nullxnull

plural extrantheic/spiritual system || hazard/coralqueer || please keep our online identity away from this blog thank you || plural pronouns or individual (will be shown) || coining posts/ideas, speaking about pure-O and specific phobias, plurality, fictionkin/alterhuman stuff.

[nullxnull]

welcome!

hi there user(s). im glad you all found us. we have been nervous to have social media like tumblr for awhile, but luckily with improved health things are getting easier for us, so i thought if we were going to ever make an account, it should make an impact on others.

this tumblr wont be linked to any other accounts anywhere else, so please do not try and find them, we are anonymous for our own comfort!

our terms are welcome on pluralpedia, alterhuman wiki, etc

we are a trauma-cosmagenic system full of mostly extranths, and bodily we are half-jewish, 15+ in age and our collective identities are systemabro and systemfluid, and neurovague. please dont use the term alter for us! we much prefer nonmedical terminology.

we suffer from symptoms of ocd, specific phobia, depression amongst other things, but it is very hard to receive medical help, so we are trying our best.

there is no dni, but we will block freely, so if i see something i do not like on your page, i will probably block you, and would prefer not to be asked about why if possible.

we are hazardqueer/coralqueer, if you would like to know what that says about our stances on things, it would be preferred you look it up yourself. anarchist, free palestine!

we dont really use tone tags too much but would like if you used them.

for the headmate making this post: hi, my name on here will be bloodhail, after a song i like. im a cis gender-non-conforming human guy, 19 and bi ace and demiromantic. im also a fictive but well, i dont want to share my source, but i still might talk about my experiences as one. my tags will be marked with 🦉🩸!

what we plan to post about

ocd experiences

specific phobia experiences

plural, cosmagenic, extrantheic experiences

fictive/alterhuman/extranth experiences

sometimes jewish experiences

coining terms and attempting to bring together the community and give words for experiences that dont exist yet.

maybe fun stuff every once in awhile.

we probably wont do flags, but if you want to make flags for our terms, please tag us or let us know, id love to see them.

[nullxnull]

Hi, i dont really know what to say here. I dont even know whats on our tumblr anymore nor have we posted on it in maybe over a year? Much longer? We're a system of 60, bodily 18, and since this spring three umamusume fictives have come into our system, that being me (Oguri), Gold Ship, and Yaeno Muteki. I host and front every night and morning.

We are in contact with one system who has McQueen, Tama, and Cafe, (bodily 17 with 8 members) and another who has Tachyon (bodily almost 19 with 5 members), but that is it. All of us are trying to reconnect with sourcemates who are connected to source, including but not limited to friends and family. but its so hard honestly. We are going to try lots of different ways to do it, including this.

Only Gold Ship is ok with doubles: "i want to meet a clone"

We also have our boundaries of course, we ask you are bodily 16-20 and are inclusive of all origins, but like our other pinned message said 2 years ago or so we are still pretty much hazard/coralqueer. So no radqueers or the sort please.

If you are a *fictive* sourcemate and connected to source, please contact us on here and on Discord:

main: birby1843

mobile account: pantheron5998

I can also get you in contact with the system of 8, as they are actively looking too.

The only thing you need to say on here is your discord username just so we dont get confused on who you are, you can send a friend request without us responding first because we'll check tumblr anyways. Thank you.

[householddreaming]

Shout out to fictives who feel uncomfortable and exposed by the fact that their sources exist as public media that anybody gets to see. The fact that anyone can just pull it up and see all of your history and traumas and mistakes, without your say or even knowledge. The fictives who don't even feel they're allowed to be upset about it because it's "just fiction" and therefore doesn't matter. Who feel like less than "real people" because of it.

We see you. You matter.

[byjove]

*English man with a mustache in a period drama voice* GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF, MAN.

[byjove]

YOU have an angel and devil on your shoulder. I have some sort of WW1 infantry commander standing behind me screaming at me during stressful situations.

[noodledragonsoup]

@funnier-as-a-system

[2006-internet-blogger]

shout out to plurals who’s frequent fronters change all the time.

shout out to alters who are afraid of not fronting all the time, either because theyre so use to it or they’re afraid they wont get to front again.

shout out to systems who wish they had a more consistent rotation of fronters and wish it wasn’t so come and go with system members.

shout out to alters who like fronting.

shout out to members who get frontstuck regularly.

and shout out to systems trying to find a middle ground between being front stuck and having completely inconsistent fronters.

[clusterbuck]

someone on twitter is trying to claim that use of an em-dash is an indication of AI-generated writing because it’s “relatively rare” for actual humans to use it. skill issue

[exhuastedpigeon]

I can admit this is a little out of hand, but I promise AI didn't write my 150k fic 😂

[fuctacles]

Reblog if you're a human that uses em-dashes

[shirowm]

[entity56]

@funnier-as-a-system

[funnier-as-a-system]

[ID: a Whisper post that reads: If you ever fall over in public, pick yourself up and say "sorry it's been a while since I inhabited a body."

And just walk away. / end ID]

[fictive-culture]

fictive culture is stop portraying me as a sad wet cat scrimbly bongus goober doofus!!!!!!!! stop!!!!! i kill people in source!!!!!!!

Me: a parasite

Spouse noticing I'm at the front: My baby!! :D

[theflaggerrrr]

I've noticed a lot of new MOGAI accounts not having a plain text to their intro or even posts. Just wanted to tell you guys that plain text really helps, especially for those who can't read small text and such!

[skullrift]

so, hypothetically, if all of your alters were put in a blender, what kind of liquid/sludge would be created

- 🥀

[nullxnull]

whatever color you get from mixing every color of wax-based clay together, we're so different from each other theres no way we wouldnt come out as some anomalous chopped liver sludge (that is also haunted) LOL

[genderqueerdykes]

In regards to Endo systems, I just wanna say it makes me really happy that you stick up for them. I've always been pro-endo as a trauma system, but never more pro-endo as when I got my own Fictive. Before Edgin appeared, I genuinely didn't believe Fictives existed. I believed Endo systems existed, but Fictives were just eyeroll centric to me. When Edgin showed up, my other alters bullied him to such an extreme that he almost disappeared as soon as he appeared and honestly I wouldn't have been the same if that happened. A few friends of mine stuck up for him tho and the rest of my alters figured out they were being dicks and calmed down about him. Eventually he did get reabsorbed or w/e happens to alters when they have served their purpose, but I have come to respect endo systems far more since he showed up. I wish that other systems would chill out about endo systems, bc who else is going to be in each others' corners but endo and trauma systems? Like, people already treat us like freak shows enough. I can't understand how people can just leave their own out in the cold.

Anyways thanks for listening, you're doing the divine's work on this blog and I love you.

hey thank you! i just don't get why people think they have the right to literally police how a stranger's brain works. like idk how anyone else's brain works but my own that's not for me to judge. if someone feels like multiple people, then i can't say they're not. it doesn't matter to me in the sense that whether or not you identify that way isn't up to me to decide and i don't want to.

agreed, i don't get the behavior at all. thank you so much, appreciate you!

[snow-on-mtsilver]

It's so weird talking about your source character to friends even if you're not proxied and the only thing showing that it's you is the signoffs on tumblr you do

Like ah yes I'm making headcanons about myself i am making creepypastas about myself

- 🔇🐉

[fictive-culture]

Fictive culture is wishing desperately you could go back to your source.

.

[nullxnull]

this.

[skullrift]

headspace when i accidentally type “my sustem” instead of system

- 🥀

[system-blinkies]

Pro-Endo Blinkies

free to use ;; reblogs appreciated

[nullxnull]

arcanic genders! (the dragon prince/mystery of aaravos)

don't know if anyone's made these yet, so im coining them!

these are genders based on the arcanums/primal sources from the dragon prince/mystery of aaravos!

not a flag person so im just putting the words out there for everyone! you're free to make a flag for these terms if you want!

moonarcanic/lunarcanic - gender related to the moon arcanum

skyarcanic/caelarcanic (kale-arcanic) - gender related to the sky arcanum

sunarcanic/solarcanic - gender related to the sun arcanum

eartharcanic/terrarcanic - gender related to the earth arcanum

ocearcanic (osh-arcanic)/marcanic - gender related to the ocean arcanum

starcanic/stellarcanic - gender related to the star arcanum

[sinzys]

Romantic Trauma Holder / Experiencer

A role for headmates who deal with romantic trauma , they may deal with it in a way that helps the system / collective heal , but that's not required.

Also , this isn't exclusive to people with 'real' trauma , just don't use it in bad faith and we're chill. So like radqueers that are like transharmed or whatever shouldn't use this but ppl who feel like their past relationship(s) hurt them in some way are fine to use this.