine show of respect to his gathered opponents. His fist dropped quickly, however, as T’firrah spoke up.
“No. Only him.”
“Only–sorry?”
T’firrah pointed at Yurah and Ai’an and shook her head. “They are not part of this tribe. Only he fights.” When Adis opened his mouth to object, T’firrah snapped her hand to the side. “All three. He fights all three. Only him.”
Leriff turned his look of disbelief to his old instructor. “Hey, whoa, whoa, do I not get a say in this?” At the severe disdain T’firrah let show on her face, Leriff only rolled his eyes and turned his attention back to Adis. “Guess not.” He grumbled to himself before regaining his smile. “Only me.”
“I will see you in my hut when you are finished.” T’firrah turned to leave, waving her hand dismissively to the proceedings.
“What? You’re not going to watch? Cheer your student on?” Adis mirrored the look of disbelief that Leriff had given earlier, incredulous that the miqo’te he was supposed to be competing against was so disinterested in their engagement.
“It is a waste of my time to watch something where the outcome is already known.” T’firrah was already gone before she had even finished speaking.
Before Adis could once again speak up to complain, Leriff brandished the wooden stick like a sword lazily towards the hrothgar and his axe-wielding compatriots. The look on the hunter’s face was a clear apology for the brisk nature of the departed woman, and he only laughed weakly. “Ahh–well. Sorry, friends, but if we could hurry this along, I have an invitation to keep.”
***
“I am disappointed in how long that took you.”
Before Leriff even made it into the hut, he was already rolling his eyes at T’firrah’s criticism. “Well, there were three of them, and they were very large.” He shook his head with a chuckle, placing his hand on the top of the entryway to help him duck his way into the hovel. He had come alone, as he could count the times T’firrah had invited him into her home, and not once had that invitation ever extended to other company. “T’hach seems pretty miffed at your behavior, though.”
The scoff in response came from another room as T’firrah returned to the main chamber, holding a linen wrapped bundle in her arms. She placed it on a counter along the far side before turning to face Leriff. “He will be fine. He’s getting what he wants. I’m going to retire.”
“You’re going to–” Leriff almost shouted in surprise, throwing his arms out in disbelief. “Then what did I–did I mention how large those men were?!”
“If you struggled with them, then I have failed as an instructor.” T’firrah waved the man to calm down, directing him to sit on the floor in front of her. She waited for all the grumbles to settle, and for his sudden flair to die down before taking a deep, cleansing breath. “I am not good at this hunter, so do not interrupt me.”
Leriff adjusted himself on the floor, crossing his legs beneath him as he looked up. “Ahh–yeah. Okay.”
“I am–” T’firrah began, trying to convey the very practiced speech she prepared, but failing to recall the words under the pressure. Bits and pieces came, but she tracked off script more than she would have liked. “I do not like change. This tribe was static, and then you came, and you brought change with you. Some of us even leave the desert to go see the world.” T’firrah turned to collect the bundle she had brought in previously, holding it in both hands. “I’m not built for a world that changes so much, and I shouldn’t hold back those who are.”
The gruff woman paced in a very small line, back and forth, briefly before stepping towards Leriff. “T’hach plans to hire Adis. He was going to do it no matter what, today. But I was, and still am, angry. I would only agree to retire on one condition.” T’firrah dumped the bundle in Leriff’s lap, waving for him to open it. “When you nearly died, in the desert, I sent you a letter. Do you remember what you sent back in reply?”
Leriff huffed when the wrapped gift was dropped upon him, surprised that it was anything of any substantial weight. He took the cloth and pushed it aside, revealing the hilt of a longsword. Pulling the weapon from the wrapping, Leriff held it up to his eye to inspect it, finding the dark metal of the blade familiar in a way he couldn’t place. “Yeah…” The man mumbled as he lifted his other hand to trace over the steel. “I said I was fine, but was upset, because I had lost my sister’s weapon…”
“We couldn’t find all of it, and no one here knows how a gunblade works.” Even in giving a gift, T’firrah was an expert at making the recipient feel like they were receiving garbage. “Our smith isn’t world class, and I’m sure you’ve seen better weapons in your travels, but we rebuilt it with heart, and prayer that it would never fail you.” After giving Leriff time to inspect the blade, T’firrah held up her hand to stop him from thanking her. “You vex me, Leriff, but you have done more for this tribe than most of the people in it. We want you as part of our tribe--of our family.” The older woman pointed out the door to add weight to her point. “No matter where your feet take you, or how far beyond this desert you go, there is a home for you here.”
There were not words one could summon to convey the gratitude Leriff felt at the moment, and he lifted his hand from the blade to wipe at his face with a soft chuckle. “I–thank you. I am honored.”
“When I see you…” T’firrah trailed off, trying to run the script in her head again and again. “With what you have done…” She let out a huff and turned around, walking back to the counter. She turned to lean upon it, looking down at the floor “When I think of my son–” The woman paused, biting her lip as she tried to will the tears in her eyes to disappear. Finally, she broke, offering a very unpracticed and awkward, but very genuine smile to Leriff. “If my son had turned out to be half the man you are, I think I would have been very happy.” T’firrah reached up to wipe her own face. “Leriff, you are my legacy.”
Inheritance (RETIRED)
It was three days back, now, that Rekks and Khaida had overheard the discussion between Leriff and the Brass Blades. Amajina & Sons Mineral Concern had a handful of miners go missing in the mines half a moon back, and when the investigations turned up nothing, they could only suspect foul play. The mine shafts were far too extensive to engage in a proper survey in search of the culprit, so the company instead outsourced the problem. Though there had been some grumbles, when the Brass Blades brought the proposal to Leriff, he had accepted it.
Now, deep beneath the crags of Thanalan, Rekks and Khaida snuck about with nothing but the equipment on their backs and a torch to light the dim corridors of the mine. It turns out investigation came naturally to the two fledgling adventurers, and they hoped to solve this case and present it to Leriff like a child would a project. With a desire to earn the respect of the more experienced hunter, the novices delved further still.
Ahead, the caverns opened up in unnatural ways, far larger than what the mineral company would have carved out for their own uses. The opening was twice, if not three times as tall as any man Rekks had ever known, and there were wooden support beams jammed into the rocks far above. “Do you think they abandoned this part of the shaft?” He turned his head to direct his question to Khaida as she brushed dirt off of a nearby marking stone.
She shook her head in response, carefully considering the room before answering. “I don’t even know if they used this part.” Using her crook, she motioned to the connecting corridors and uneven terrain. “There’s no lamps or anything of use here. Maybe they never got this far.”
Rekks concurred with a nod, lifting the torch to look about the cavern. When the light fell on the far wall, he clicked his tongue to summon Khaida’s attention. The flickering light was barely bright enough to reach the other end of the stone chamber, but it did illuminate the dark stains of something dried onto the rocks. There was no running or dripping water to cause the stain, and as the two made their way over to it, the torchlight grew bright enough to make out the cause. “Blood…” Rekks let out a sour face and shuddered softly, lifting the torch further above his head to make out any other clues.
Placing her hand flat to the stain, Khaida knelt down to inspect the dried remains. “It’s not too old. Probably matches the time the miners went missing.” She stood slowly, using her crook to help push herself to her feet as she wiped her dirty hand on her robe. “It doesn’t look like any cave-in, and I doubt it was a workplace injury–far too much for that.”
Rekks followed along with Khaida’s train of thought as she mused to herself quietly. “It’s dark enough to hide a body back here, if it were some sort of dispute, but why wouldn’t it be here where the blood is?” The young boy flitted the torch about for another clue. From the stained puddle, more stains veered off in another direction. “If someone moved it, they carried it. It didn’t get dragged away.”
While the youths were rather gifted in investigation, they were still novices, and the minor changes of the world around them were lost upon them. So when the pebbles on the ground vibrated, they did not take note of something large enough to make them do so. And when the air grew fouler in smell, it did not alert them that something was now wrong. The two were absorbed in their searching entirely, eyes bright and shining at the thought of the accolades they were to earn. It wasn’t until the very ground they stood upon shook that they snapped out of their respective trances to find the source.
Rekks whipped the torch around in time to spot the rapidly approaching hecatoncheir, a giant easily three times his size. There was no time to draw his sword from his belt as the creature lifted its mighty hammer and swung it with a thunderous force. The young man was fortunate enough to have a shield strapped to his arm, but when he instinctively brought the wooden buckler up to defend himself, the hammer blow shattered the simple barrier, crushing Rekks’ arm. As he let out a scream of pain, the hecatoncheir lifted that hammer high and swung it directly down on top of the boy.
Khaida snatched Rekks away just in time, grabbing him by his good arm and pulling hard. Seeing another hecatoncheir approaching, the two took off in a sprint back the way they came. It was only thanks to adrenaline that Rekks could even move, his arm hanging bloodied at his side. Khaida did her best to tend to him while they ran, splitting her attention with moving forward and focusing her curative magic into her companion’s arm, relying on the torchlight to keep her steps steady.
The giants were not far behind them, tearing through the caverns to reach the two. Whatever the miners had done, it was obvious now they had alerted the hecatoncheir to their presence, and it was these giants that had done their missing workers in. Unsure of how many there were, or where in the mines they made their home, Rekks focused on leading the two of them back to the occupied, but currently evacuated, shafts. He would formulate a plan later. Right now, the only hope was to put enough space between them and the giants that they could escape and alert someone of the danger.
The moment lantern light came into view, Rekks abandoned the torch. They no longer needed it to see, and holding it aloft was just slowing him down. The minutes they had been running felt like hours, and the wear was obvious on Khaida’s face. Focusing so heavily on both spellcraft and fleeing was taking its toll, and splitting her attentions so severely caused her to stumble. As the two approached a bridge above a ravine, her foot caught against the first wooden board and she pitched forward, slamming into the bridge railing hard. She bounced off the railing and rolled over it as all the air escaped her lungs. Her hand shot up, managing to catch the top of the rail and stop her fall, but the time it took Rekks to pull her back onto the bridge and to her feet was enough for one of the hecatoncheir to catch back up to the two.
The rampaging monster barreled forward swinging, his great hammer smashing into one of the bridge supports, causing the wooden structure to shudder and buckle. Not stopping there, the giant followed the arc by lifting the hammer high with both hands before slamming it down. The bridge no longer had the support to hold both of their weights, and Khaida still desperately gasped to fill her lungs with air again. Rekks did the only thing his heart knew to do, and he shoved Khaida hard across the bridge as he dove out of the way of the hammer. The wooden structure let out its dying gasp in creaks and groans before the entire bridge buckled, stranding Khaida on the other side, now safe from the giant.
Rekks rolled over and over, trying to both avoid the crushing hammer as well as pull himself back to his feet. When the hecatoncheir swung too high, its hammer smashed the rock behind the young man and became lodged into the stone. Though Rekks tried to use this time to get away, he was not fast enough. The giant let go of the weapon with one hand and swung its fist, striking Rekks square in the stomach. The mighty blow was enough to lift the young boy off the floor and send him spiraling rearward, his back striking against the cavern wall behind him.
There was no energy left for escape, and once the hecatoncheir had freed its hammer, Rekks could do nothing more than cast his glance across the chasm to see Khaida’s shrieks of horror. The giant leveled that imposing weapon and swung it wide to pulverize the fledgling adventurer into paste. Taking consolation with the knowledge that his last vision would be of Khaida, Rekks closed his eyes, only hearing the rushing wind of his approaching death, and a sudden burst, like the clap of thunder.
Like a bolt of lightning, Leriff had charged down the mine shaft and dove across the chasm. He braced his sword by planting his arm flat against the blade and smashed into the hecatoncheir, hooking his own weapon just below the hammerhead. The momentum pushed the giant back a step, knocking the heavy weapon aside. Without pause, Leriff took his sword and jammed it directly into the exposed knee of the giant, digging the weapon deep into the kneecap. When the creature lifted its hand to strike the hunter down, Leriff took his own hand and swiped it up along his blade. He dug his fingers into his palm and squeezed to bring the blood to the surface before whipping it directly into the hecatoncheir’s eyes, blinding the creature.
Unable to see the hunter now, the giant swung wildly, one such punch gliding over Leriff, who ducked beneath the blow, and only managing to swipe his hat the the floor. Leriff jumped up and planted his foot on the hilt of his sword, still dug deep into the creature’s knee. He used it like a stepping stone, using his foot to push the sword deep enough to sever tendon and muscle, and jumped off it. The man was like a snake, coiling around the large creature, and he pulled free a knife, jamming it into the giant’s armpit, disarming it of its hammer.
Unable to stand, the hecatoncheir stumbled backwards. Leriff used that momentum and wrapped his arms around the giant’s meaty bicep. He yanked down and slammed his feet into the back of the creature’s good knee, the bone crunching and giving way beneath his might. Tumbling with the creature, Leriff forced it to the ground, rolling its body and suplexed it off the side of the cliffedge, sending it hurling into the chasm below.
The sound of battle bounced off the walls from the far reaches of the mines, the Brass Blades pitched in battle with the other hecatoncheir echoing into the chamber. A small group of Ul’dah’s defense force had entered the chamber behind Leriff, and while some tended to Khaida, the others were constructing a makeshift bridge to reconnect the two rocky islands. As that work was done, Leriff helped Rekks to his feet and escorted him back to safety, careful when using the rickety boards across. As soon as the two had crossed, Khaida broke away from the Brass Blades and rushed to Rekks’ side, embracing him tightly. After their much needed reunion, the two turned to face Leriff, neither able to look the man in the face.
“We came to help…” Rekks stammered, trying to hold back the tears of a chastised child. “We found a trail of blood–those big creatures–we were going to go for help–it was my fault, not Khaida’s–” The boy couldn’t finish a single thought, and Khaida couldn’t bring herself to talk. The two could only stand there, shaking and awaiting their admonishment. “We–”
Leriff knelt down and wrapped his arms around each of them, pulling them both close in a hug. He wrapped his fingers in their hair and held them close, one on each shoulder. Khaida broke immediately, and Rekks was not far behind, adrenaline vacating their bodies in an instant. The children sobbed and grabbed at the hunter’s coat. “We’re so sorry!” Rekks blubbered his words from behind his tears, the terror finally making itself known. “We just wanted to be like you–I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.”
Khaida echoed her companion’s words. “You’re not afraid of anything and–”
“Fire.”
The two let go of the man slowly, their tears fading to sniffles. Leriff slowly let them stand back up, moving his hands from embracing their backs to gently resting on their shoulders. The two young adventurers glanced at each other in confusion before returning their attention to Leriff. “What?”
“I’m afraid of fire.” Leriff smiled gently, that brilliant, disarming light in his eyes to set the two at ease. They were safe now, and that’s what mattered, but the lesson had to be taught. “If you wish to teach a child to swim, you do not throw him into the ocean.” Forcing each to look him in the eye as he spoke, he turned his attention from one to the other. “Do you understand?” When Khaida’s eyes fell to focus on her hands pulling against her robe and Rekks’ tried to find any refuge that was not on the man, Leriff shook them gently. “Look at me. I need you to understand.”
A deep sniffle was his first answer. Then Rekks lifted his hand and wiped the snot from his nose, nodding. “I do. We do.”
“Good.” Leriff pushed himself to his feet, turning his attention to the echoing battle down the way. “I need to go help. Will you make sure these two get back to the city?” He spoke to one of the nearby Brass Blades, who very quickly stepped forward to both offer a new sword to the hunter and take over the protection duties of the two novices. And as quickly as he had come, Leriff was gone, sprinting off to provide his aid for the ongoing troubles.
“Wait!” Rekks cried out, but his plea fell on deaf ears. The young man broke away from the Brass Blade and hurried after Leriff across the bridge, stopping on the other side. He bent over and picked up the discarded tricorne hat, watching down the tunnel that Leriff had gone. “...you forgot your hat…” Rekks turned his attention from the tunnel to see Khaida approach at his side, then he cast his eyes down to the wide brimmed hat. He traced his fingers over the metal feather that stuck out of the top, then lifted the hat and pulled it onto his own head. It was comical how poorly the hat fit, and it sunk down, covering his eyes. He pushed it back up to see and mumbled, “It doesn’t fit…”
Khaida couldn't help herself and lifted her hand to her mouth to try to stifle her giggles. She smiled and lowered her hand, using it to take Rekks’ good hand and lock her fingers with his. “You’ll grow into it.”
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“Go clean up, and Grandma will make you some dinner.” It was getting harder to keep up with his grandchildren. His bones ached, and it felt like every day those two cheering little monsters had more and more energy. Still, he loved them more than life itself, and was always happy to see them. That did not mean he did not require a break, however, and as the little hellions ran off to terrorize the kitchen, he pulled free a key, fit it into the locked door nearby and slipped inside.
It was always nice to go on a trip down memory lane, especially now in his twilight years. They had made this room special just for that occasion, trophies on podiums throughout. As he walked by, he touched each in turn to recall the memories they evoked. A beautifully crafted katana, gifted by the sekiseigumi of Kugane for his and his wife's help in tracking down a killer. A breastplate adorned in ribbons and medals, sent by the alchemists of Radz-at-Han for their help in curing a disease that ravaged the coast. The wing of a great bi fang that tore through the La Noscean islands and the head of a coeurl that had endangered an entire Thanalan settlement.
Many and more awards and accolades decorated the room, and he stopped at each of them with a soft hum as he approached the back of the chamber. There, on top of the mantle, resting on a globe, was a wide brimmed tricorne hat, adorned with a metal feather. He picked it up and placed it on his head, turning to face himself in the mirror.
Rekks could only smile a crooked smile as he slowly lifted the hat off his balding head. “No,” he spoke to himself, gently brushing the dust from his most important relic with wrinkled fingers. “No. It still doesn’t fit. Not yet.”
Valentione (RETIRED)
Yurah nearly knocked over the pot of boiling water as she bounced from one foot to the other with excitement. She paused, taking note of how close a call that had been, and placed her hands on the counter to take a deep breath. Before she could return to tending to her preparation, a quick knock on her door drew her attention, signaling the arrival of her Valentione's Day guest. “Oh, come in!”
Skipping over to the door, the woman pulled it open so quickly that Leriff had not yet had time to lower his hand from knocking. His expression showed his surprise before he chuckled the face away, offering his greeting with a smile. “I hope I’m not too early. I finished what little Stringers needed, and decided to head over.” He craned his head to look around her, but quickly stopped and chastised himself silently. Breaking the habit of gathering any scrap of information that could prove useful would be difficult, but he had made a promise to himself to not treat this like a job to scrutinize so thoroughly.
“Oh, it’s no trouble at all.” Yurah leaned on the door and placed one foot in front of the other before making a face and quickly shifting positions to keep her hand on the door, leaning her weight on it. That also wasn’t cool enough, so instead she just pushed herself upright and waved the man inside. “Come in. Come in. I’m cooking dinner.”
Leriff entered at her request, glancing about with a hum. “Ahh–” He was about to speak up, taking note of the mass piles of assorted ingredients and still cooking dishes. To say the woman was attempting to make an extravagant feast would be an understatement. He doubted Emmette ate this well, and he would know, being the one to prepare all her meals now that she had more or less retired him from active work. “Ahh, Yurah–” It almost hurt him to point out the obvious, not wanting to discourage her from all the work she put in, but he felt it too important to not. “You didn’t need to go to all the trouble.” He followed her back to the kitchen with a small chuckle. “I–ahh–can’t taste anything, remember?”
“Oh, I know!” That was not the answer Leriff was expecting, and to hear it perked him up in surprise. “I have just the thing.” Yurah dug into a bag next to the stove, shuffling inside it for some time before she triumphantly produced a small stack of paper cards. “Ta-da!” Turning back to her date, she shoved the cards into his hands proudly. “I wanted you to have a nice dinner, but that’s hard. So I made these.” As the man flipped through the cards, she continued to explain. “Every dish I’m cooking, I wrote down…wrote down how it…tastes…” She trailed off as she realized what she was saying, her face flushing red with how silly the idea was.
“Ahh, I–hrm.” Leriff stifled another laugh as he stepped towards the pot. To put her mind at ease, the man took a nearby spoon and dipped it in, scooping a bit of the meal out to blow on. Finally, he stuffed the spoon into his mouth and swallowed the bite. Completely stone-faced, Leriff put the spoon down and started shuffling the cards to find what he had just eaten. He read the card carefully before turning his face to Yurah, slapping one hand to the side of his cheek and opening his mouth in complete shock. “Yowza! What a kick!”
The glare he earned in response showed how displeased Yurah was with the teasing, and she shoved him out of the kitchen with a huff.
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It was a natural matter that when joining an expedition one was woefully unqualified for, there would be consequences to such lack of foresight. So Yurah, who wished to spend her Valentione's with her new partner, joined Leriff upon his task of dispatching some rampaging Flan from a small hunting ground in the Shroud. While she was no hindrance to the task itself, Yurah missed a vital part of the destruction of such monsters–namely that they had a habit of popping like the gelatinous treats of their namesake.
She sat now, in her chair, howling and screaming as Leriff took scissors to her hair. While they had managed to wash off most of the gunk, cleaning her clothes had been a fruitless endeavor, and there was no saving her long strands. She sobbed as she watched the work in a mirror, causing Leriff pause every time she flailed her hands and stomped her feet. “I look like a boy!”
Though he tried his best to be understanding, Leriff couldn’t help but laugh softly to himself. This was sure to be a lesson she would never forget. He snipped as little as he could, but he was not a stylist–and granted, there was little to style. Most of the locks had to go, until she would be left with only a small tuft covering her crown. “It’ll grow back.” He reassured her as best he could, finishing the final touches to her disappointing haircut. “Besides,” Leriff gave the woman a once over, making sure he had missed no more of the slime, before planting a soft kiss on the top of her head. “I think you look cute.”
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Leriff was not a stranger to failure. Failure was a common occurrence in life, no matter one’s profession, and every setback would be remedied in time. Granted, failure in Leriff’s profession often led to injury and death, and he counted himself lucky that that was not the consequence he faced today. Still, even knowing that, to have such a successive string of failures weighed heavily on his heart. He had been gone from home for a few weeks now, and it felt as if none of his jobs had gone well. Marks had escaped, other crews came in and poached his jobs, clients had lied about promised payments and so on.
With a grumble to offer his thanks to the ferryman, Leriff climbed out of the small boat that carried him from Kugane to the island on which he made his home. He shuffled his feet up the street towards the market, staring at the ground to avoid eye contact with any of the patrons milling about. Not that anyone gave much attempt to interfere with his trip home, regardless, as the hunter was covered in bruises, his clothes were a single step above useless rags, and his downcast expression made it seem as if he had a rain cloud over his head alone.
What’s the point? Leriff wallowed in his own self-pity as he turned down the road to reach his house, following the stone pathway past all the Valentione's decorations to the stairs that led down to the beach. Why do I even bother?
As Leriff pulled the paper partition door open, he looked up just in time to hear a shout. Yurah stood on one side of the table, holding out a calligraphy brush like a fencing rapier. Ai’an stood opposite her, holding up one of their sitting cushions as a shield. It was obvious the two had been fighting about something for some time now, and Leriff glanced down to the table between them. In a basket, dead center the table, there was a singular cookie left from a batch the man had prepared before he had left.
His bones ached, his body burned, his work for the entire moon was in shambles; but, Leriff smiled and laughed, shaking his head. Oh, right. That’s why. “Alright.” Leriff lifted his hand to place it on his other arm, rolling his shoulder to stretch and pop his sore joints. He then took that arm and reached out, grabbing the nearby broom. Brandishing it as a weapon in both hands, Leriff hooked his foot against the sliding door and pushed it closed. “I’m in. Let’s do this.”
Colorful (RETIRED)
“Look! For Gods’ sake, Anduion, you’re bleeding again!”
Leriff lifted his fingers to tap gently at his nose, pulling his eyes from the rather exasperated Emmette Stringers to look down at the splash of blood on his fingertips. He chuckled quietly to himself and nodded. “Oh. So I am.”
“Don’t ‘so I–’” Emmette stopped to let out a frustrated growl, snapping her hands skyward to mimic strangling the taller man. “I am more than pleased with your performance, Anduion, and I recognize how well you do keeping me safe, but it hasn’t been long since we found you looking like–” She stopped again to shudder the memory away, not wishing to recall the vague, corpse-like shape she had found her guardian in after his rescue. “From this moment forward, you are being retired. Permanently, if it comes to that.”
“Do not be so dramatic, Stringers. I am perfectly fin–” When Emmette was on a rampage, no sentence was safe from her abrupt snap, not even Leriff’s. He lifted his cane in light-hearted defense with a smile as she waved a threatening finger in his face.
“Don’t insult my intelligence, Anduion. Do not pretend!” The smaller woman took a few moments to compose herself, taking a few deep breaths to push the frustration back down. This was not the first time she had argued with the man over his health, and she doubted it would be the last. “You aren’t well, yet. I shouldn’t have taken you to that meeting. You can’t keep this up, Leriff.” With a tired sigh, Emmette softened, turning her eyes from the man’s bleeding nose to meet his gaze. “If you keep trying, you’re going to die, and no one wants that.” She narrowed her eyes at the man. “No one, am I clear?”
No response came, as Leriff simply held her gaze, looking like a chastised child. Emmette found this lack of denial all the more reason to continue with her decision. She had been relatively well taken care of before Leriff’s arrival, and she would surely be able to do so again without his help, even if it were a touch harder. “I’ve hired a young woman named Yurah Tsukino. She is going to take care of you while you recover. This is non-negotiable.” Emmette knew she couldn’t actually order Leriff around–the man was incorrigible; but, she hoped that some part of him, deep down, respected her enough to listen just this once, when it was most important. “Dismissed.”
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The moment Emmette finally left his room, the faux smile on his face faded away. Leriff slowly wiped his nose with the handkerchief Emmette had stuffed into his hand before she had departed, cleaning the blood away. As far as the man was concerned, there was no actual cause for concern. He would work until he wore himself down, and then he would be left in a ditch, where he belonged. It wasn’t his choice to be rescued in the first place, and the frustration that Emmette couldn’t see that was only adding to the growing annoyance that she insisted he needed a caretaker.
It was exhausting. All Leriff wanted to do was lie in bed until he was called upon, work until he was no longer useful and then return to bed to repeat the cycle. This was all the worth he offered the world anymore. The frustration built until it reached a boiling point, causing the man to vent his anger by throwing his walking cane to the side, toppling a vase of flowers. The beautiful arrangement was sent to him by the employees in Emmette’s company as a gift to hopefully speed along his recovery, and now they lay in ruins on the floor. Not that Leriff ever appreciated the colorful display, anyway. There was no light or color anymore–everything was gray, or at least that’s what it felt like.
The most effort he could muster without the cane was to collapse onto his bed, and there he remained. His eyes unfocused, he stared at the ceiling and began to spiral into his own pit of depression. This was too much effort to go to for him. He had done awful things in Baruto’s employ. And before that. And after that. His child was gone. His family gone. His sister gone, by his hand just moons ago. His life gone. His–
The sound of the door opening was enough to snap him out of the growing vacuum of panic, and he pushed himself to sit up to inspect the source. A timid, young miqo’te woman eased through the portal to his room, eyes darting between the man and the ruined vase. “Hello, Mister Anduion…” Her voice was chipper, almost a song, but her smile betrayed her anxiety.
He matched her smile with his own, though perhaps with less fear in it. It was gentle and kind and so well rehearsed. Leriff chuckled quietly and slowly shifted to turn off the bed and face the woman. “Ahh, you must be Tsukino. It is a pleasure, my friend.”
There was an energy in that smile that disarmed Yurah of her anxieties and she bounced into the room with a single step. “That’s me! I’ve been hired to help you with anything you require while you get better!” The outburst of excitement caused Yurah to catch herself and shuffle in place awkwardly. “Which…you probably already know.” She shifted in place before slowly making her way over to the fallen vase. “I’ll just…go ahead and clean this up.”
Normally, Leriff would have reached out to stop the woman, but the fact that she looked ready to die with embarrassment on the spot stayed his hand. He could let her have this distraction. “Thank you, Tsukino. I suppose I will be counting on you in the future.” Eventually, Emmette would tire of this charade and require his assistance again. He only had to put up with this for a short time. The man turned in place to once more climb fully into bed, though it did take him some time to do so comfortably. “When you are finished, you are free for the day. I plan to get some sleep.” With his back to the woman, he lifted his hand to wave dismissively in her direction. “Take the day to get settled in.”
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“Mister Anduion..?” Yurah tapped her knuckles against the door to politely knock as she opened it slowly. “You’ve been in here for a few days. I thought maybe you’d like to try some exercise, today?” The tray of food she had brought earlier was barely touched. In fact, every tray of food that she had brought since starting her employment here had left the room in nearly the same state that it had entered it. Nothing in the room ever moved, including her ward. He laid about in bed, on his back, staring at the ceiling. He used to smile at her every time she entered, but he had given up on that, too, now all but ignoring her existence. Not that the smile was worth much to begin with. Yurah felt Leriff’s smile invoked the same sensation as that of an adorable mammet. It was gentle and pleasing to see, but that light never did reach his eyes.
She shuffled her way into the dwelling, collecting his cane from the nearby table along her way. Tapping it against her thigh to measure her steps as she walked, she stopped before the bed and offered it to the man. “I think you should go for a walk, sir.” The miqo’te was visibly collected, but inside she was positively shook. This was the first time she had been so direct in attempting to get her charge up and about, and the palpable fear in her throat made her feel faint.
Leriff, however, simply rolled over to look at the woman. He wasn’t there, at least not mentally, and his eyes took long seconds to focus. When they did, he smiled and nodded his head in greeting. “Ahh, hello there, Tsukino.” After another moment to process what she had just said, he instead shook his head. “I am okay. Thank you. You can go home for the day.”
Yurah fidgeted with the cane in her outstretched hands, rocking on her heels. Her eyes flicked about to look at the belongings in the room. Nothing had been touched in days, and there was a thin layer of dust on nearly everything in the room to signal that perhaps things had remained untouched for even longer than that. She had tried for nearly a moon now to get the man to do literally anything, and failure after failure had weighed so heavily upon her that the sudden outburst of frustration was inevitable. “Mister Anduion, get out of bed!” She snapped as she redoubled her effort to shove the cane into his possession. “We are going for a walk!”
The exclamation caught Leriff off guard, and he was taken aback. His eyes swapped from the determined woman’s face to the cane she held out for him and back. Unable to help himself, he let out a soft chuckle, and the warmth that came with it surprised even himself. Leriff stretched out his hand to take the cane, using it to push himself to his feet. “Of course, Tsukino. Let us go for a walk.”
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No matter how hard he swam, he couldn’t escape the sea. The waves crashed over and over, each one smashing into his body and pulling him deep beneath the surface. His lungs felt ready to burst and his arms screeched with pain. There was no amount of flailing that could keep him afloat, and despite his best efforts, he sank far below, to the pitch black bottom, far beyond where he could fight back.
“Mister Anduion! Leriff!”
Leriff snapped his eyes open and screamed at the top of his lungs as he jolted out of bed. He looked delirious, eyes wide with panic as his chest heaved, gulping down greedy breaths with each compression. The wild darting his eyes made around the room found solace as they fell onto Yurah, who stood at the foot of his bed in her pajamas, clutching her tail in a reflexive panic response as she called for his attention.
Knowing exactly what had occurred, Leriff defaulted to his typical response. He shut his eyes tight and drew in one deep breath before exhaling, repeating the process until his heart calmed its erratic beats. This was but one of many nightmares he experienced over and over, and so he had developed this method to help calm himself after each one. Finally, once he had felt that panic subside, he opened his eyes and smiled at Yurah to put her at ease, as well. “I am okay, Tsukino. You may return to your room.”
“Mister Anduion–”
Leriff cut the woman off before she could continue. “I promise. I am fine. Please, return to your room.”
“Mister–”
“Enough, Tsukino. Go.”
“Leriff.” Yurah let go of her tail to motion to the man’s arm, quietly mumbling quickly. “You’re bleeding.”
“Ahh–” Leriff turned his head to follow her gesture, lifting his hand to inspect the back of it. In his panic and thrashing, he had struck the head of his bed more than once, and had split his knuckles clean, blood trickling out and slowly staining his bedsheets. “Oh.” He couldn’t say why, or what was different, but the sight of the blood upset him deeply, this time. “So I am.”
Reaching inside the nearby cupboard, Yurah retrieved a rudimentary kit for first aid, unwrapping a line of bandages and coiling it around her fist. She tentatively approached Leriff’s bed before sitting upon it, taking his hand from him to begin wrapping his knuckles. The two sat in silence as she worked, and she took the time she had his hand to examine his arm. Yurah had seen the scars lacing along Leriff’s body like a cracked window, but being this close to them let her truly glimpse them in their entirety. The patchwork of burned skin, inflicted bruises, stitches and grafts made her uneasy, but not because of their horrible nature. No matter how hard or how long she considered it, she could never find a reason someone would let themselves get this bad. These weren’t mistakes, but rather blatant disregard for safety. “I bet a chirurgeon would be able to help some of these…”
“Please, Tsukino. Not this again.” Leriff looked away from the woman as she worked to wrap his hand, having already had this conversation multiple times with the woman.
“But–” Yurah stopped briefly to consider her words, but only shook her head as she resumed her work. “Even heroes have to take care of themselves, Mister Anduion.”
The chuckle that came was enough to interrupt her administration once more, but that disruption was short lived. “Well, good thing I am not a hero, then, ahh?”
The final touches of the wrapping were made in complete silence. Once finished, Yurah stood up and cupped the remaining roll of bandage in both hands, taking a step back. “I think everyone has a hero in them, sir.” She returned the roll to the box and the box to the cupboard before returning her attention to Leriff. “If you haven’t found yours, you just haven’t looked hard enough, yet.” Yurah dipped low, bending straight at the waist as she bowed in respect before making her way from the room, shutting the door behind her.
Leriff flexed his fingers to test the tightness of the bandage, thoughts lingering on the woman’s closing remark. He lifted his other hand to pick at the bandage, something bright in it catching his eye. Yurah’s love of flora was evident in her dress, often wearing pretty jewelry with small bulbs of numerous colors woven in; and, tucked into his wrap like a good luck charm was a tiny flower. A parting gift, one that even in the darkness and gray void of the bedroom, Leriff could make out the brilliant yellow petals.
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Exhaustion racked his whole body as he stumbled into his bedroom. The sun was setting, casting the room in a bright, amber glow. You gave the woman an ilm, she took a malm. Leriff was sure that any work he could have done would have been less stressful than the rehabilitation that Yurah put him through. Day after day, for moons now, he worked tirelessly at her behest in an attempt to reclaim even a fraction of that lost strength. And, despite this worn state, she expected him to return first thing in the morning for more. Using his cane for support, the weary man hobbled towards the bed, stopping only to inspect the package carefully arranged on his desk. He collected the note from it, lifting it to his eye to read over.
Your coat needed help, so I fixed it.
I hope you enjoy it.
-YT
Leriff placed the note down and let his cane rest against the desk as he took the paper wrapping in both hands, tearing it open. He pulled out his old, dark brown coat, with its burned and frayed edges, and looked it over. The holes had been patched, the stray strands plucked and the collar refit. Along the edges of the collar, right over where his chest would fit, two floral arrangements, embossed in red and white silk with purple thread adorned each side. Leriff was not accustomed to receiving gifts, and the shock of the generosity took an embarrassingly long time to fade. But when it did, he smiled brightly, a beaming so powerful it lit his eyes up. He set his coat back down and eyed his cane. Never had he felt so full of energy and ready to face the challenges of the next day. Walk again? He’d learn to run, if only so that he could keep up with her for even a minute more.
Be careful when you live in a world composed of shades of gray, or else you might forget what color looks like.
Freedom (RETIRED)
Night after night, I have the same dream. I’ve returned to Doma, and stand at the bottom of a hill. At the top of the hill is my schoolhouse, illuminated by the moonlight. Dancing in front of it beneath the light of a thousand fireflies is my daughter, Souzou. She turns and sees me and begins to laugh. I see myself walk up the hill–I’m so much younger–full of life and vigor. I take my daughter’s hand and we walk into the schoolhouse together, all fading from view.
“I want a full damage report on every part of this ship!” Captain Lyra stomped about her ship as the storm clouds overhead cleared. “Every detail, no matter how small! And quickly! It’s getting away!” She barked her orders at the burly men that flittered about on board the airship to tend to repairs as she came face to face with her first mate. “And I want that absolute whoreson out of my sight before I shoot him! ‘Kill the creature’ my ass!” The woman jerked a threatening finger towards the hunter standing near the center of the deck who was watching the great cloudkin leave.
Before the first mate could respond, Leriff piped up. “I’m sorry?!” He turned to mimic her stomping in a taunting fashion, swatting her hand out of the way. The man placed his hands on his hips and looked down at the small hyur woman. “Listen here, short stuff. It’s because of me your ship is still in one piec–” Leriff was interrupted as a large crack sounded behind him. One of the masts holding up a balloon to keep the ship steady tumbled over and became wedged against another of its brothers. He glanced from the broken mast to the captain a few times in quick succession before humming to himself. “–mostly one piece.”
Fire positively rose in the woman’s eyes, and her hand snapped to the belt across her chest for her firearm before her young first mate could step in and raise his hands, placing them on his captain’s shoulders to calm her down. “Captain! Please! I know, I know, but he helped, and we still need him!”
Captain Lyra let out a huff before turning her nose up at the hunter. She surveyed the damage and grumbled about the cloudkin making it beyond the horizon. With another huff, she spun on her heel and made way for the manacutter hanging from the side of the vessel. “I’m going after it. I want repairs done as quickly as you’re able. Follow in my direction, and if I’m not back in a bell, mount a rescue.” She hopped over the railing to land in the one-person ship, sliding into the seat. Hearing a thud, she turned in her chair in surprise to see Leriff had hopped after her.
With nowhere to sit, Leriff had crouched down on the back of the manacutter and held the bottom of the sail to keep himself on the ship. He gave the captain a big smile and a thumbs up. Exhausted with arguing with the hunter, she growled out her frustration and clenched her fists before turning back to the wheel to ignite the engine. With a little help from her crew to unlatch her personal skyship, she swung it away from her grand vessel and took off in the direction of the cloudkin.
As the two picked up even more speed, Leriff lifted his hand to cup over his eyes, trying to shield his face from the biting winds. The engine beneath him screamed as it chewed through the skystone fuel, and the sail he held onto shimmered as it collected the wind aether in the air to keep afloat. Captain Lyra’s hat flew from her head as they topped out at a speed as fast as the little ship could carry two people. The hat was caught just in time by the man behind her, and he called out over the rushing winds. “I see it!”
The great bi fang, Moshisu, soared well ahead of the two, and though the manacutter closed the distance slowly, it was evident that the two could never catch up fully. The weight was too great, and the ship could not gain any more speed. Captain Lyra let out a frustrated cry as the cloudkin seemed to be out of reach, but she was cut off as Leriff leaned over her and clambered around her seat, pawing at her coat. “Ahh–excuse me. Sorry..! Ahh–” He finally managed to free the firearm she had threatened him with earlier, lifting it. “Here we go!” The man smiled before taking careful aim at the bi fang. He pulled the trigger–and sent the shot careening wildly to the side. Leriff did not have much experience with firearms, after all.
“Absolute whoreson!” Captain Lyra screamed as her ears began to ring from the explosion of sound just above her. One hand flew off the wheel to cup her hurting ear, the other trying to keep the ship steady. Though the shot had not even been close to hitting the creature, it had spun around at the sound, and recognizing an approaching threat, it quickly ducked down beneath the clouds. The two could catch glimpses of it as it glided towards them from below before it finally let out a screech and shot straight up from directly beneath them. The winds around it rushed about in a fury and storm clouds began to form.
The firearm was dropped carelessly back into her lap as Leriff stood up. “This is my stop.”
It took a precious few seconds for the captain to register what the man had just said, but when she did, she whirled to face him. “Son of a bitc–don’t you even think about it!”
“Ahh–me?” Leriff took the woman’s hat and placed it firmly on his own crown, cocking his head down to grin at the woman and wink. “I never do.” The man let go of the sail and slipped from the manacutter, plummeting straight down towards the cloudkin below.
Night after night, I have the same dream. I’ve returned to Doma, and stand at the bottom of a hill. At the top of the hill is my schoolhouse, illuminated by the moonlight. Dancing in front of it beneath the light of a thousand fireflies is my daughter, Souzou. She turns and sees me and begins to laugh. I see myself walk up the hill–I’m so much younger–full of life and vigor. Before I take my daughter’s hand, I turn with her to look down the path. And then, I am at the bottom of the hill, and I am looking up at Souzou and Takeda. They both smile and wave, and I smile and wave back.
They fade from view, and I am alone, and I am happy. As I wave goodbye to the two of them, I think about all I am now. Takeda wanted peace and quiet–to be with his daughter and to drift softly to sleep, and so I let him. While that sounds lovely, it is not who I am any longer.
My name is Leriff Anduion, and I refuse to die in my sleep.
The wind rushed past him as he fell. Using his arms and legs to control his descent by throwing them out to the sides, Leriff slowed himself from terminal velocity to just slightly below that. He couldn’t help but think of a man he had met in Ishgard who called himself a dragoon. The hunter had watched as he performed incredible feats, soaring through the sky with mighty leaps and flying, even briefly, as only the creatures of the sky could. Leriff wondered if this is how he had felt each time–so absolutely free.
The screech from below brought him back to his senses and he furrowed his brow. It was time to get to work. Careful not to upset his balance, Leriff reached up to his back and unlatched the buckle that kept the gunblade secured to his shoulder. He gripped it tightly as he drew it, keeping it close to his body to not allow the weapon to fly away. The man placed both hands onto the curved hilt and aimed it towards his feet as he squared his shoulders and tilted forward. He narrowed his body like a missile, and with less resistance to his fall, torpedoed directly into Moshisu’s reach.
A small crack of the hammer sounded as Leriff pulled the trigger on the gunblade once, then twice. He swung it forward and sliced at the air in front of him. The blade vibrated, and the cartridges that had just been crushed spilled forth with aether along the length of it. The vibrations ignited the energy and the air around him grew thick and heavy, like a stone, with ambient aether. He used this as a shield to block the buffet of air sent his way by the cloudkin, allowing him to reach the creature.
With a twirl to align himself to the bi fang’s side, Leriff swung his blade hard. Another pull of the trigger let out another small explosion, the hunter using the force to jam the weapon into Moshisu’s hide. The weapon cut through the skin before becoming lodged within the creature, and with Leriff holding onto the handle as tight as he could with both hands, his momentum was cut immediately. His shoulders screamed in pain from the strain, but he had no time to stop now. He drew a knife from his belt and jammed it into the cloudkin with a single swift motion. Using the blade to help him, he climbed onto the creature’s back and towards its beak.
Moshisu took in a deep, whistling breath as it attempted to summon forth another buffet of aspected wind from its mouth, but Leriff didn’t allow it to do so. He grappled with the cloudkin’s beak, both hands on the top half while he jammed his feet into the bottom half. Summoning all of his might, he pulled as hard as he could with his hands while pushing his feet out. A beat passed as the two struggled, and then another, until finally there was a sickening crunch. Bone and skin tore as Leriff forced the two sides of the creature’s mouth apart until he ripped the top half off completely.
Leriff rolled backwards as the beak came off in his hands. He grabbed his knife to stop himself, though it was ripped from the creature as he fell. Using the fallback of the gunblade still securely jammed into the cloudkin’s hide, he snagged it as well, hanging on as Moshisu thrashed about in agony. The hunter swung his legs back and forth until he could use the momentum to fling himself back up over the bi fang, bringing his weapon with him. He stalled in the air for a brief moment before crashing back down, squeezing the trigger and slashing through the now aether saturated air with the blade. The cartridge ignited as he struck Moshisu, cutting through its wing with ease.
The two began to fall to the ocean below, soaring through the clouds until the water came into view. Leriff struggled to reach the cloudkin, abandoning his weapon to help speed him up and aim his body toward the creature. Once he had a handhold on the feathers and fur of the bi fang, he climbed aboard the dying beast. The man kicked at one of its still attached wings to deploy it outwards, akin to a glider, and though it did not stop their fall, it ensured when they hit the water, it only felt like he had slammed his body into a brick wall at an impossibly high speed instead of feeling like he had slammed his body into a brick wall at a deadly speed. A small distinction, but enough of one for him.
The water was a sheet of ice cold pain. His lungs screamed at him as he clawed his way to the surface, abandoning the creature to let it sink to the bottom of the ocean. Once he broke the surface, he stretched his body out, floating upon the tide. The waves were thankfully gentle with the sea dead. While everything ached, he was thankful, as the aching was proof that everything still worked.
A stream of curses approached from the distance, language so colorful that even Leriff had to admit to himself he was impressed. The manacutter slowly descended to the water, and the hunter lifted his hand to signal his survival. “Ahh–Captain?” When Captain Lyra pitched her head over the side to glare at the man, he laughed. “I’m afraid I lost your hat.”
Brothers (RETIRED)
“It’s a disaster!” The frantic bumbling of the personal chefs in the kitchen had reached a fever pitch, the commotion enough even to draw Leriff, the estate’s guardian, out of his chambers to investigate the problem. Apron-clad employees scampered about the kitchen in a mad dash, all the while the head chef sat in the center of the room with his head in his hands, lamenting the doom that had suddenly befallen them all. “It’s over! We’ll never work again!”
“Ahh–” Leriff poked his head into the room, giving the riot a curious glance. “What seems to be the matter, here?” He stepped into the room and crossed his arms, looking about with a rather serious expression. If there was truly a problem in the estate, Saruto would be furious if he did not take care of it sooner rather than later.
The head chef practically fell over himself to scamper to Leriff’s side. The culinary staff had a particular distaste for Saruto’s council. Each of them were so particular–so frustratingly obtuse with their tastes and preferences. All but one. Though Saruto had rather strictly admonished the cooks for purposefully giving Leriff subpar food before, they had learned that they did not even need to waste spices on the man, as he could not taste anything anyway. He was less picky over his meals than a dog, and each of the culinary crew had grown quite happy with the guardian in the time since his arrival.
“Anduion!” The head chef addressed him much like Saruto did–rather how everyone in the household did. “It’s terrible! They ran out! What are we to do?!”
Leriff threw his hands up to stop the man before he was barreled into. “Pause.” When the head chef stopped to take a breath, Leriff nodded. “Explain. And properly, this time, please.”
It took more than a single moment for the man to compose himself, but after having done so, he launched immediately into explaining the predicament. “We are out of dodo!” When that simple explanation did not get across to Leriff what should have been a very obvious category five disaster, the chef continued. “It’s Master Baruto’s nameday, and we are out of dodo. Because of the game shortage this season, we weren’t able to get any!” The new information was met with a sigh as Leriff shook his head. “Then prepare something else. I am sure you are capable of making a wonderful dish to satisfy Baruto.” Of everyone in the house, it was only Leriff who could get away with not using proper etiquette when discussing the head of the estate.
“You don’t understand! The temper! The tantrums! The absolute horror!” What appeared as if war flashbacks crossed the chef’s face. Whatever Saruto was capable of when going without his favorite food on his nameday, it was enough to scar the culinary staff for life. “He eats dodo every year on this day, and he won’t settle for anything less!”
Another sigh was let free as Leriff lifted his fingers to pinch the bridge of his nose, rubbing it softly to ease his frustration. Finally, he threw his hand up again to cut even more blubbering off before the chef could start again. “I will fix this and find you a bird. Just–” He waved his hand dismissively in annoyance, gesturing to the cataclysm that had befallen the kitchen. “Fix this.”
It was a peaceful sigh that escaped Leriff’s lips as he sat on the edge of the lake, making himself comfortable in the damp dirt. He sat the simple tackle box next to him and twisted to the side to collect his fishing pole. It was an important day–important enough to actually get him out of bed at the crack of dawn, at least. With a content expression overtaking his features, he reached back and flicked his arm, casting his line into the lake.
“Where is it?!”
The crash was enough to make Mimiji Miji jump with fright. Something had just been sent toppling to the ground in Leriff’s room, and she crept closer to the slightly ajar door to peek inside to see if the man was alright. And he was not. The room looked as if a cyclone had struck it; furniture was thrown about in a haphazard fashion and clothes lay strewn all over the floor. The wardrobe had been tossed to the ground, one of its doors lying broken on the other side of the room. “Is… is everything alright, Anduion?” Mimiji dared to slip through the cracked door, but did not enter fully, in case she needed to flee at a moment’s notice.
“Where is it?!” Leriff shouted again, in her direction, almost accusingly. He took a threatening step towards the small woman, pointing at her. “Where is my necklace?!”
Mimiji froze as she racked her brain for what the man had meant. “The… the old boat thing?” The glare Leriff gave the woman for disrespecting the heirloom was enough to send a shiver through her spine and her heart skip a beat. She threw her hands up immediately in innocence as she quivered. “I don’t have it! I don’t know!”
“Where?!” Leriff spun around and smashed his fist into the wall, leaving a sizable hole where he had struck. There was a splatter of blood as the skin around his knuckles broke with the force, and he turned that icy blue gaze back to the small woman.
As the commotion had ramped up, it had finally drawn the ire of Saruto to the room. He waddled in with a huff, air whistling from his nostrils as it always did when he was angry. “And what is all this noise about?” Taking one glance around the room wiped the grimace from the lalafel’s face, however, and replaced it with one of surprise. “What is the matter, Anduion?”
Leriff could not answer. It was as if the man was in a state of shock and he could only hang his fist in the wall and breathe heavily as his brain tried to calm itself from its traumatic spiral into panic. Mimiji spoke instead, sliding behind Saruto to hide. “He can’t find his necklace, sir.”
“Oh.” Saruto let out a small sound before brightening up. “Oh!” It was not often that Saruto smiled, but the corners of his mouth tugged slightly into one, as if he were embarrassed, if only slightly, that he had forgotten. He dug into the pocket of his vest and produced the wooden sailboat charm, holding it out for Leriff. “It is right here.”
Before the small man could finish his sentence, Leriff had snatched the charm from his hand, holding it close to his chest in an attempt to calm himself. “Why do you have it..?” His breath began to steady and his composure slowly, but surely, was returning.
“It is horrid, Anduion. Burned and chipped–absolutely disgraceful. I cannot allow you to wear it in public.” Saruto placed his hands on his hips and puffed out his chest to return to his normal state of practiced annoyance. When his guardian opened his mouth to speak up and brought the necklace up to eye level to look at it, Saruto interrupted him immediately. “So I fixed it.”
“You fixed…” Leriff leveled his eyes onto the necklace to see it bright again. The soot had been delicately chipped off and each crack and splinter had been painstakingly restored. Saruto had even gone to the trouble of sourcing the exact type of wood used for the charm, so though the newer parts were brighter in color, they blended seamlessly. It was, for all intents and purposes, an exact perfect recreation of the day he had given it to his daughter. “Oh…”
“Of course. You were never going to be rid of it, but I cannot have you wear something so disheveled in my presence.” Saruto looked around the man to see the destruction still left in the room. He clicked his tongue in thought as he mused over a few ideas before waving a hand dismissively. “Come, Anduion. We have work to do. I will–” He shifted his glance from the man to the room and then back. “I will have someone clean this up before you return.” Without another word, Saruto turned and marched off with perfectly measured steps. And, as always, Leriff simply followed.
He wanted the best deal, but the stock this season seemed to be a touch higher than normal, and the man did not like shopping. The line behind him grew, feet tapping and fingers drumming, as he stood at the front of the stall and hummed in thought over the inspection of each bird. It was important to get a good deal, but it was important to get a good selection of meat, as well. And then more!
Annoyed groans behind Leriff grew as he scratched his beard in further contemplation. He delicately picked at the legs of each of the dead dodo hanging from the top of the wooden stall, further frustrating the hunter behind the colorful creatures. Finally, Leriff brightened up and simply selected the biggest bird there. “This one.”
Saruto sat behind his desk while Leriff stood opposite of him, near the only door out of the small man’s office. The two had locked eyes, brows furrowed, and neither had spoken in some time, each preparing how best to outline their demands. It was Saruto who piped up first, the flare and whistle from his nostrils punctuating his anger. “I want my stones back, Anduion.”
“Where is she, Baruto?” Leriff did not back down, even as many men would find themselves cowed by the intimidating aura the lalafel could emit. “We had a deal. I would gather these soul crystals for you, and you would find my sister.” The man was positively gritting his teeth, seething as he spoke. “You found her, and I have not been told.”
This argument had played out in a repeating circle for the past bell, both sides only repeating their singular statements. “Those crystals are my property, Anduion! I demand them back!”
“We had a deal!” It was only the sense of betrayal that each man felt that caused this endless cycle of back and forth. On the day they had met, years ago, they had made a promise. Leriff would gather soul crystals for Saruto to help him in his quest to put the sultana in a place of absolute power within Ul’dah, and in return Saruto would find Leriff’s sister, and in the end, assist him in ending her life.
“I was promised Leriff Anduion!” Saruto rose in his chair, climbing onto his desk. He leveled an accusing finger, pointing directly at the man opposite of him. “I was told Takeda Hajime had died! I was told that there was nothing left of that man, and now I would have Leriff Anduion!” Saruto swiped at the air, the need to strike something–anything–rising. “And now I am to tell you where she is so that you may throw Leriff Anduion away?! I am not sending what I was promised to die!”
“This is my choice, Baruto! I am not your property!” Leriff stepped out of the door frame, slamming the door shut behind him. The two did not care for onlookers, even if none would come. Over the years, Saruto had done away with any sort of security. They had all become redundant with Leriff around, anyway. And no employee or member of his private council would ever dare to think of coming between the two of them. “I came to this land for one purpose, and I will see it through. Do not think you can stop me.” Leriff locked his jaw and closed the gap between himself and the smaller man, stopping to slam his hands on the desk Saruto stood on. “It is my life to do what I will!”
“You are not my property, you are my fri–gods damn your guilt, Leriff!” Saruto screamed directly into his companion’s face, his own flush red. “You survived! It was not a mistake!”
Saruto and Leriff had worked together for years, and not once had an argument ever arisen. Surely, disagreements occurred, but when Saruto gave an order, Leriff enacted it. And when Leriff took enough issue with an order to complain, Saruto did not push the task upon him, often relenting immediately. They had used each other as tools–a means to accomplish their individual goals without thought to what the other actually was. But now, eye to eye, neither could help but see what they had ignored all this time. A mirror. A person. Each, with their own goals and ideals. Pain and suffering. Ambitions and desperations.
Over time, they could mend the gap they had sundered today. They could work together, accomplishing in repairing the relationship that they were slowly destroying at this very moment. It would not be an easy path to take, but it would end in a better place. One of respect and camaraderie, where each man was equ–
“Get out.” Saruto turned and climbed off the desk, back into his chair. A shaky hand reached out to grab a crystal decanter and a cup to pour its contents into.
The sudden demand caught Leriff off guard, and he could only continue to stare at the lalafel as the small man ignored him. He slowly pushed himself off the desk as he resumed gritting his teeth, nearly hissing his words out. “Where is she, Baruto?”
“Out.” The reply came without even a glance of acknowledgement, Saruto too busy attempting, and failing, to open the decanter.
“Where–”
“I said out!” Saruto screamed once more and slammed the container of wine onto his desk, shattering it in his hand. He let his now bloodied hand fall to his side, his gaze locked firmly to the pool of wine that slowly expanded over the wooden surface.
Outside the room, from her desk, Mimiji could only see the door fly open so fast it nearly rocketed off its hinges. Leriff stormed out of the office and made his way out of the building. Finally feeling safe enough to move, Mimiji slowly rose from her seat. It was not a rare occurrence to see someone leave Saruto’s office in a huff, but she could not once recall it ever being Leriff. She brushed her dress off before entering the room with a sigh, ready to soothe her boss’ obvious temper tantrum as he likely stood on his desk and pitched a fit, stamping his foot and flailing his arms about in the air. Instead, she entered the room and stopped still.
Saruto had not moved. He sat at his desk, staring at nothing, and paid no mind to the glass shards in his hand or the blood that was slowly trickling into a puddle on the floor. He wore only defeat.
The smells wafting through the small house were enough to stir both Yurah and Ai’an from their respective leisurely activities, bringing them both towards the shared kitchen. Ai’an poked her head around the door to the stairwell and sniffed above, canting her head delicately to the side. Yurah, on the other hand, appeared above her twin and shoved the woman’s head out of the way to see what Leriff was cooking. When she saw the stock of fish and grains, and the massive dodo bird the man was preparing, she quickly grew excited. “Is it that day already?”
Leriff looked up from his task and chuckled, nodding. “Yes.” He waved a hand about before returning his attention to the task at hand of preparing the positively abundant feast. “You still have about a bell left. It’ll be ready then.”
Of all her duties, this was one she did not enjoy. Mimiji waddled into the graveyard, plump little legs struggling against the soft ground. She had made a promise that she would come see him at least once a moon, and even if there was no one to hold her to that promise, the woman was reluctant to rescind it.
Moons had passed, and then cycles, but Saruto’s companion had never returned. Saruto had begun to donate his vast wealth anonymously to the lives they had ruined in a bid to make up for what they had done, but his wayward guardian did not come back. Then the donations became public. Then the study of horrible, unnatural magicks, as surely it was not that Leriff did not wish to return, but couldn’t. Saruto filtered through schools and libraries, cults and criminals, all in search of anything that could help. His fortune dwindled away until nothing was left, forcing him to fire all of his employees and removing him from his own council. But even this did not deter his attempts.
Finally, perhaps with the knowledge that his end would be soon, he had called for Mimiji. She had done well enough for herself in his absence, perhaps better, even, and it was mostly out of pity that she answered his summons. He had only one request to make of her. He wanted to be buried in the eastern reaches of Thanalan when he passed, and asked her to arrange it for him. And, if she felt up to it, to perhaps visit him once a moon, as he had grown lonely these past few years.
Mimiji did not like Saruto, and she liked Leriff even less. Saruto could be a tyrant, but beneath you could catch glimpses of the person within. Leriff, however, had been cold. He was not cruel, and he did not threaten anyone as his employer had. When he did speak, it had always been quick and to the point, as if he were reading a script. By all means, he had been a better person than Saruto. But there was never a glimpse of a person within. Never the idea that there was something beneath. He was empty–a ghost. And driving him away had destroyed Saruto.
“Miss Miji.” The Father of the nearby church of Saint Adama Landama lifted a hand in a wave to the woman, using his cane to walk down the muddy path towards her. “Come to see him again?” The smile he offered the woman was gentle, full of warmth, and he pointed towards the grave with his cane. “You know, you should both just come together one day. I’m sure he would love the company of you both.”
“Hello Father. I’m here for him, yes.” Mimiji nodded politely, turning her attention to where he pointed. “I felt it had been maybe too long since last I visite–together?” The sudden realization of what the man had said struck her. “I’m sorry, Father, but what do you mean?”
“Oh, I’m sorry. Do you not know the man?” The priest shook his head in apology, tapping his cane against the earth. “I just assumed, since you both only visit Mister Baruto.” Letting out a single breath in thought, the priest lifted his hand to stroke his beard. “Tall lad. Broad and tough looking. Has a beard and lots of–” He struggled with the word before laughing softly. “Scars. That one. Covered in ‘em. Comes by once a week to visit, at least. He never stays for long, but I’m sure Mister Baruto appreciates it.”
The smile that overtook Mimiji’s features came from a genuine place as she looked at Saruto's grave. Mimiji did not like Saruto, and she liked Leriff even less. But the knowledge that perhaps they had reconciled, even now, was enough. The two were always better together–after all, they were brothers.
“I’m not complaining, but why all this?” Ai’an sat at the table as Leriff continued to bring over plates upon plates of food, far more than they could eat in one sitting. She looked to her sister for an answer, but Yurah simply shrugged. Yurah had grown accustomed to this giant feast once a year, and she no longer cared to question it. She simply sat, a utensil in each fist, and alternated striking the table with the bottom of each, kicking one foot after another in rhythm as she excitedly awaited the food.
Leriff chuckled in response as he placed the centerpiece onto the table, a massive, decorated plate of roasted dodo. “We eat dodo every year on this day, and we won’t settle for anything less.”
Tomb Raiders (RETIRED)
Yurah bounced down the stairs from the bedroom, alternating each foot during her descent. She bumped the ajar door into the living room with her hip to open it, allowing her inside. The horrible sound she had heard as she had woken up that came from within was sourced to the window ledge. Leriff was sprawled out on the inclined sofa as if he had been thrown there in some sort of fight, even if she knew he hadn’t. One hand lay on his face to block out the sun, the other hanging off, fingertips resting on the floor. He hadn’t even managed to get both of his legs onto his makeshift bed, and one bare foot rest on top of his piles of papers and tomes he had likely been perusing right before he had fallen asleep. And that horrible, awful snoring that emanated from his open mouth would be enough to startle even the most dreadful of beasts.
She giggled in delight as she tiptoed over to the table where he had been working before falling into his exhausted coma. Shuffling through the papers as quiet as could be, she looked over his notes and maps, cocking her head to the side in thought.
“It’s the Sagolii.”
Yurah jumped, ears and tail bristling at the shock. No matter how often she learned the fact, the sudden realization of how light a sleeper Leriff actually was, despite making more noise than even the loudest airship engine, spooked her every time. She nodded when she calmed down, taking up the cup of coffee that the man had left out. It was still steaming, indicating he had quite literally likely fallen asleep only moments before she woke. “I can see that. What’s this all about?”
Leriff rolled over, pulling himself fully onto the couch as he stretched out his sore limbs. “I wrote all of it down. You can look it over yourself.” The man yawned, seeming disinclined to take the time to explain when he could be sleeping instead.
With a frown, Yurah glanced down at the absolute scratch that her beloved had the audacity to claim was legible Eorzean. She tossed his horrendous handwriting to the side and cupped the coffee in both hands, turning to face the man. “I like when you explain it instead.”
She was met with a sigh as the man turned to face her, pushing himself up on one hand to rest his head against his arm. “Way back in the Fifth Astral Era, there was a tribe of miqo’te that lived deep in the desert. Some of the tribes that exist in that region today speak of a legend of the leader of this tribe. He was a hulking man, towering over his brethren, and a tyrant. He ruled over the entirety of the dunes with an equally imposing weapon, an axe given the name Dunesunder. When he eventually died, a mausoleum of sorts was constructed, and he along with this powerful weapon were entombed within.”
“Uh-huh.” Yurah sipped from the mug before making a face in disgust. Of all the things Leriff could prepare perfectly, a practical connoisseur of the finest of dining despite his inability to taste anything, the man could never once make an actually good cup of coffee-- it may as well have been hot bean water. She set the mug down and pushed it away from her, as if its very presence would offend her. “And how much of this is true?”
“Almost assuredly zero percent.”
The miqo’te turned her attention back to the mess of research on the table. “I’m sensing a but coming…”
Leriff smiled as he rolled onto his back, lifting a finger in the air. “But, T’firrah sent word to me last week that a sandstorm had ravaged them for days, and when it finally cleared, it revealed the tops of a buried tomb. And, judging by the architecture, it definitely dates back quite a ways.”
That was enough information for the woman, and she bounced on her heels in excitement. She pranced over to the man, stars in her eyes, and bent forward, cupping her hands into fists by her chin. “When do we leave?!”
Leriff rolled back over as he yawned, facing his back to the woman. He jerked his thumb to the bag near the door as he closed his eyes to get some more sleep. “I’m already packed.”
Flower (RETIRED)
Morning light pierced softly through the windows, covered as they were with the sheer paper partitions to help keep the brightness at bay. Ai’an sat on the bay window’s built in sofa as she flipped through the pages of her newest obsession, yet another trashy romance novel she had dug out of the piles of books Leriff kept around. She was only jolted from her intense daydreaming by the shaking of the front door. The lock flipped and the knob turned, allowing Leriff to nearly spill into the abode.
The man stumbled forward, barely getting the door shut behind him. His face was a patchwork of new bruises, and his coat was in tatters. He dropped his pack on the floor next to the door and let his head rest against the wooden portal as he turned to lock it. It took some few moments for his fingers to work the delicate process of securing the lock, his arm tired and shaking.
Ai’an sat the book to the side and placed her hands on either side to push herself to her feet, ready to rise to help the hunter inside and make sure none of his injuries were severe. He, however, waved her off in a tired and dismissive fashion. The woman did not argue. Leriff had been doing such work far longer than she, or even her sister, had known him, and coming home in such a disheveled manner was not the most unusual occurrence; besides, if he maintained that he was fine, she wouldn’t question him. The man was not one to hide behind bravado when he truly needed help.
Leriff shrugged off the remains of his coat and hobbled over to the cushions that Ai’an currently took residence on. He placed one knee on the pillows and then pitched forward. The man slapped the top of her thigh with his face as he planted into her lap. Exhaustion making sentences difficult, he simply mumbled against her skin. “Scratch.”
The response he earned for such antics was not a pleasant one. Ai’an narrowed her eyes and raised her brow at the man, lifting her hand in annoyance. “What, are we a child now?”
There was a grumbling from below as the man adjusted himself to lie fully face down in her lap, letting his arms rest on either side. “Scratch please.”
Ai’an giggled and nodded. “Better.” She let her hand fall onto the top of his head, offering gentle, matronly scratches to his hair to help the man relax. “You should let Yurah know you’re home. She’s been a terror to deal with in your absence.”
Leriff turned his head to the side, letting his bruised cheek find rest instead. “I’d rather keep all my limbs. Unless you want to wake her.”
Flashes of the horrible tantrums Yurah was capable of when awoken early from her slumber flashed through Ai’an’s mind and she gulped, nodding quickly in agreement. “Nevermind that. I’m sure she’ll be just as thrilled in a few hours when she wakes.” The woman let out another pleasant sigh as she shook her head. “She’s always been that way, though, ever since she was a little girl. You wouldn’t believe how much worse she used to be when it was time for her to meet her tutor.”
“Souzou was like that, too.” Leriff let out a soft chuckle, the best his body could manage. “I felt she would sleep all day if I let her.”
“Souzou is–” Ai’an cut her thought short, letting out a cough. Her hand stopped on the side of the man’s head as she absently cleared her throat. “Souzou was your daughter, yes?” She looked down at the man as a guilty expression overtook her features. “Yurah told me about her. A little, at least. I am so sorry for your loss, Leriff.”
Leriff remained silent for a moment as he rolled over onto his back, letting his head fall back to where it was. His gaze did not meet Ai’an’s, but rather traveled far past her in an unfocused state. “It’s okay.” After another moment’s pause, he shook his head. “It’s not okay. It will never be okay, I think.” The man smiled, however. It was a soft and gentle tug at the corners of his mouth, like a caring father proud of their child. With it, his eyes came back into focus and his attention back to the woman. “But it was a long time ago, and I want to smile when I think about my daughter, just like I always did when I saw her face.”
Ai’an shifted her hand to clean off the scabbing that began to form over the bruises before resuming her soft scratches to the top of the man’s head. “Tell me about her.”
With a gentle gesture to motion to the tangle of greenery and proud flowers that stood in the planters about the house, Leriff nodded. “The first thing you have to know about Souzou was that she loved gardening.”
Instruction (RETIRED)
“Enough, hunter. I don’t want your thanks.” T’firrah scoffed as she strode out onto the hard-packed sand of her tribe’s canyon home. “Your help with the Dune King has earned you this further instruction, at the least. But we will do it my way. Now, present yourself.” She turned to face the man, bare feet gliding against the sandstone to mark a clear line for herself.
Leriff chuckled, scratching the back of his head. “Could you not just–ahh–look how I do things and tell me what’s wrong?” He had hoped that being so profusely thankful would spare him the beating his reluctant mentor was about to administer. Still, the fact that she even agreed to the request in lieu of paying him for his services was already an incredible step forward in their relationship, and he was not too picky about how she would help him. He stood a few good yalms back, a considerable gap between the two, as he also dragged a bare foot against the ground to mark his own line.
T’firrah cared for strength and an easy way to test for such was a combative trial such as this. The first to be pushed past their line in the sand would lose. The hunter did not expect to win, in truth. He had not seen T’firrah in many months, and though the physical bruises the miqo’te inflicted healed long ago, the mental ones remained. Leriff winced at the thought of how many ribs the woman had broken. “How serious should we take this?” He called out over the howling wind.
“I cannot correct your mistakes if you do not give me your all. I want everything you are able to give, hunter.” T’firrah stretched her legs out to either side before bouncing up and down to work her arms forward. She then crouched into a low pose, so accustomed to fighting amidst the sand and stone of the desert. She noted the man’s nod of response and how he pulled one arm close to his chest, the other near his hips. Good. He has closed the gap in his guard. He will wait to find an opening, as he always does, and hope to be fast enough to act on it. Though whatever words he spoke did not reach her, she saw his lips move, and felt she could vaguely make out the message.
“Flow.”
Before T’firrah could even blink, Leriff was in front of her. Her mouth popped open in a barely audible gasp. She could not see his fist, only the blur that it came as, heading directly for her chest. When she lifted her arms to guard herself, the fist was gone. He had never thrown it in in the first place. Using his eyes to draw her attention and a twitch of his body, he had feigned his fist in her direction, instead lifting his left leg to strike her clean in the abdomen. I did not teach him this.
The woman barely managed her knee up in time to block the kick with the front of her leg. Every muscle screamed in pain at the fury inflicted upon her body with but a single strike. Instead of stopping at her defense, Leriff pulled his leg in and spun with the momentum, lifting his right arm and curling his fingertips tightly into his palm to strike her square against the side of her head with the back of his hand. This, too, she managed to block, but even by dulling his strike with her forearm, she staggered to the side.
The onslaught was relentless. Even as T’firrah saw what mistakes he made in his form, she was powerless to exploit them. Leriff stepped back and brought his fist to his chest before lunging forward. “Hunter.” The gap closed in an instant, and T’firrah could not bring her arms down in time to protect herself. “Hunter!” She stepped backwards as fast as she could, desperately trying to defend her body. “Leriff!”
Almost snapping from his reverie, Leriff stopped short as T’firrah lept away, far past her line. “Ahh–is everything well? Did you see something I was doing wrong?”
The woman did not drop her arms from where they were crossed to defend her body. Her breaths came slow and heavy, panting from the exertion of keeping up for even a moment. She did not see something wrong, but rather saw exactly what was coming with that punch. Death. “I can’t keep up.”
She was met with a chuckle in reply as Leriff stood up straight and shook his head, dusting the sand from his hair. “Come on now.” He took a moment, however, to truly inspect the woman. She was shaking, and her body did not look well. Her legs looked ready to give out and the bruises on her limbs he had just left nearly swelled to cover them completely. “I am so sorry!” Leriff scrambled forward to offer whatever assistance he could, but was sternly pushed away by the woman.
It took a few more moments for the miqo’te to collect herself completely. There is no shame in this. He spends time fighting goliaths. It was inevitable. Still, a pang of doubt washed over her and she sighed. “Enough. I’m fine.” The words were for herself as much as to appease the apologetic man. “I can’t fight you anymore, Leriff. You passed me long ago, I think.”
“Oh.” He tried to hide it, but the disappointment showed plainly on his face. He had come to learn more from the woman, to grow stronger. The knowledge that he had surpassed her did not come as a joyous gift, but rather that he had nothing left here to learn.
“Wipe that look off your face!” T’firrah smacked him firmly against the side of his head, the man letting out a grunt as he rubbed where she had hit him. “You still made mistakes. We just can’t do it my way anymore.” She kicked at his foot with her own. Instruction would help her feel normal again, and the shame began to wash away. “Stand ready again. We do it your way, now.”