Hi im enie i have caring too much disorder. I be writing DE fic and drawing occasionally. Sometimes I ask for art requests- if you've sent one and I'm sitting on it there is 0 timeline but I am thinking about it.
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tags: my art (incl writing), think pieces (me talkin about meta or characters or the pale or w/e)
more tags: ferrand (dom/eyes oc posting) (i am obsessed with Dom please ask me about him), sbrm.
I try to keep things organized but I am lazy. Sorry. Thankfully blogs are searchable. x.x
A selection of my Disco Elysium fics are under the cut.
🎧: Give me a song and I rate it honestly
💚: I answer any question you have
🗯: I tell you a headcannon I have
🦇: I infodump
💕: Give me your writing and I give you notes and rate it
🎤: I assign you a song
🧪: I draw you or something of your choice
"pearls are just oyster puke" 6.9k teen complete
25 years pre-canon. Kim and Harry meet clandestinely after Harry follows a buzzed instinct through town to a bar where Kim is performing. Punk!Kim.
SQUARE BULLETS series:
"Square Bullets, Round Men" 110k m ongoing
This is the one I live in. Six weeks post-canon. Dense casefic with a slowburn spine. Kim and Harry unravel a deeper conspiracy, care for each other through injury and aftermath, and confront what it means to be seen, chosen, and haunted regardless. Trauma, intimacy, trust, and the quiet moments between survival and collapse.
"Out, damned spot!" 7.3k teen complete
Canon compliant. Summer before Square Bullets. Heat. Humiliation. Kim gets hate-crimed during a traffic stop. Eyes laughs. Kim tells him to shut the fuck up. Angst-ridden character study about the kind of domesticity Kim doesn’t know how to accept, the mortifying ordeal of being known, and when your ironclad restraint becomes someone else' death sentence.
"do they have radios in heaven?" 11.1k teen complete
"Dead girl in the ledger. Bottomless drinks. Something rough, turned soft by calloused hands. Safe enough to stay. For one night only." Four months prior to the events of ODS. Kim character study where he is explicitly autistic. Hard truths and harder pavement. Jam session scored by grief and what should be unlikely comfort. Kim/Eyes
"an animal trapped in your hot car" 17.1k E complete
What happens when the phone doesn't ring.
O,DS! continuation.
"Reliable Appliance, Fully Operational" 5.2k E Complete
Late-game project-rip. "A pornographic footnote in the greater collapse of Revachol: Harry Du Bois proves himself to be a reliable appliance, fully operational. Kim Kitsuragi makes certain of it."
i need to get into a bareknuckle fist fight with another guy. not in like a homoerotic way or a depressed masochistic way but in a masculine badass fight club 1999 way
they need to remove tags from showing up directly in the activity log i have things to say in tags not meant for the innocent wandering eyes of the stranger i reblogged it from
Twenty nine years of life later and ive finally gotten that prism lense prescription 😭😭😭😭😭😭 nearly cried in the office when the dr showed me the difference. Its like night and day. Then the specialist who set me up after said this was only the 3rd time in her career shes seen someone as young as i am need them? Floored. There's no way this cant be more common, but either way, i am *very* looking forward to being able to use my eyes without strain.
The thing about this that had been bothering me to the point of depression *specifically* was not even the visual disturbance. It's that i wanted to make things, read things, learn things, and have had such a hard time. I thought it was the font or the screen or the the specs- maybe i should have gone 1440p instead of 1080p. Getting a screen tablet with the hope to create more and then feeling as if i was actually creating imaginary discomfort because i secretly didnt *want* to? That i was just lazy? It's so freeing because that means a) yes, it's a me problem but also b) its a specific physical problem with specific physical intervention.
Twenty nine years of life later and ive finally gotten that prism lense prescription 😭😭😭😭😭😭 nearly cried in the office when the dr showed me the difference. Its like night and day. Then the specialist who set me up after said this was only the 3rd time in her career shes seen someone as young as i am need them? Floored. There's no way this cant be more common, but either way, i am *very* looking forward to being able to use my eyes without strain.
