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Will I ever return here? Probably not. But I spent 9 months on this slideshow to introduce people to omegaverse. Started as a shitpost. I hope you find some enjoyment in it. It's interactive and yells at you.
I am so sorry, this site is so hard to navigate and keep up with, what with how weird it is now. I don't want to be inactive permanently but it's not, like, accessible-friendly for me to use with my limited brain cell these days. You can find me on twt at the same username or twodeetrashy, and I still post to Archive of Our Own. And I have a bluesky I'm trying to get adjusted to. Platforms are just. So abysmally bad. They are offensively bad. I'm putting everything that's in my ask box into a prompt list/to-do list and I'm sure eventually versions of it will appear on AO3.
Kazuscara | A Ghost of a Memory
Part 1/?
Also hbday to scara âĄ
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Mahou Kemono Kaiju â Illya!
Rating: General Audiences Characters: Illya, Shirou, Luvia, Rin, and Ruby (the Cat) Summary:Â Illyasviel von Einzbern is obsessed with magical girl cartoons, but otherwise, she's just like every other fifth grader whose parents are never home. One day on her way to school, she gets the chance to join her shojou heroes (and maybe those annoying older girls who like her brother)âbut at what cost?!
This is THE Magical Girl-cat-cat-girl piece you didnât know you needed for Illyasviel von Einzbern. Itâs the fourth-wall breaking masterpiece that didnât get banned in Australia. Go read it. Itâs cute, funny, and a lovable parody of the magical girl genre.
âăăźăďźçŤăŽćĽăçĽăăăăŤFate/Felidaeďźéťĺă˘ăłă˝ăă¸ăźďźăŻçĄćă§DLă§ăăďź Happy Cat Day everyone!! To celebrate, we're releasing the PDF of Fate/Felidae for free! Download the PDF here â https://t.co/4ZmE4U6YVf #Fate #FGO #çŤăŽćĽ2023 (Art @/unknownbird27)â
I had the immense pleasure of participating in Fate/Felidae for, like, nya, Cat Day! You can find me in this free, digitally-downloadable zine under the name 2D Trash in the table of contents. (My piece is also here on AO3.)
A lot of really cool artists and writers contributed and itâs totally worth downloading. Itâs literally free. Go look at it. Seriously. Iâm not just saying that. There are a couple pieces that made me scream a little.
the spn drama could take a whole year to explain in the least so iâm good
The spn drama except I use it to give them my omegaverse dissertation
Commissioned art of my Fate/Grand Order Master OC in her kingâs clothing. Position reference I gave was Dr. Roman being hot. She was done by my soft seed pal rinne (@rinneiiru). rinne is wonderful, cannot love and support her enough.
Andy is a Tech Lady in Chaldea prior to the Rayshift Explosion and goes into the job with aptitude for being a Master. She isnât particularly interested in it, due to being a computers-first minded person and prioritizing her career. Shortly after the big kaboom she volunteers herself. For science.
Rosters in the Chaldeas sheâs been a part of have included Gilgamesh, Gilgamesh, Gilgamesh, Gilgamesh, Ishtar, Ishtar, Ishtar, Diarmuid, Nero Bride, Nitocris, Merlin, Robin Hood, Iyo, and Constantine XI. For some reason people let me write every Gilgamesh. Am I The Gilgamesh Person?
Iâve been writing Andy since 2019 and now she has a face all her own. External shrieking.
I reread parts of the Mahabharata and other books. Every time Karna is mentioned as an archer I wonder what his design could be like as an archer in FATE.
Bored today, I decided to make some doodles with a possible design.
The discussion is opened to know what skills he could have đ
Could it be the 4th drawing? đ
PreviewsÂ
Previews for my SFW contribution to Post Tenebras Lux and its NSFW side-zine, Lux in Tenebris. Both are slated to be free digital downloads when released. (February 15.) The zineâs Twitter is here.Â
SFW:Â Barking up the Wrong Tree?! Convincing My Owner to Adopt Another Dog Established Thoma/Ayato in which Thoma has persuaded Ayato to add a third into their relationship because Thoma has a big dumb crush on Aether and Aether has a big dumb crush on both Thoma and Ayato.
NSFW:Â My Puppy Missed Out on Our First Playdate with His New Purebred Pals Ayato has a polite evening out with Aether and Aetherâs apparent friend-with-benefits Childe. Manipulative Ayato that has a thing for humiliating other men and makes a point of participating in Aetherâs pleasure torture.
Itâs funny because they take place in Inazuma and I gave them shitty light novel titles from the POV of whoâs telling the story.
Commander Peanuts HCs with Arthur Pendragon (Prototype) as a servant.
Free digital fanzine for the mobile game Nu: Carnival
I appear in this with an homage to One Thousand and One Nights called The Deserted and the Divine.Â
The Deserted and the Divine Eiden x Dante Rating: T
Summary:
Divine Sorcerer Eiden weaves stories for the Sun Lord to prevent further executions of the tyrant's bedmates while he solves the trouble of Solaria's eroding elemental gemstone. The sorcery that could repair it is considered black magic, and the Sun Lord has no interest in letting Eiden take it into his own hands. So Eiden does anyway.
Can also be read on AO3, here.
About This Piece:
If you know me my Fate/Series writing, you know damn well what a stickler I am for putting respect to history and accuracy above my own enjoyment of things. If thatâs what you have followed me for over the years, I have great news: Iâm still like that in every fandom space I write for.Â
It took a fuckton of research and effort to do an appropriate historical AU set in Nu:Carnivalâs Solaria (broadly, the Middle East) that didnât white-ify certain historical concepts while doing an homage to the collection of One Thousand and One Nights.Â
My research document is thorough and involved multiple translations of the original, multiple sets of footnotes by different researchers of the times they come from, lots of historical knowledge and images that I gathered to get a good feeling for the time and place.Â
Do you know how fucking hard it is to write stories within a story within a story thatâs a short story? Because itâs hard. I donât regret doing it, but it was one of my most challenging writing pieces to-date. Iâd love to go into detail about it in a video sometime because my process for almost everything I write requires research.Â
âđHello everyone! It's finally time to introduce our Contributor Lineup. Let's meet our wonderful creators!â
Will be appearing in here as well. Yee haw. Check the contributor list, I recommend at least a bunch of the artists/writers on it.
Someday Iâll become social media consistent, but that day is not today.
Open participation zine for the Fate series with the theme of all things "cats"!
You will be seeing me appear in the upcoming Fate/Felidae zine with a beautiful and absurd tribute to some of my favs that I rarely talk about when Iâm active on here. There are a lot of really great and wonderful artists and writers that appear on the roster for this free digital zine and I strongly recommend perusing the contributor spotlights to see where your favs are.
sometimes plushies make me cry because itâs like. theyâre little guys made to be loved. their only purpose is to be held and hugged and loved. we made them because we love making things and we love loving things. and theyâre so cute
Years back, I was working at a specialty store, and we got this HUGE crate of plushy toys. They were all insanely cute and squishy. I knew kids would go nuts for them, as it was the first week of December, so parents and grandparents often had kids with them while shopping for furniture, lamps, cooking equipment, lights, etc.
One night, I was working my last hour of my shift covering the Customer Service desk, which meant when I wasn't busy, I was supposed to help clean up around the cash registers, including taking back items people changed their minds about at the checkout. Earlier, I had witnessed a kid carrying thos cute plushy toy. It was a brown and white hedgehog. The kid, at the checkout, saw a remote control car and he told his dad he qanted it. The dad told him, "The plushy or the car- you can't have both" (by the way, I respect boundaries with kids and parents sticking to their guns about it), and the kid picked the car.
So, I'm cleaning up, have less than an hour left of my shift, and I see the little plushy hedgehog. Somehow, he never got put back nor had anyone else seen him and decided to buy him. He was just sitting there, slumped to the side, unattended.
It's Christmas and I'm a sentimental old sap at heart. My brain starts replaying the scene from RUDOLPH where he's on the Island of Misfot Toys, and is told a toy is never truly happy until it is loved. I picked him up and quickly took him back to the bin with the plushies but... It was empty. He was literally the last plushy toy and my boss was about to wheel the bin out. We weren't getting any more toys till November, so that meant any toys left at this point needed to sell or they'd be sent to the dump.
I brought the little hedgehog to the front, figuring someone would see him with the candy, candles, & Christmas brick-a-brack, and fall in love with him. When I finished my shift, I went to ask my manager a question and as I passed the Christmas candle display - there he sat, the sad little slumped over hedgehog plushy. No one had bought him, or even moved him.
My manager, Phillip, saw me and the hedgehog. He asked how the hedgehog got there. I told him how I'd put him there when the bin got sent back, and he was the only plushy left. Philip had kids, I figured he'd probably get sentimental and buy it for his kids. Nope. He shrugged and said he'd send it back to be disposed of.
That night, I came home with a plushy hedgehog in my passenger seat. My mom saw him and just thought he was the cutest little hedgehog and asked what I wanted to do with him. I told her the story, then added I didn't know exactly what I wanted to do with him.
My mom is a child psychiatrist, specializing in children with PTSD and brain damage that results in learning problems/issues with processing their emotions. She asked if she could have the plushy hedgehog (even offered to pay me for him, she didn't expect me to just give him over), so kids could hug him when they were upset in session.
Murphy, the plushy hedgehog that still slumps a little to the left when seated, has been hugged by hundreds of kids. Little girls have held him tight while explaining about bullies, little boys have held him tight while crying over their panic attacks, younger siblings have held him to whisper secrets while elder siblings and parents talk about self-soothing techniques, teenagers have hugged Murphy while talking about the worst day of their lives. Murphy has also been hugged by kids excitedly chatting about a new friend at school, a teen girl excited to be called by her name instead of her dead-name, little kids proudly saying they've mastered their ABCs, and even staff members who just need to come chat over a case they are having trouble with.
Every now and then, my mom brings Murphy home for a weekend. He gets washed (she calls it a Spa Weekend, to her coworkers, all of them laughing), dried, and sits outside with my mom in the sunshine to get aired out, then on Monday, they are back to work. Some kids even just ask to hold Murphy while they talk, no matter their mood or what they want to talk about. They just want to hug Murphy.
So yes. Plushies are made for one purpose. To be hugged and loved. To be a comfort.
*walks up to you*
uh, out of curiosity, what are the âtwo big onesâ people miss in omegaverse????
The two big things people forget when reading, writing, looking at, thinking about omegaverse that make me physically cringe at the lack of awareness:
Omegaverse is a recontextualization of our current world, with constructs and hierarchies that mirror those we know to exist. Cisnormativity and heteronormativity are reflected in them. "Alpha x Omega" and "Beta x Beta" relationships are the heterosexuality of omegaverse. A person's prescribed social roles (based on their secondary sexual characteristics) suiting their self-concept is the cisgender of omegaverse. Sure it's supposed to be queer, but it's usually not. Blahblah list of reasons. But #1 makes me cringe BECAUSE of #2.
Gender, sex, sexuality, identity, and understanding of all of these ideas are relative to culture. Particularly ethnicity and the way these concepts are taught people. The ideas of what is normative and what is queer, what is acceptable and what is not, whether these characteristics are relevant to a person's identity or not, so much of these things that are discussed in queer theory and shit? It's not the same everywhere in the world. US white person queerness isn't US black person queerness isn't Chinese diaspora queerness isn't Han Chinese in China queerness and I could go on, but do you see what I mean? People create and read omegaverse by their own ideas of these concepts, same as people often judge other places' constructs based off one's own constructs instead of the constructs and context of that place or people. Consider Sappho And Her Friend shit, or historical ciswashing and straightwashing and whitewashing and this that and the other.
Ancient Greek Omegaverse wouldn't necessarily be Today Greek Omegaverse which wouldn't be Today US Omegaverse, where the US is where the genre originates. Ya know what I mean?
For that reason I think it'd be a challenge to do respectful, thoughtful portrayals of FGO Omegaverse. You'd be framing it primarily through FGO being Japanese and therefore use Japanese Omegaverse norms, but you'd have to have a lot more information and develop different understandings of omegaverse concepts for different Heroic Spirits from different places. I'd want to do a thoughtful portrayal, anyway. I'd be bored out of my fucking mind otherwise. I've read so much Omegaverse that very little entertains me.
