Playing House || Adrian Chase x Reader ||
Pairing: Adrian Chase x reader. W/C :5125
Summary : Post fake dating mission you realize the kiss you and Adrian shared awoke something you’ve tried to keep dormant.
Tags/Warnings : SMUT MDNI, oral (male receiving), classic pathetic whiny!Adrian (said with love), bombshell!reader
A/N : After episode 6 I AM HOPELESSLY OBSESSED WITH THIS DORK!!! Like seriously it’s doubled (lol) anywayyyy I hope you guys enjoy it’s set in the middle of season 1 bc I love Murn 🤷🏻♀️
Comments, tags, and reblogs with reaction memes always make my day 🩵
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The safehouse smelled like cold takeout and sweat. Everyone was slumped in their usual spots—Economos at his laptop, Adebayo on the couch with a blanket draped over her shoulders, Harcourt standing with her arms crossed like she’d rather be anywhere else. Adrian sat too close beside you, his knee bumping yours, still humming with leftover energy from the mission.
Murn stood at the head of the table, stone-faced as ever. “Debrief,” his eyes flicked between you “excellent cover. You integrated seamlessly, got Malloy’s schedule, and passed intel without drawing suspicion.”
Adrian beamed like a kid with a gold star. “We crushed it.” He looked at you proudly. “We’re like Batman and…uh not Robin. Batman and Batwoman. Except you’re hotter.”
You elbowed him, but your cheeks warmed anyway.
Murn didn’t react. “Smith, Harcourt.” His voice dipped into something sharper. “You bailed early. Why?”
Chris bristled. “Because somebody” he jerked a thumb at Harcourt “acted like making out with me was worse than waterboarding. Couldn’t exactly fake happy-couple vibes if my date looked like she wanted to stab me in the spleen.”
Harcourt’s jaw tightened. “You were too forward. Suburban wives know the difference between a natural couple and a guy who looks like he’s trying to cop a feel in public.”
Chris scoffed. “Forward? That’s what normal couples do! Ask literally anyone in America!”
“Not at a dinner party, jackass.”
Economos slammed his laptop shut. “Jesus Christ. If these two pulled it off—” he waved angrily at you and Adrian— “then why couldn’t you just fucking kiss him?” His voice cracked with pure frustration. “It’s not rocket science, Harcourt.”
The room froze. Harcourt’s glare could’ve cut steel. “Excuse me?”
Economos plowed on, gesturing wildly. “All you had to do was sell it. One kiss, maybe two, and we’d have Malloy’s contacts mapped by now. But no, you had to make it weird, and then you bailed, and now we’re behind.”
Chris’s mouth opened, then shut. Harcourt looked like she was two seconds from breaking a chair over Economos’s head.
You cleared your throat. “Maybe screaming at each other isn’t productive?”
“Agreed,” Murn said flatly, like he was already regretting his life choices. “We’ll recalibrate before the next attempt.” He looked back at you and Adrian. “But for tonight? Good work.”
Adrian straightened, still grinning. “Best fake couple ever.”
You tried to focus on the praise, on the mission’s success, but your pulse still fluttered every time you remembered the slow dance, the kiss, the way his hand had cupped your jaw like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Best fake couple ever. Right. So why didn’t it feel fake anymore?
The night should’ve ended at the safehouse. Instead, Adrian insisted on walking you to your car like he hadn’t just survived an undercover op with HOA couples and casserole-based small talk.
He leaned against your passenger door, helmet tucked under his arm, curls sticking up again after the hours of “suburban husband chic” you’d carefully assembled. He looked ridiculous. He looked happy.
“That was so fun,” he gushed, voice carrying in the quiet parking lot. “Like, not butterfly-fun, but actual fun. Did you see the way those dads were nodding at me? Like I was their leader? I could start a dad cult. Dads love me. I’m basically a dad magnet. Which sounds gross, but in a non-sexual way. Unless… well, no, definitely non-sexual.”
You unlocked the car. “You really wanna lead a dad cult?”
“Why not? We’d wear polos. Grill meat. Talk about how we’re totally gonna fix the deck next weekend. Oh my god, you’d be amazing in a dad cult. You’d organize the bake sales. You already made lemon bars like a champion.”
You shook your head, laughing as you slid into the driver’s seat. “Get in before someone calls security on us.”
He climbed in, still talking. “And did you see when you let me tell the bee story? They bought it. Hook, line, and stinger. You’re a genius. You let me go full improv. Most people shut me down before I get to the good part, like the,” He made buzzing noises. “but you didn’t. You’re the best fake girlfriend I’ve ever had.”
You pulled out of the lot. “How many fake girlfriends have you had, exactly?”
“Counting you?” He held up one finger. “So… yeah. Just you.”
Your chest tightened in a way you didn’t like.
The drive was quiet for about two minutes, record time for Adrian before he piped up again. “You know, if this were a real relationship, this would be the part where I walk you to your door and try to look suave, but then I trip over my own dick, metaphorically. My real dick doesn’t trip. It’s very coordinated.”
You nearly swerved. “Adrian.”
“What? I’m just saying. It’s got rhythm. Could probably win America’s Got Talent.”
You bit your lip to keep from laughing. “Shut up.”
He grinned, smug. “You’re smiling.”
“I’m regretting every life choice that led me to this moment.”
You rolled your eyes, pulling up to your building. You should’ve let him go, should’ve said goodnight and left it there. But when you glanced at him, helmet in his lap, hopeful puppy energy practically radiating off him, you couldn’t do it.
“You don’t have to go all the way back to your mom’s,” you said finally. “It’s late. You can crash here.”
He blinked. “Here? With you?”
“Yes. Guest room.” You emphasized it, hard.
“Oh. Yeah. Guest room. Totally. Unless you secretly want me in your bed, in which case, wow, what a twist.”
He grinned, wide and boyish. “Got it. Guest room. With my very talented, balanced dick.”
You groaned, shoving his shoulder lightly as you parked. He laughed the whole way inside, buzzing with the same adrenaline you’d both been pretending wasn’t there.
And for the first time that night, you weren’t sure if letting him stay was a mistake or the smartest decision you’d ever made.
Your apartment wasn’t anything fancy cozy, lived-in, the kind of place that smelled like clean laundry and vanilla candles, but Adrian looked at it like you’d just walked him into the Louvre.
“Holy shit,” he breathed, helmet tucked under one arm. “It’s so… you. Like, I don’t know what I expected. Maybe beanbags. Or swords on the wall. But this is—” He stopped in front of your bookshelf, crouching. “Do you alphabetize your books and color-code them? That’s… honestly, that’s hotter than I thought it would be.”
You closed the door behind you, kicking off your shoes. “Try not to rifle through all my stuff.”
“I would never,” he said, already picking up a photo frame. It was you, your sister, and your niece, laughing mid-silly-face. Adrian smiled at it, soft. “Your family’s cute. You look happy.”
The way he said it, quiet, without a trace of irony made you pause. “Yeah. They’re my… everything.”
He set the frame back carefully, then perked up again, bouncing on his toes like the sincerity had short-circuited him. “So where’s the guest room? Or do I get, like, a cot in the bathtub?”
You pinched the bridge of your nose. “End of the hall.”
He saluted, striding toward it like a soldier on parade. But of course, he stopped halfway, drawn to the kitchen like a moth to flame. He opened the fridge, whistled. “Wow. Actual vegetables. Do you eat these or are they props?”
“I eat them,” you said flatly.
“Hot,” he muttered, still digging. “Whoa, is that oat milk? You’re so L.A. chic.”
“You’ve got the vibes. Like, ‘oh my god, let’s go do hot yoga and then talk about our feelings over açai bowls.’” He shut the fridge and leaned against it, grinning. “I’d totally go to hot yoga with you.”
You snorted, covering your mouth too late. “You’re unbelievable.”
You shook your head, finally steering him down the hall to the guest room. It wasn’t much just a bed, dresser, lamp, but he flopped onto it with a satisfied groan. “Oh my god. This is the nicest bed I’ve ever been on that didn’t have, like, plastic sheets for ‘easy cleanup.’”
You paused in the doorway, raising a brow. “…I don’t want to know.”
“Good,” he said, already sprawled out like he owned the place. “Mystery is sexy.”
You grabbed an extra blanket from the closet and tossed it at him. He caught it clumsily, grinning. “Thanks, babe.”
The word hung between you. Too casual. Too easy.
You should’ve corrected him, reminded him it was all part of the bit. Instead, you just nodded. “Goodnight, Adrian.”
“Goodnight,” he said, voice softer now. Then, almost as an afterthought “Best fake girlfriend ever.”
You closed the door, heart hammering, and leaned against the wall.
Because the truth was, nothing about this felt fake anymore.
It was almost midnight when you padded into the kitchen, craving water. You flicked on the light, only to nearly drop your glass when a shadow moved by the fridge.
“Jesus Christ!” you hissed.
Adrian yelped, clutching his chest. “Holy shit—you scared me! I thought you were a burglar. A sexy burglar in pajamas.”
You pressed a hand to your racing heart. “You can’t just lurk by my fridge in the dark like a serial killer.”
“I wasn’t lurking,” he said indignantly, holding up a half-empty box of cereal. “I was scoping out midnight snack options. Very different. Also, do you know how depressing plain Cheerios are without sugar? It’s like eating sad circles.”
You sighed, setting your glass on the counter. “You’re hungry?”
“Starving,” he admitted, eyes wide and guileless. “Some lady kept hogging the crab dip. I only got, like, two Ritz crackers’ worth.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose, fighting a smile. “Sit down. I’ll make you something.”
His whole face lit up like you’d offered him eternal salvation. “Really? Oh my god. This is like… playing house.” He plopped onto one of your barstools, chin in his hands, watching you like you were about to perform magic. “You, cooking in your kitchen, me sitting here telling you how hot you look cutting vegetables. it’s basically a Hallmark movie. Except, you know, with more dick jokes and potential homicide.”
You pulled eggs and bread from the fridge, shaking your head.
He leaned forward eagerly. “What’re you making?”
“Scrambled eggs. Toast. Nothing fancy.”
“Fancy enough. Did you know eggs are basically chicken periods?”
You gave him a flat look over your shoulder. “Thank you for ruining breakfast food forever.”
“You’re welcome.” He grinned, utterly unrepentant. “But seriously, this is great. Like, domestic. Cozy. If I didn’t know better, I’d say we were…” He stopped, suddenly aware of the line he was about to cross. His grin softened into something almost shy. “…real.”
The sizzle of butter in the pan filled the silence. You stirred the eggs, throat tight. “It was just for the mission, Adrian.”
“Right,” he said quickly, too quickly. But when you set the plate in front of him and he dug in with boyish delight, he looked up at you with scrambled egg on his fork and said, “You’d be really good at real, though.”
And you couldn’t bring yourself to argue.
You were fully prepared to watch him inhale them like a starving raccoon, and then send him back to the guest room. That was the plan. Keep the walls up. Keep the line between fake and real intact.
But when he looked up at you, mouth full of eggs, curls messy, eyes bright with that impossible, enthusiasm, you cracked.
You leaned against the counter, arms crossed, and said quietly, “You’re right. This is kind of like playing house.”
He froze, fork halfway to his mouth. “…Wait. Did you just admit I was right?”
“Don’t get used to it,” you warned, but your lips curved anyway.
He set the fork down slowly, like any sudden movement might scare you off. “So, like… in this game of house, are we… married? Dating? Divorced but still hooking up for old times’ sake—because honestly, all three sound hot.”
You laughed, shaking your head. “Dating, Adrian. Let’s keep it simple.”
Something in his eyes shifted, sharp and hungry under all the dorky energy. “Dating. Okay. Yeah. I can do dating.”
Before you could think better of it, you stepped closer. He smelled like laundry soap and a hint of lemon from the bars earlier. He straightened instantly, wide-eyed, like a dog who just heard the treat bag crinkle.
Not a fake cover kiss. Not a crowd-pleasing slow-dance kiss. A real one. Firm, deliberate, meant to shut him up and ruin your own damn rules in one move.
He made a startled noise, half gasp, half laugh and then grabbed your waist, pulling you flush against him. The stool screeched backward as he stood, towering over you, lips moving hungrily against yours.
“Holy shit,” he whispered when you broke for air. His forehead pressed to yours, his grin completely unhinged. “You just kissed me in your kitchen. This is… this is like porn, but better, because there’s eggs.”
You let out a laugh, trying to shush him, but he was already tumbling forward, mouth on yours again, kissing like he’d been waiting forever and suddenly realized he’d never have to stop.
Every time you tried to pull back, he chased your lips, babbling between kisses “You taste like…oh my god…like toothpaste and lemon—fuck, I’m so into this…it’s like a brunch fantasy but with way more tongue—”
“Adrian,” you managed, breathless, half laughing.
“Yeah?” His eyes were blown wide, pupils dark, curls sticking every which way as his hands roamed like he didn’t know where to put them first.
He grinned, feral and boyish all at once. “I told you I’d be great at house.”
And with that, he kissed you again, messier, deeper, eggs forgotten on the counter while you let yourself get lost in the disaster you’d just unleashed. Adrian’s mouth was hot and insistent on yours, his hands clumsy but eager as they slid up your sides.
You should’ve stopped. But the way he kissed you messy, desperate, like you were oxygen had you whispering against his lips before you even thought about it “Fuck it.”
His eyes snapped open. “Wait…fuck it, like, fuck it fuck it or?”
You grabbed his shirt, tugging him toward the hall. “Bedroom. Now.”
For a split second, he looked like he might combust from sheer joy. Then he practically stumbled after you, tripping over his own feet in his rush. “Oh my god, this is happening. This is actually happening. I knew playing house was a gateway drug.”
You shoved your bedroom door open, pulling him in. He barely got it shut before his hands were on you again, fumbling but determined.
“Holy shit,” he babbled between kisses, already breathless. “You’re like…like a freak in disguise. The bimbo thing? That’s like a camouflage, isn’t it? You’re actually feral. ”
“Keep talking,” you gasped, yanking his shirt over his head.
“Oh, I will. You think I ever shut up during sex? Nope. Not happening. You’re gonna get the full Adrian director’s commentary while I—”
You kissed him hard enough to shut him up, only for him to laugh into your mouth, delirious and turned on.
“God, you’re insane,” you muttered, pushing him back onto the bed.
He sprawled there, curls wild, chest heaving, grin unhinged. “Insane for you. Which is probably diagnosable, but whatever, let’s not invite a psychiatrist into this threesome.”
You climbed onto him, and he groaned like it was the best gift he’d ever been given. His hands roamed, hesitant one second, greedy the next, like he couldn’t decide between worshipping or devouring you.
“Holy shit,” he whispered again, voice cracking as you ground against him. “You’re not faking this, are you?”
“Not even a little,” you said, daring him with your eyes.
And that was all it took. He surged up, kissing you like a man possessed, like all the jokes and babble were just his way of containing the truth he wanted you, badly, and now that he had you, he wasn’t letting go.
The fake-dating rules, the team, the mission, they all blurred and disappeared as you matched his frenzy beat for beat, chaos answering chaos.
For once, Adrian Chase wasn’t too much. For once, he was exactly what you wanted.And neither of you cared about the fallout.
He made a choked sound when you kissed him again, more tongue than anything, your hand already slipping beneath his waistband like you’d made your decision and that was that.
“Wait—are we actually?” he gasped, voice climbing an octave as your fingers wrapped around him.
“Yeah,” you whispered against his lips. “We are.”
He let out a strangled moan, whole body going rigid like you’d just hit him with a stun gun.
“Fuck—fuck.” He whined. Full-on, actual whine. “You don’t understand,” he rambled, breathless as you stroked him slow. “You’ve been in my head for weeks. Every time you talked during mission briefings, I just stared at your mouth like a fucking idiot. I’d be thinking about it during recon, during stakeouts…once during a firefight, which is so unprofessional. You’re shit…you’re my Roman Empire.”
You let out a laugh, barely keeping your rhythm. “Adrian—”
“I mean it. You said ‘brunch version of you’ and I got hard, that’s not normal. You smiled at me while filing intel and I had to sit down. And now you’re doing this and I’m just—fuck, I’m two seconds away from coming in your hand.”
You slowed down just to watch him squirm. His hips bucked up helplessly, a sound punching out of him like it had been trapped.
“Please,” he whispered. “Please don’t tease me. You don’t understand what this is doing to me.”
“Well, since you asked so nicely,” you smile sweetly before you begin to kiss down his chest, down his hard toned abs.
“Holy shit,” he whispers to himself. You sit back on your knees as you pull down his boxers letting his painfully harden member fall heavy against his lower abdomen.
“Fuck.” You hear yourself say. He’s bigger than you expected. Considering how Chris called him Thimble you always kinda assumed it’d be…average? “Can I have a taste?” You ask as you kiss his thigh.
“Please please please you can have whatever you want,” he begs. If there’s one thing you love, it’s a man that begs. You lick up from the base to the top before wrapping your lips around the tip. Swiping your tongue over the slit collecting his pre cum and moaning in appreciation.
“Oh my god,” he struggles to say looking down at you eyes wide and the darkest green you’ve ever seen.
Your mouth slides down lower, taking more of him, hand wrapped tightly around the base, your spit making everything slick and obscene.
And Adrian melts. His hands fist the sheets, then your hair, then the air, he can’t decide if he wants to worship you or fall apart.
“Do you know how many times I’ve thought about this?” he babbles, unfiltered. “You..like this, on your knees, mouth on me…fuck—I’ve jerked off to this so many times it’s not even funny.”
You pull off just long enough to say, “You taste so fucking good.”
He lets out a strangled, pathetic whimper.
You stroke him while you speak, watching every reaction like a reward. “You’ve wanted this for a while, huh?”
He nods frantically. “Since day one. Since you smiled at me like I was funny instead of insane.”
You suck him back down, deeper this time. His hips jump. His breath hitsched so high it’s a gasp. His hands come back down to your hair pushing you down deeper, his hips coming up. He’s so greedy.
The way he withers beneath your mouth makes your thighs clench. He’s flushed and shaking, babbling like it’s his first orgasm on earth. You moan around him, just to feel the twitch, just to push him over the edge.
“Oh my god,” he whimpers, “you’re… you’re unreal..you’re too good at this… I’m gonna come… fuck, please don’t stop—please swallow it.”
He comes hard, a lot and you don’t even flinch. You swallow happily, lips wrapped around him until he’s wrung out and twitching.
When you finally pull off, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand, he collapses against your pillow like a man who just saw God.
“This is like every porn video I’ve ever watched,” he sighs, dazed. “But soooo much better. Now I’m gonna think of this every time you talk. Like, full Pavlov response. You’ll say ‘briefing,’ and I’ll get hard.”
You laugh, slipping out of your clothes without breaking eye contact. He watches, wrecked and reverent, as you crawl back up the bed to straddle him.
“Wanna taste?” you tease, voice syrup-sweet as you lean down and kiss him.
His mouth opens under yours instantly. You let your tongue slide over his playfully, let him taste himself on you.
“You’re the best,” he whispers against your lips. “In every fucking way possible.”
His hand slides between your thighs, fingers dipping through your slick. He groans, long, low, reverent.
“Oh, I bet it feels so fucking good in there,” he sighs, sliding a finger inside.
You moan into his mouth, hips twitching as he starts to pump it in and out, slow and deep.
“Jesus,” he mutters, eyes locked on yours. “You’re so wet. I barely touched you. You got like this just from sucking my dick?”
You nod, panting, rolling your hips into his hand. “I’ve wanted you. Just like this.”
He moans again, overwhelmed. “I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve you.”
You leaned down, mouth brushing his ear. “Show me you deserve me.”
“You’re gonna break me. I’m gonna be one of those guys who pines. I’m gonna smell your shampoo on my pillow for the next year and cry. I’m gonna write your name in my FBI-issued journal.”
You climbed on top of him and he whimpered. Whimpered.
“What position do you want me in first?” Yoy ask against the shell of his ear.
You didn’t expect him to go quiet.
Your words — whispered hot against the shell of his ear — turn his whole body to stone. His hands tremble where they rest on your thighs. His chest rises in short, shallow gasps.
“What position…” you repeat, kissing just beneath his ear, “…do you want me in first?”
He whimpers again and covers his face with both hands.
“Oh my god.” His voice is wrecked. “Oh my god, I can’t decide. You’re asking me? I thought you were gonna just fuck me without warning. Like boom, snapped in half, goodnight.”
You pull his hands gently away from his face. His eyes are glassy, pupils blown wide.
“I can fuck you however you want,” you murmur. “You just have to choose.”
“I can’t choose,” he breathes. “That’s the problem. Every position? Sounds like the best idea I’ve ever had. Cowgirl? Amazing. Missionary? I get to see your face and cry. You on your knees? I might actually black out. Me going down on you until you’re shaking? That’s the dream. Me bent in half while you ride me and talk shit?” He moans,loud. “I’m so fucked up about that idea it’s unreal.”
You laugh, low and pleased, grinding your hips just enough to make him twitch beneath you. “Adrian.”
He clutches your waist like a lifeline. “Please ride me first. I need to feel you. Need to see you like that.”
You line him up, and he’s throbbing, leaking, practically vibrating with the kind of tension that can only come from weeks of fantasizing and finally getting the real thing.
And then you sink down. Slow. All the way. Until he’s fully inside you, deep and thick and stretching you so perfectly you have to brace your hands on his chest just to breathe.
“Holy shit,” he groans. His head falls back into the pillow, mouth open, jaw slack. “ I’ve never felt anything like this. You’re so warm. You’re so tight. You’re…fuck.”
“You’re so deep,” you whisper, beginning to roll your hips.
And then he’s babbling again. “Yesyesyes, oh my god, yes. I’ll be so good to you. I’ll worship you. I’ll buy you stuff. I’ll make you breakfast. I’ll get your name tattooed on my dick. Just…don’t stop. Don’t ever stop. Please.”
Your hands slide up his chest, feeling every twitch, every desperate gasp.
“You love this, don’t you?” you purr. “Being used like this.”
He nods, eyes wet, voice trembling. “Yes. Yes. I love it. I love you. Fuck—did I say that too soon? Doesn’t matter. I do. I love you. I’m obsessed with you. I’m ruined for anyone else. This pussy is mine now, right? Say yes. Please say yes. I’ll beg again. I like begging—”
You kiss him, hard and hungry, swallowing the rest of his chaos.
And when you pull back, your lips wet and your thighs trembling, you say the thing that finishes him completely
He makes a sound, raw and hoarse, like it’s being ripped out of him, and arches up so deep inside you it makes your whole body stutter.
And in that moment, Adrian is gone. Fucked stupid. Fucked in love.
You’re riding him hard now hips rolling, sweat slick between you, his hands gripping your ass like it’s the only thing keeping him tethered to reality. He’s been babbling nonstop, tossing out praises like prayers, like every word might keep you there a little longer.
“You’re unreal… you feel so good… I could die like this, happy, smiling… fuck, I’d leave a note and everything ‘death by pussy, signed: a grateful Adrian Chase.’”
You press a hand to his mouth. “Shh,” you whisper, breathless, grinding down slow. “It’s your turn to listen.”
He moans into your palm, eyes fluttering, head tilting back like he’s offering up his whole goddamn soul.
And you feel it how close you are. How bad you want it. But it’s not enough. The pace, the rhythm, the angle, it’s perfect, but it’s not it.
He sees it in your eyes. You don’t have to say anything. You slow. You hesitate. And before the disappointment even lands in your chest
He shifts you gently, flipping you over with surprising strength, hands guiding your thighs apart. His eyes are so wide, so fucking devoted, it makes your heart catch.
“I’ve got you,” he whispers. “Let me get you there. Please. I need to.”
You open your mouth to respond. And then he sinks back inside.
One of his hands reaches for yours, intertwining your fingers and pressing it against the pillow beside your head. The other rests right over your stomach.
And when he moves deep, slow, tender, it’s not about him anymore. It’s about you.
“You’re everything,” he whispers, forehead brushing yours. “Everything I ever wanted and didn’t think I could have.”
You gasp, your legs wrapping tight around his waist.
His voice is wrecked, low, barely holding together. “I wanna make you come so bad it hurts. Not because I need it, but because I want you to feel how much I fucking adore you.”
He rocks into you just right and you whimper, eyes stinging.
“I’ll do anything,” he says, kissing your cheek, your jaw, your neck. “I’ll buy you flowers every morning. I’ll rub your feet after missions. I’ll learn how to cook for real. I’ll call you baby in public and mean it. I’ll never make you feel small. I’ll be yours in every way I know how to be.”
You’re gripping his hand now like it’s the only thing keeping you grounded.
He presses his forehead to yours again. “You’re so close, aren’t you?”
You nod, breath catching.
“Good girl,” he breathes. “Come for me. Please.”
And it’s not the rhythm. It’s not the pressure. It’s him. The voice. The hand in yours. The soft, impossible things he’s whispering just for you.
You come hard, gasping his name, back arching as the wave crashes through you.
He watches it all the way your mouth parts, the tears that spring to your lashes, the way your body writhes under his and his own release hits seconds later.
He buries his face in your neck, hips jerking, groaning against your skin like he’s never felt anything like this before.
Because he hasn’t and neither have you.
You both lie there, tangled, trembling, the silence thick with everything you didn’t mean to say but did.
And when he finally catches his breath, voice barely audible against your throat, he whispers,
“…I think you just broke me in the best fucking way.”
You don’t know how long you stay like that pressed together, sweaty and shaking, your heart still thudding like it hasn’t gotten the memo that it’s over.
His body is still wrapped around yours, chest flush to yours, arms banded tight around your back, one leg thrown over yours like he’s afraid you might disappear if he doesn’t physically anchor you to the bed.
He’s still inside you. Soft now, overstimulated, but not willing to let go just yet.
Your fingers trace idle circles against the sweaty slope of his shoulder. You’re still catching your breath when you feel it the tiniest little tremble in his chest.
And then he exhales. Sharp. Shaky. Emotional.
“…man,” he whispers. “I think I saw God.”
You laugh, soft, breathless and tilt your head just enough to look at him.
He’s blinking up at the ceiling like he just came back from war. Hair a total mess. Chest heaving. Lips red and bitten.
You brush a thumb across his cheek. “You okay?”
He nods quickly, eyes darting to you like he wants to make sure you’re still here. Still real.
“I just… fuck.” He smiles, dazed. “You really meant it, didn’t you?”
He pulls back just far enough to meet your eyes. His voice is hoarse. Small.
“When you said it was mine.”
Because you did say that. You meant it at the time. And now, after everything, you’re sure it wasn’t just dirty talk.
You nod slowly. “Yeah. I meant it.”
Something breaks in his face, something soft and boyish and so stupidly vulnerable that it makes your chest ache.
He lowers his head to your collarbone and just stays there, breathing you in.
“I’m gonna be so annoying about this,” he mumbles.
You laugh again, fingers stroking through his hair. “I bet you are.”
