MenniLenni

Uuuhhh.. I write sometimes. They/Them I draw too lol 🖕

[nullifiedmarionette]

Okay lolol, I made this account for writing

(and personal notes kinda. That's mostly what this is gonna be looking back on it now.) so thats What I'm going to do ! I'm going to be using this blog as a place to both list out the ideas I have for my stories, along with testing my writing, since I've found myself lacking on this passion of mine! Hopefully this blog will both help me actually remember everything, since the story is lowkey massive, along with helping me get better at writing.

I am going to warn you, my stories (and thoughts!! ^^) do and WILL depict graphic and mature subjects, if you're under 18 you will be blocked.

What I depict should NOT be romanticized or glorified, and this isn't a safe space for proshitters and the sort.

If you are sensitive to topics regarding:

Gore/Violence

SH/Suicidal ideation

SA

Substance abuse

Homophobia/Transphobia/Misogyny

Children in dangerous/uncomfortable positions

Then you shouldn't follow me or read my posts.

I will give warnings of what each post contains when needed.

I know people I know IRL see this blog. If that' s you, you keep SILENT about this... (Ily queens)

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Is it really the same thing ?

Does Denji sleep for the same reasons?

What does not being hungry imply ?

Nobel Peace Prize. Useless war.

Harmful carnal love, kind platonic love.

But a response to the same concern.

Killing others to keep madness away, keeping away from others to kill madness

Growing up - Control

Going out while being eaten, going in while wanting to eat

What will Adam and Eve do in this demon-free world ?

82 years old = Young ? Old ?

Chapter 82 vs this human

What human? THAT human

WHERE

ARE

THE BIRDS ?

See you tomorrow.

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I should not have had the second slider

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Reblogging everytime i think abt it

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I should not have had the second slider

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I should not have had the second slider

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Oh my god it was worse then i thought it was

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If I got it on with a face hugger is that Alien pedophilia??

How? Its going to put its eggs in me anyway???

So the issue with this isn't what you asked because it's not, my lovely mutes are missing context. We were playing an alien game and there's eggs and kn ebhrsts and face hugs a lady, and I was saying how when you're as deep into the slasher fandom as I am people starts adding Alien into the mix when that's not a slasher and how some people wanna get it on with the facehuggers, and bro says

"I wanna get it on with that thing right there"

After this baby facehugger had just been born and so I all bro out like a good friend on their bad habits like

"they're a baby"

And bro says

"are they people if they're feral"

Referencing when we were talking about a realistic zombie senaro with a cure, like a mix between world war z and I am legend and warm bodies and I said

"will there be zombie racism?"

And my friends were kike absolutely and I say

"well what if there's a cure, would they still be racist to the cured zombies that are just like slightly decayed but fully human again, maybe like ful brain functioning but they hunger for flesh still, so you've gotta feed em raw meet Santa clareta diet style"

And they both say

"yeah of course absolutely"

And I say "is there levels to this racism like feral zombies"

"no cause they're still human"

And I say

"they're not human if there feral beyond saving"

Cause if you can't heal a zombie of the infection if they're too far gone

And they both gasped like I'm a horrible person for being zombie racist, so I bring to the table, if I can be zombie racist, is there alone pedophilia, that facehugger just hatched it's still a baby.

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An alien and a Zombie are not the same

An alien has completely different mental functions, as well as physical attributes. A freshly hatched egg from an alien is nothing like a new born baby. The face hugger will kill me anyway and fertilize my chest with its child anyway.

A zombie was a person at one point

An alien is just that

An alien

It is fundamentally different from a human person, and in turn, a human child

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"Hey my whole phone screen is coming off" "oh have your dad look at it" what the fuck is he gonna do for that ?

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Type of shit your dads gonna do to "fix" your phone screen

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I found my COD huzz I didn't think it was possible

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You will atone for your sins evil twink.

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Girl are we relapsing over Quake?

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Okay I'm explaining Apathy's character.. Getting the backstory worded out and written, like notes!

So I.. guess spoilers...?? Idfk

This may sound like the ramblings of a fucking insane man I'm so sorry 🙏

Okay so... Apathy is one of THOUSANDS of mass produced soldiers. Themed around marionettes, allowing for "possession" of actual living things, to serve as a temporary vessel without the limitations of the living persons current body and without fear of death! Since the vessel is just that! Just a shell really. The marionettes were mass produced originally to aid in the war, but after the loss they lost purpose! Originally believing themselves the last remnants of humanity. Since there were so many mass produced, they were able to fulfill humanity's absence. The structure that was formed and takes place in the story was (almost) entirely made up from the marionettes. It isn't perfect, obvious by the rampant cult and illegal activity. Humans and Hybrids have only recently returned back to the surface, beginning their introduction back into the society above.

Apathy is a more.. advanced model. Which is strange even to characters IN the environment. They are more advanced physically, but seem to be lacking in the advancement of identity. They originally didn't have a name, only being referred to as Apathy due to an attribute told was associated with them, so they claimed the name as their own.

They lack emotional presence, thinking in rules of black and white. They don't express or claim to feel emotions. At least not strongly. They express no care in decisions nor influence of empathy. Though now that they've been surrounded by Francis and Ky they attempt courtesy, even if they don't see the point.

Okay I think I forgot my train of thought. But I think thats a good summary of Apathy.. maybe. Idk

Anyway song hype this week uuuhh this one

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Me when instead of posting my story I just put notes about OC ideas ;)

So THIS OC I was thinking is like.. a hive mind??

They have a single "host" mind that other vessels (or people) are connected to....

The host cannot express any emotion that requires facial movement. Rarely even speaking through their own mouth.

They communicate through their vessels/other people instead of themself most times. I doodled them too!

They're an Eldritch god and ALSO a parasite. Think like... Unity? From Rick and Mortis

I doodled them too!

The doodle is under this if you want to see!

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Damn ppl love u to ur face but hate behind ur back.

Its always the ones you trust

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Sending you non anonymous hate

Its always the ones you trust bro </3

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Fuck you condom boy

Ragebaited

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@nullifiedmarionette got caught stealing magnum condoms at a gas station like a fucking LOSER

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And I'll do it again, I will get a size that fits

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Okay so like I had an idea that I could add into the story... Theres this religious cult already established in the story, but it was more of a casual establishment. Like DUH there would be cults after a nuclear apocalypse.

But now I'm thinking of making the Cult a bigger thing. Like with ACTUAL characters of importance.

I wont lie it's very inspired by The King and Yellow.. That damn Minecraft ARG got me to. Its peak tho idgaf