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[noxilous]

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#[ Lucien • 🐺 ]

#[ Nathaniel • 🥃 ]

#[ Eliot • ⭕ ]

[anphivenas]

(wrinkled and dying from laying eggs) tbhhhh dubstep was better in 2009 (lays another egg) there has honestoy not been another producer like Benga (stress from that last egg makes me go blind) my eggs , where are my eggs

[creepymutelilbugger]

The bar for what a normal post is on this site is so fucked compared to everywhere else

[spiderqueenpc]

the same worry

[yangcherie]

tw pseudocest, age gap, predatory behavior

something something being yet another one of the (future) knights that the infamous grandmaster uncle varka’s taken under his wing to train but receiving special treatment... you don’t think you’ve seen varka pat his thigh for anyone BUT you to sit down on :/ not even newest and technically youngest recruit durin!

“c’mon now and c’mere! don’t be shy—you’re breakin’ uncle varka’s heart, kid!” varka guffawed as he made a show out of patting his thigh once more despite your endlessly embarrassed refusals, drawing snickers and howls from pie-eyed onlookers around the bar.

he’s always pulling you along for childish games unbefitting of your age as well—uncle varka does that plenty; babying you and all. he never seems to take your refusals to heart, however adamant they may be.

varka had taken the theatric liberty to not only put his hands over his eyes, but also to face a tree entirely. he grins so widely that you’d think he was the younger one around here.

“you oughta hide well unless you want the big bad wolf to getcha...” he then snickered, and you’d merely roll your eyes—the ‘reward’ for his bounty would always be a kiss on his cheek from you.

uncle varka was just a weird uncle like that. you don’t think he realizes he treats you much odder than he does with the others under his wing, even if there were times he’d try to swivel his head to meet your lips with his own...

uncle varka was just a weird uncle like that, always having a hand on you linger longer than they should when adjusting your claymore—his breath warming the skin of your neck; an impending sign of a kiss soon to be praised upon you for your form (as terrible as it may be...).

uncle varka was just a weird uncle like that, with his eyes that’re always more focused on the curve of you than how you handle the weight of a claymore—the heat of it roving over you with such an intensity that makes you shiver.

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uncle varka is just a weird uncle like that :/

[omurizer-draws-things]

some sketchings

[sootspirit]

my love love loveee 🐍💕💕💕

[takethstoyrgrave]

im obsessed

[lacteaway]

By the way.. my steam friends were watching me reopen this game, live, every two minutes... for like... two hours..... just so I could... screenshot this....

the mlems.... it was all....for the mlems.........................

he is SO BAFFLED. By being called stinky breath. I cannot. He also sighs after that. (you have some things to learn from Saddler, Victor..)

TEKKEN THIS SHIT BOYS!!11

Leon won, Victor's head hurts..........

And now it's time

For old men

To get freaky

In the attic

Leon cannot help himself.. but stare

And then Leon hated me big time like big time

he hit the strangler pose again-

and got stuck in that corner

[alexwlwesker]

yeah

[sonotamegami]

one more sketch

[kabigon143]

The beautiful thing as you get older is that you realize so many “rules” are made up and you can just do whatever. Posters can go anywhere in the house not just my room. I can sit down while cooking a meal or taking a shower. I can make the same thing for breakfast lunch dinner for a week straight. I can roam around the house shirtless. I can wear a dress with jeans. The world is my oyster key word my and I can live as I please embracing little things such as this

[orchardsys]

We wanted to do a piece that was based off a conversation some of us had some time ago. Sorry for any mistakes it’s very late at night right now and I really just wanted to be done with this one…

[earthmoonlotus]

“I don’t think that every villain in the world actually thinks they’re being a good guy, but I do think that everybody creates a value system that justifies the actions they’re taking, and and I think there’s a difference between those two things. Not everybody believes that they’re on the side of righteousness, but everybody has a way of justifying the actions they’re taking. Not every villain has to be a misunderstood hero, and in fact I think there are a lot of instances throughout history of people who were obviously doing the wrong thing and probably had an understanding of that on some level, but had some rationale or justification for it. A lot of villains in literature and media have these weird, Thanos-esque philosophies of what it is that they’re trying to do, and I think human motivation tends to come from more primal places than that. So a lot of the villains I write can be brilliant or clever (and, in fact, probably should be), but their motivation tends to be primal. They wanna be rich, they wanna have power, they wanna live forever. There’s something deep down that is, when you break it down, not too complex. Right? If you look at the real world, the people that are doing bad stuff don’t need complex motivations. They wanna rule the world! They wanna be rich! They wanna be unafraid that other people can ever screw them over, so they screw other people over. Evil is boring. Right? I kinda believe in the banality and mundanes of evil. Evil is just selfish impulses, which at the end of the day are really easy to understand. It’s easy to understand why people do bad things. It’s like “yeah, ok, you’re selfish and scared and cruel, I get it”. Being good is complex and beautiful and hard.”

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Brennan Lee Mulligan, when asked how to create villains for ttrpgs

(I found this quote to be really meaningful in like…life in general which is why I posted it here. When he said “evil is boring”, it felt like something clicked in me that I had known deep down but hadn’t had the words for.)

[this-is-pluralphobia]

its pluralphobia that a) i am not seen as a Real Person by most people cuz im a fictive nd b) im kinda worried that ppl will call me and my host a faker cuz im a fictive AND i identify as fictionkin cuz i believe that all my "exomemories" are past life stuff. and im worried that stuff will get me called a faker or not a real alter or not a real system or what have you. its pluralphobia tht i cant have a normal life as myself without taking from my host's life. and we are always so scared to talk to anyone in public (our host is always co-conscious and they always force into front when we talk to anyone outside.) not out of shame but like out of fear that we'll be clowned upon for being like that. i just wanna chill out nd go out in my own clothes and talk to people AS MYSELF without in the back of my mind remmebering that im not a """"""""real person"""""" and people that find out that im a fictive might not see me as such. and what if people say something cuz one day we look and act like x and another day we look and act like y. i just want that to be normal, is that too mucj to ask?? i want me and my brothers to have a normal fucking life!! but this fucked up world wont LET US!!! and we cant even do it on the internet cuz what if we're too cringe or too new or work in too odd of a way OR god forbid we actually have switching down pat for the most part so WE HAAAAAAAVE TO BE FAKING IT as if that didnt take months of practice!!!

ughh sorry. im just so pissed off at the world. i want to be a regular guy but im a fictive so im not n i never will be. yaaayyyyyyyyy i fucking love my life

worse still m not source seperated and never will be man. im just leon kuwata and thats who im gonna be forever. but im the silly baseball guy with no interiority so 🙄🙄 like. im fucking disabled man. u think people r gonna care or take it seriously that i am? at best its a """fun headcanon""" and at worst im """uwuifying a character.""" im just a regular guy man im sorry i have asthma and sleep apnea and a fucking tbi. im SORRY!!! JESUS CHRIIIIIST

ITS PLURALPHOBIA THAT MY LIFE. AND MY EXISTENCE. ARE BY DEFAULT ""NOT NORMAL"" AND SUBJECT TO SCRUTINY BY EVERYONE LIKE THATS NOT JUST SO FUCKING WRONG. AND CRUEL. TO DO TO SOMEONE!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!

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This is pluralphobia and fictophobia.

[gideonsexperiment]

Victor Gideon

I'm in love

[sleepcollective]

Comic we made about our syscovery omg

More under the cut

Even if some of us are still in denial, we wouldn't want it any other way.

Don't think I need to say this but ofc some of us are more vivid and distinct than others, but really, so many of us are subtle in the way we present. We also didnt draw aaalll of us at the end, too lazy to draw all of us lmao. Way too many.

[what-even-is-thiss]

If nobody ever explained this to you, if someone you see a lot does something you like and you never ever tell them that, they might think you don’t like them or don’t like the things they do for you.

[what-even-is-thiss]

If you like your sister’s cooking and have never ever told her that, she may very well think that you hate her cooking. If you like it when your friend drives you places and you never ever thank them, they might think you’re not grateful even if you are. If you like it when your partner does this or that thing for you they won’t know that unless you tell them.

[what-even-is-thiss]

Tell people in your life hey thanks for driving me, that was a great dinner, I like your singing, thanks for helping me with that. They don’t automatically know that you appreciate what they do.