Diary of a 17 year-old girl

"Nowhere girls" or "Mei Nu"is a neologism coined to describe women who have no money, no job, no education, no prospects, no looks, no friends and no sophistication.!!

[segamascott]

[kosmogrl]

it’s june I desperately need to stop wasting time

[nowheregirl08]

i love a big buff bulky man

i hate men they’re all evil but they’re nice to look at though

they’re js so 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 sometimes

that’s all

bye nowhere girls

[nowheregirl08]

my thoughts on mitski as someone who genuinely is obsessed with her

okay so i really do love mitski and i pride myself on saying im one of her biggest fans which is why i often think about the mitski fans that say ‘real mitski fans don’t listen to mitski’

and i understand why they say that because yes, listening to mitski does make you feel sad and very melancholic and it makes me think back to middle school when i was really sad and my sister would ask me how i could listen to mitski and not feel sad because it just makes her sad

i’m now realizing that i was already so sad at that point and that’s likely probably the only reason why listening to her didn’t make me sad because now that i’m much better i do get a little sad when i listen to her and even nostalgic in a way that feels melancholic

and i don’t see myself to be a mitski fan who doesn’t listen to mitski because i do still listen to her i just have to like brace myself for that sad feeling and in a way it makes me happy knowing i have the privilege to feel happy that im no longer in a dark and sad place

that’s all

bye nowhere girls

and happy pride

[kosmogrl]

one day I’ll get over it and the lump in my throat when I try to talk about it won’t exist

[kosmogrl]

[nowheregirl08]

[nowheregirl08]

everybody’s just like so annoying idek anymore

like everything’s so lame and everyone is just so like stupid

like why eb in this house acting like i don’t do anything

they fucking treating me like i’m my bum ass sister who doesn’t clean like what the fuck

maybe i’m too sensitive or smth but like fuck

and they making a big ass deal abt me going out for what like im a bad kid or smth when im literally a great fucking kid believe it or not

like fuck

anyway that’s it

bye nowhere girls

[nowheregirl08]

do you guys think that some moths think that their flowers, so they’re so attracted to light believing it’s the sun but really it’s just a lamp that kills them or a house that traps them. Do you think the other moths just know they’re not made for sunlight?

[lilacdollie4]

[cherryst4rg1rl]

Lowk the worst feeling ever

[nowheregirl08]

what core is being emotionally intelligent in a family that thinks there emotionally intelligent but really aren’t

[nowheregirl08]

men.

like i said, ion even rlly like men fr

but holy

the way i want a big beefy man so bad

i js watched a jjk hakari edit and bro🤤

shoutout to my ex situationship that was big beefy w blonde hair (this is in fact the same one who was sending me bicep pictures)

we actually got back in touch recently but he’s not messaging me as much as i’d like and like i don’t want to message first so i don’t look desperate bc i started no contact first BUT he broke it first so like 67

anyway

like actually i want like big heavy bulky buff guy on me rn like i want to feel that heaviness on top of me ykwim like ugh

i’m normal i swear

anyway

bye nowhere girls

[nowheregirl08]

[cupidiylvia]

boys are a good concept, just not realistic..

°❀⋆.*:･°❀⋆.*:･°❀⋆.*:･°❀⋆.*:･

[nowheregirl08]

I need a gun and a blunt

ive actually never smoked a blunt, edibles tho 🫵🏻

but no actually like SAT season is coming up and my brain is lit alr sooo fried from js the school year

and i need to do good to cuz like i need scholarships

and like nothing rlly matters anyway yk like shoutout to Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022) like they had it down

like yes girl YOLO nothing matters so go have fun, go party, go live, protect your piece, kiss a hot guy fuck kiss a hot girl, this is the oldest you've ever been and the youngest you'll ever be so enjoy it

maybe ill js start selling feet pictures when im older to pay for college idk

maybe ill start a gofund me

i could rlly abuse some drugs rn

i also really need to study for my SATS

anyway its wtv tbh

as long as im happy

bye nowhere girls i see you

[nowheregirl08]

TBH

tbh i dont even think i want a bf fr like i kinda js want like a pet

okay like that sounds kind of bad but like just to like make tik toks with and post and someone to like send me bicep pictures (RIP to the situationship that did this btw)

but they just seem so entertaining but i dont want to have to like deal with a grown ass mans emotions like why are you insecure that i have guy friends dafuq

i dont even like men fr

i kind of do

like the big like big ones like bill skarsgard or david corneswet yk those big guys. like toji fushiguro type beat shoutout jjk

anyway idk

first blog

bye nowhere girls