{I'm feeling a mix of emotions of both anger and feeling useless. However, I think I'm more in a anger. I'm so angered with my other fandom sometimes. I get so pissed when my friend feels fucking replaced. JUST BECAUSE she's an OC and the fact that this fandom is so fucking finicky on them. People piss me the fuck off. They tell her that she's a fucking great writer but they do nothing and now she feels like she's being replaced because of how her muse has been treated lately and it hurts when I can't do anything and knowing she can't even feel sturdy with the fucking group we're apart of. It hurts hearing that because I know she's in a really rough patch now, but knowing that she doesn't feel sturdy or even...safe with us... It really rips at me and makes me want to fucking bawl my eyes out.}












