Cat

A half hearted Self shipping blog

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About me

Hi I’m cat!

I don’t know much about self shipping and I used to not have “actual” fictional crushes very often but this stuff looks actually so fun and silly

Stuff about me is I like drawing, video games, creepy stuff, and generally super nerdy things

I have 2 Main f/os at the moment

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These two

Anniversaries

Laios: January 25

Toshiro: march 21

Official f/o/crush list

Platonic/familial f/o list

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Writing:

The troop (cat’s backstory)

A late night conversation

(Graphics: Laios graphics )

[starlos-soulmate]

Starlo would be so obnoxious about Pancake, even before they were dating. And Pancake loves sharing how much she cared about Starlo. It got to the point where others thought they were dating before the announced it. Like.

Starlo: "Oh yeah we're dating now!"

Others: "Yeah we already know."

Starlo: "We started dating two days ago-"

Others: "What were you doing before then??"

It drives the town crazy when they aren't together to the point they kinda gaslit themselves into thinking those two were together. I mean I can't really blame them. Pancake was singing love songs that were star themed on stage a *lot* (Guster's Satellite for example). And Starlo kept gushing about how amazing she was and how she helped a ton and was so comforting and whatnot

And that's not counting how they acted in public. Lighting up when they saw each other, those extra long hugs where sometimes they buried themselves in each other. Making each other laugh. Fighting playfully over who got to pay or what they were gonna buy the other. Starlo's gifts alone.

Yeah they were pretty dang obvious and the only thing that changed when they got together was that they kissed

[greelin]

[DAZED FROM BLOOD LOSS] hey not to kill the vibe completely but i think i am in love with you

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I like comparing the different cats relationships to vox machina and the mighty nein

Like vm!cat has a rivalry with Percy but m9!cat is besties with Mollymauk

M9!cat thinks Caleb is kinda intimidating and stinky but vm!cat definitely feels….differently about vax

Also I think the reason I liked grog and vex immediately is because I already have jester and fjord as f/os

[potatothemouse]

Muppet babies au!!!

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Keyleth is so cool

I loved her while watching season 3

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I was gonna post a drawing of meeting her patron but I have to completely redo it

[lovers-cloudscapes]

🧃☕️🔥 for the ask game!!!!

Maybe Molly or even Percy! Which ever one you want

HI CAT!!!! I wanna do both tbh!!! I don't talk about Percy enough to begin with..... Partially bc my s/i isn't totally finished, but man do I love that loser. Thank you for the ask hehehehe<33

Ask game

🧃: What do they like to drink with their breakfast? Coffee, tea, water, orange juice, milk, etc.

Molly

Molly seems like a coffee person to me. Very much the type to not function properly until about noon unless they've had some form of caffeine, but tea just doesn't hit that same vibe coffee does for them.

Percy

Tea. Look at him. Look at this proper gentleman. He seems like one of those people who is very specific about having a certain blend of tea in the mornings with a set amount of sugar and/or cream. He will drink coffee if he's working on a project all night or something similar, but for breakfast, it feels incomplete to him without tea of some kind.

☕️: If they drink coffee, how elaborate is their coffee order? Do they get the same thing every time or have different orders for different occasions?

Molly

This bitch(affectionate) def has an elaborate coffee order. She wants something sweet for sure, but will settle for a latte on a regular day. Caramel is his go-to for a sweet treat or when going out to a cafe, but always wants to try whatever's new or special when trying a spot out for the first time.

Percy

Remember how I said his tea order is highly specific? His coffee order is just black. Espresso if he's feeling it, but no matter the occasion or where he is, he just wants a black coffee. Lame.

🔥: Do they have any unconventional breakfast preferences, like ketchup on scrambled eggs or peanut butter and bacon?

Molly

Not on the daily, but they've definitely tried some wild combinations of food in their life. I do think Molly is a salsa on scrambled eggs kinda guy. I don't know how common that is, but I used to eat it a lot and it's pretty bangin.

Percy

Not any that come to mind? But I know in my heart that he has at least one weird food combination that he swears by but nobody trusts him on. I saw it in a vision. However I am not sure of what it is. Sniffle.

[boundbyfangs]

Damon "I am soooo nonchalant about this woman" Salvatore

AWESOME AWESOME COMM FROM @aviotergente!!

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Vaxcat screenshot edit(two versions)

I will probably write out what this scene is like a little later

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In this scene vax visits cat. They kissed before hand (I need to figure out how it works). After their kiss her patron got angry at her and punished her.

He’s like “we can’t be together”. Cat is like “I totally agree”. He’s a little taken aback.

Vax is doing this because of his matron bc he saw her first death (I feel like he thinks he could be her future death.). Like he thinks being with is too much of a burden

While cat is doing just straight up lying and is like “I agree! We shouldn’t, we aren’t even compatible. The kiss was a mistake just forget it”.

He’s like “I like you though-“ and cat’s like “well I don’t!”. It’s kinda awkward. She’s like “you should just go” . She opens the door and makes him leave.

[turnabout-malewives]

ace attorney . oughh

word count: 2k cws: a few swears at the end, but that’s it ✌️ ao3 link if you’d prefer to read it there ^^

“Thanks a lot for coming, Mr. Godot. And you too, Sarah.”

“Of course.” Sarah looked awkwardly between Diego and Maya, eventually deciding to smile on the other man’s behalf. He didn’t seem keen on responding at the moment. “I should be the one thanking you for letting me tag along. I know I didn’t know Mia like any of you did, but…”

“Stop that.” A flicker of sadness crossed Maya’s face, but as quick as it arrived, it was gone. “Sis would be happy you’re here either way. I think she’d like you, you know.”

“Would she?”

“Yeah! You’d remind her of…” Maya trailed off as she subtly glanced in Diego’s direction. “Uh, let’s head down now. Pearly’s already there.”

Diego hefted the bouquet he’d brought as he started the walk down the graveyard path. “We don’t want to keep her waiting.” He didn’t even glance back to see if they were following.

Sarah exchanged a look with Maya as he fidgeted with his own flowers. They both knew he wasn’t talking about Pearl.

“There you are, Mystic Maya. What took you so-?” Pearl looked up from where she was maintaining the grave, “Ah.”

Diego didn’t say anything.

Sarah shifted his feet awkwardly. “Hey, Pearly.”

“Hi Sarah, Mr. Godot.” She studied Diego’s expression for a moment, but then sprung into action. “Ah, right! Here, here. I set up some vases for your flowers, they’re over-”

“Let me handle it, Pearly. You already cleaned up the grave, I can handle it.” Maya gestured for her to stay put and wandered a short distance away.

Sarah turned his attention to the grave.

It hadn’t felt real before just then, if he was being honest. The way Nick, Maya, Pearly, or even Diego himself spoke of her made it feel like she was still with them. Sarah often found himself growing fonder of a woman he barely knew.

But here she was. 

Mia Fey. 1989-2016.

He felt a wave of sadness looking at those engraved numbers, but decided to shake it off. If Maya wasn’t crying, then he shouldn’t either. “Hey, Pearly,” Sarah turned to her instead, “Do you guys come here often? Everything looks so… taken care of.”

He wasn’t lying when he said that. The grave was polished, the plants were trimmed, there were even fresh candles arranged gingerly on the grave.

“We do. Iris comes too, sometimes. She couldn’t make it today.”

Sarah paused for a few seconds. “That’s… nice.” He then mentally berated himself. Get it together, Sarah Tonin! Who the hell says ‘that’s nice’ after all that?! Don’t make it any more awkward! “I’m sure Mia appreciates the gesture. The grave- it looks… beautiful. Did you plant those flowers around it, too?”

Pearl smiled. “Mystic Mia told me those were her favorites, once.”

Sarah studied the flowers for a moment, then glanced at Diego’s bouquet. Ah, of course. He always had that eye for detail… of course they would be in it.

His musings were interrupted by Maya returning, a vase under each arm.

Pearl and Maya took a step back as Diego knelt by the grave. Sarah watched as he said some things too quiet for him to hear. Even if he could read lips, he still would have turned a blind eye, he decided. This wasn’t his place.

He stood a few feet from his friend, glancing over at where Maya and Pearl were standing. Or, just Maya it seemed. She had an odd look on her face- a mixture of pity and sadness. Sarah hoped that wasn’t the expression on his face too.

A sniffle brought his attention back to Diego.

He wiped his eyes with his sleeve and- ah. He was crying.

Sarah immediately walked to his friend’s side, kneeling down next to him. “Hey,” He placed a hand on Diego’s shoulder, “If this is too much, we can go. I’m sure Maya and Pearly wouldn’t mind.”

“No- I,” Diego paused, then offered a hesitant smile. “I’m fine. Thanks.”

Sarah ignored the churning in his stomach, a feeling he hadn’t felt in years. “Of course.”

A scathing laugh escaped Diego as he turned to face Sarah. “Look at me. A forty-year-old man crying over his ex-girlfriend’s grave. You must think I’m pathetic.”

Another tear slipped out from under his mask. Sarah brought his hand gently to Diego’s face and brushed it away, his expression softening as he returned his hand to the other man’s shoulder. “I don’t think that.”

Diego smiled slightly. “Of course you don’t.”

Sarah offered him a one-armed shrug. “I would- could never think that.”

“I know.” Diego turned back to the grave. “You’ve already seen me at my lowest and you haven’t left my side. I’m lucky to have you.”

“Mr. Armando.” A voice cut Sarah off before he could respond. He didn’t recognize it, but based on the way Diego whipped his head around, he did. Sarah followed suit.

“Mia…?”

Sarah noticed first that she doesn’t look as awkward in Pearl’s clothes. Pearl has grown a lot in the last seven years.

What he noticed second was that she was noticing him. Or not “noticing,” per se, but maybe “studying.” The last time they set eyes on each other was that fateful day seven years ago. Does she recognize him?

“It’s been a long time,” She watches as he and Diego stand, and she looks between the two. “At least, I think it’s been a long time.” Ah, right. No time passes for spirits- Maya told him that once.

“Mia… I…” Diego trails off, his words left unsaid.

Mia only pulls him close and hugs him. Maybe he’s startled by the action, or maybe he can’t bring himself to hug back. Sarah can’t quite tell.

“You look different. Better- happier. I’m happy for you.” Mia smiles as she steps back.

“I… I can’t believe it’s been…”

“And look at you. You’ve built yourself back up,” She tapped the prosecutor’s pin on his lapel affectionately. “Maya’s told me a bit of what you’ve gone through in the past few years. I’m glad you can keep smiling.”

Diego seemed to force a smile. “…Even through the hardest times.”

“I’m glad you’re moving on,” Mia continued, ignoring Diego’s wince. “I hoped you wouldn’t mourn me forever. You deserve to find your own happiness, you know.” She glanced in Sarah’s direction and smiled knowingly. Sarah’s eyebrows raised, but he said nothing. That was the most clear blessing he’d ever heard.

“I know. But-”

“Diego,” Mia cut him off, “I’m glad you came today. I think you needed this.”

“To speak with you?”

“To get closure.” Sarah watched as she took his hand and squeezed it tight, like Maya often squeezed his own hand. “Please, Diego. Promise me something…?”

Diego processed what she said for a minute, but eventually nodded. “Anything.”

“Don’t stay hung up on me, okay? I’ll always be with you here,” She placed a hand on his heart, “As your friend. I want you to promise me that you’ll let other people in there too.”

Sarah nearly flinched as they both glanced over at him. She had practically friend-zoned herself there- a sign that she truly cared for Diego, he thought.

“I think,” Diego finally spoke again, “I think I already have.”

Diego stood next to him as Mia spoke with Maya. 

“I’m sorry,” Sarah rubbed his eyes with his sleeve. “I don’t know why I’m crying.”

“Reunions usually do that to you,” Diego offered him a small smile, “Or you could be crying because it’s all over.”

He was crying too.

Diego didn’t say much as they returned to the apartment. It was late- they ate dinner before they left- but Dick had still stayed up to wait for them.

“How were Maya and Pearl?” He whispered- Ema was asleep on the couch next to him, having stuck around for some detective work if the papers strewn around them were proof of anything.

Sarah told his cousin what they were up to, though they’d seen both the other day.

“You guys have…” Dick trailed off as he realized what he was saying on autopilot, but Godot still nodded.

“I needed that.”

He walked away without a further word, leaving a pair of confused cousins and one slumbering forensic investigator behind.

Dick raised an eyebrow at Sarah, but all he had in the form of a response was a shrug. 

They shuffled off to bed soon after.

Sarah woke up early the next morning, his heart still beating fast in his chest. He couldn’t remember his dream exactly, but he’d dreamt about last night. That he was pretty sure of.

The smell of coffee wafted around the apartment, and Sarah found that it was waking him up as he shambled down the hallway.

“Morning, tomcat.” Diego was facing away from him, looking out the window with a mug of coffee in hand.

“How’d you know it was me?”

“I’ve been living with you and Dick long enough to recognize your footsteps.” He took a sip. “And you came from that way, so you couldn’t be the detective- investigator, of course.”

Diego offered him the mug as he walked over, and he took a sip. It wasn’t his usual black, a taste Sarah had long since grown accustomed to. There was something else with the coffee. Milk…?

“Godot blend #82,” He supplied as he took the mug back.

Sarah glanced out the window. The sun was starting to rise.

Sarah squinted through the windowpane. “Let’s go outside, we’ll get a better view.”

“I’m right behind you.”

They stood side-by-side on the balcony as the sun rose.

“I’m glad it’s just the two of us right now.” Diego glanced at him briefly, then back at the scenery. “There’s something I have to tell you. Something… important.”

Sarah immediately felt his mind flood with possibilities.

“I’ve been thinking about it all night.”

He couldn’t help but pray that Diego wasn’t thinking of leaving- or worse yet, that Diego’s health wasn’t taking another turn for the worse. Maybe he still had feelings for Mia. That would be awkward, but tolerable. At least the other man would still be in his life.

“Hey,” Diego chuckled as he spiraled, “It’s nothing bad, I promise.”

“…How’d you know what I was-?”

“Perk of knowing you for seven years.”

Diego shifted his weight a few times. He turned to Sarah, took a step forward, then took a step back. He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it. “I…” He let out a laugh. “I’m at a loss for words.”

Sarah smiled. “If it’s not bad, then you have no reason to be nervous.”

“I know. I just wanted to do something special. Maybe say it with flair. But I think I’ll just say it.”

“Well?” Sarah’s smile widened, “Go on th-”

“I love you.”

Sarah’s eyes widened.

“I love you, and I think I have for a while. I owe you my life, my love, and more, so please.” He took a breath, “Please tell me you feel the same.”

Sarah didn’t say anything for a minute. Two minutes. Then, “Put your coffee down.”

Diego did as he was instructed, bending over and gingerly setting the mug on the balcony floor. He wasn’t even able to straighten himself before Sarah pulled him into a long kiss.

He froze for a second, then stepped closer. He kissed back as he grabbed the other man, holding him tight and close.

They broke apart when they ran out of air.

“Well,” Sarah smirked, “I hope that tells you how I feel.”

Diego only laughed. “Who’s this confident high prosecutor, and where’s my Sarah Tonin?”

The man in question laughed. “I can’t believe how far we’ve come, partner.”

“Partner?”

“I…” His smugness left him for a beat. “I thought that would sound suave and romantic, but it just makes me sound like a cowboy.”

“I thought it was cute, Sarah.” Diego smiled, pushing his coffee farther away with his foot. “And I’d love to be your partner. Or boyfriend, or whatever you want to call it.”

Sarah kissed him in lieu of a response.

Ema pulled the curtains shut as Dick stepped into the kitchen.

“It’s too damn early for this shit.”

Dick tilted his head at her. “Too early for what?”

She shook her head. “I’m sure you’ll hear about it soon enough.”

“Hear about what?”

Ema didn’t respond, reaching for the already full pot and pouring herself a cup of coffee instead.

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Vaxcat screenshot edit(two versions)

I will probably write out what this scene is like a little later

[laios-daily]

[every-toshiro-nakamoto]

[mrs-goemio]

I’m really struggling today with self esteem :’} 💔

Anyways, tell me one thing your f/o loves about you/your self insert! :D🫶🏻🩷

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